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I feel like the reason why a lot of Luffy's crew and friends don't really ask how he's doing is cause they expect HIM to talk about it first, like, Luffy isn't one to beat around the bush, he can be sensitive when it comes to certain things, but he's one to say things even when he shouldn't, so him staying silent about things probably never even crossed their minds and they most likely stayed waiting never realising he's never gonna bring it up first

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I dunno if it's just me, but i feel like everyone demonises self-harm way too much

As someone who does self-harm, hearing people say that any type of sh is "the worst thing ever" and "to tell everyone else immediately" tends to just annoy me

Like, I'll never tell someone to sh, I know it's a horrible coping mechanism! But for me, personally, it's one of the few things that have kept me going in life

And this post isn't to say that people who sh don't need help or whatever, it's to say that people tend to mistake sh as the worst thing ever, again it's a horrible thing, but i just wish people understood that sometimes these things aren't always done as like a last resort, but something to make going on and reaching out for help seem more possible

Because as long as you're alive, even if it's only because of the sh keeping you here, as long as you're still here and feeling the pain or releif or anything else, it means your still alive to get that help and support

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The way Luffy copes with negative emotions or feelings is so fun to look into for me as a lot of his reactions to them are to either do drugs or physically hurt himself, those laughing mushrooms are maybe unintentionally so similar to drug abuse that highly doubt it wasn't intended to be

The only people i can remember Luffy talking to when he feels negatively are his brothers and even then none of them have good ways of dealing with their emotions

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I feel like Luffy never actually talks to anyone about his trauma or other things cause i don't think he's ever actually like, told or talked to his crew or other friends about marineford and impel down

I think he avoids talking about stuff that bothers him with everyone but his brothers, cause when he saw Sabo again he actually talked about how he saw Ace die and stuff

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Luffy's childhood makes me sob, he was just a kid and any child who says "it's better to be hurt than to be alone" deserves the bloody world

His traumatic upbringing tends to be downplayed because of his attitude and how it's portrayed visually and how it's never really brought up again despite it being one of the whole reasons he grows into who he is

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I love Ace so much, his self-hatred is such an interesting topic because outwardly you would never be able to tell that this man wishes he were dead while only living for everyone but himself

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When you're so tired but your sleep schedules already messed up so you gotta stay up all night and day and try and reset it then

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I don't know how to feel about sanemi, like as an older sister myself i get why he's trying to get genya out of the corps but the way he does so and the way he acts towards everyone, nearly blinding genya, pisses me off. Like i get it but you CANNOT excuse your horrible actions just because you do them out of love and concern!

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I hate Garp so much sonetimes like, no, dont just hit those children, there kids wtf, but fanfics make him so ok sometimes

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I love the ASL trio so much, i ADORE Ace's self-hate and Luffy's loneliness and Sabo's self-esteem issues so much, honestly

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I love Sabo so much

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Ever just dissociate randomly and then wonder where the fuck you are

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If Luffy doesn't have adhd or autism please kill me

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I fucking hate having adhd I can barely function with this shit