buckaroo

location: your mother's house

[fancylandbakerytaco]

fuuuck me i have to go to the beach next weekend with fresh ass cuts and after a period of binging

[fancylandbakerytaco]

FUCK I HAVE TO GO TO A POOL PARTY TOMORROW

[fancylandbakerytaco]

today my pencil sharpener blade touched the wrist that hasnt been touched

[fancylandbakerytaco]

okay but why does it feel so good to relapse

[fancylandbakerytaco]

fuuuck me i have to go to the beach next weekend with fresh ass cuts and after a period of binging

[fancylandbakerytaco]

In eight days i will be turning 17. ordinarily this wouldnt be a big deal because 17 is not a significant age, but i really wasnt supposed to make it this far. i was not supposed to fight my illness and my mind every day and i was not supposed to make it out of that alive. when i turned 16 i told myself to end it before i turned 17, just because it wasnt fair to just keep suffering through life because that was not God's intent

maybe this will be my year lol

[fancylandbakerytaco]

You can't be a rebel, Maia, you aren't interesting enough.

Maia Mayor ("Perfect")

[fancylandbakerytaco]

i feel that its only right i die a poet's death

[fancylandbakerytaco]

I'm sorry for my honesty, but I've carried the broken hearts and body parts of my entire family.

Catie Trainor (Monster in my brother's bedroom)

[fancylandbakerytaco]

why the fuck can i not cut deep enough into my skin to clean my brain

[fancylandbakerytaco]

Your opinion, it haunts me. I just want you to want me.

The Wrecks (This Life I Have)

[fancylandbakerytaco]

what the fuck is wrong with me

[fancylandbakerytaco]

every time i hear someone talk with food in their mouth i want to break my bones

[fancylandbakerytaco]

listening to people eat makes me want to peel my skin off

[fancylandbakerytaco]

legally im a grandma now bc i steal low cal sweeteners from coffee places

[fancylandbakerytaco]

I wanna die with all my scars. If they don't like the way we are, then fuck em

pigeon pits (nights like these)

[fancylandbakerytaco]

If you were going to be some lame suburban [mom] why couldn't you have been that for me?

How I Met Your Mother

Season 6 Episode 19, -4:10

[fancylandbakerytaco]

she doesn't know that it kills me whenever i look at her instagram page and see her having fun and everything when she hasnt reached out to me in months

im not her ex, im her younger sister