I’m Too Old For You (Aaron Hotchner X Reader)
Rating: M; Part 1 of the series.
Warnings: Language, Light Smut
Prompt: Y/n Y/l went to school with Spencer Reid, her best friend since kindergarten, up until College. They ported ways, but steadily kept in touch. Y/n was soon to transfer to the Criminal Behavioral Unit of the BAU of Quantico, Virginia, but she hadn’t told Spencer yet. She wanted to surprise him, but it seems she was the one in for a surprise. What will happen when Y/n meets the tall, dark, and handsome man in charge.
(Disclaimer-Gifs, characters, and show are NOT mine, obviously, the story is one that I’ve made up. I hope you all enjoy.~)
Y/n Y/L was the newest member of the FBI’s Behavioral Analysist Unit. It was her first day today, and she was nervous, but more than anything else-she was excited. Y/n had heard great things about the unit from one Dr. Spencer Reid- a member of the unit and her best friend. They had known each other for years, and although they went their separate ways physically at college, they kept in touch throughout them. Spencer didn’t know she was coming to visit, he didn’t even know she was in the running to start a job there. She wanted to surprise him and make sure she got the job first before disappointing both of them if she didn’t.
I smooth out my tight light blue dress, one of which hugs my curves in all the right ways, and straighten my navy blue blazer on my shoulders. I’m wearing flats today- I don’t know my way around yet and incase of an emergency, I want to be comfortable. I walk through the doors of the behavioral analysist unit and feel all eyes on me- not sure if that’s good or bad, I think to myself as I walk towards Spencer. His back is turned away from me, as is everyone else’s. I hug him from behind and can feel him tense at the sudden and unusual human contact. But he relaxes after a second, realizing its familiarity and smelling my shampoo and perfume.
“Y/n!!!” He says before turning around and wrapping his arms tightly around my waist and picking me up.
“Spencer!” I giggle as I wrap my arms tightly around his neck, my face soon turning bright red as I notice all eyes are on us.
“Spencer, maybe should put me down, they’re all staring” I whisper softly in his ear, hiding my face in the crook of his neck.
Spencer laughs and sets me down turning towards everyone, noticing they really were staring and chuckling at my childish way of hiding behind my hands.
“Guys this is an old friend of mine, Y/n Y/l.”
Before Spencer has a chance to introduce me to them, a tall, dark haired, and seriously attractive man holds his hand out for me to shake, which I do,“ Ah Ms. Y/L, I wasn’t expecting you to be here before you were scheduled, but it’s my pleasure to welcome you to our team. I’m SSA Aaron Hotchner- we spoke over the phone yesterday.”, He says in a deep voice with a small smile.
“Y/n! You didn’t tell me you were trying to get a job here!” Spencer says with a smile, mine soon matching.
“I wanted to make sure I got it first! And then I wanted to surprise you!” I say quickly to Spencer, “ And thank you so much for this opportunity, Agent Hotchner!” I beam up at my new boss, who returns the favor- seemingly shocking the rest of the team.
Agent Hotchner quickly adverts his eyes, coughing slightly before saying, “You had an impressive resumé and recommendations, Miss.” He looks around at the others, “Y/n this is the team. That’s Agents Derek Morgan, Emily Prentiss, and well you seem to already know Dr. Reid,” he says pointing to the three on my left. I see Derek, an attractive and fit man who winks at me when we make eye contact causing me to blush and him to chuckle. And Emily, a slim woman with dark hair, and big brown eyes- equally attractive as the men beside her.
“This is Agents Jennifer Jareau, David Rossi, and our technical analyst Penelope Garcia.” He says pointing at a young and beautiful blonde women, an older man who was seemingly Italian, and a blonde lady who dressed brightly (a woman after my own heart).
I smile at the trio, shaking their hands as their all introduced.
“Please, Y/n, call me JJ,” Jennifer says to me with a sweet smile
“You can call me Dave, bellissima.” Rossi says, and once again I blush, I’m not used to these things being said to me, Rossi chuckles slightly at my now red face.
“Dave,” Agent Hotchner said tensely “You don’t need to flirt with her right away.”
I look his way and see the split glare he shot Rossi, who is now equally as shocked as me.
“Y/n, may I see you in my office for a moment?” Agent Hotchner ask, moving his arm forward to motion me ahead of him and up some stairs to his office
I watch as Y/n heads up the stairs in front of Hotch, she’s unintentionally swaying her hips- she normally does it more when she’s nervous. I see Hotch look at her butt for a moment, maybe it’s just a man thing, I think to myself. But his eyes linger for a little too long and he stops dead in his tracks, after a few seconds he adjust his pants and continues behind her leading into his office, shutting the door behind him.
I look around to others, all staring towards the boss’s office with the shocked look on their faces that I’m sure mine held, too.
“Did he just...” Morgan starts
“look at her butt?” JJ finishes for him
I look at them all, and say “Yes, yes he did. Statistically speaking, men of ages 30-66 are quite likely to be attracted to young women, like Y/n, of the ages 23-27, 25% more than those their own ages, and 40% more if they’ve been recently divorced.” I look back towards them in his office, “And based on the average 25 year old women, Y/n is 30% more filled out and attractive. She has an hour glass figure, bigger hips, bigger butt, and bigger breast than those her age. Most men will find her attractive.”
“You notice that stuff, Reid?” Morgan asks me, smirking
I snort a little, “Y/n has been my absolute best friend for years, and we dated for awhile- of course I noticed, as I’m sure you all did. Especially you and Rossi when she walked up those steps.” I point at them before sitting at my desk
The team looks at me wide eyed
“You,” Emily starts baffled,” and her?” she finishes confused pointing at y/n through Hotch’s offices window.
“Boy Wonder, you got some serious game to pull off a girl like that” Morgan says leaning against my desk, licking his lips slightly.
“We dated for two years, but we’ve known each other since kindergarten- We started dating as Seniors in high school, she went away to a different college than I so we decided we would try long distance, but then after a few months we had both decided we had always been better friends,” I look at them “Less complicated. She’s my best friend.”
“Spencer!” I heard Y/n shout as she ran down the stairs towards me
I smiled at her, before she reached me, Morgan whispered “So now that she’s here, you gonna go for it?”
I shake my head, “Just friends” I say before once again hugging her
**Y/n’s POV** (In the office)
I walked into Agent Hotchner’s office and stood near his desk as he closes his door and walks around his desk.
He motions for me to sit, “Please Y/n, sit.”
I do, and say “Of course, Agent Hotchner”
He smiles, a truly beautiful smile that shows me his amazing and adorable dimples, “ Please, Y/n, you can call me Hotch” He says
I smile, too, easily and genuinely “Alright, Hotch” I say
His smile widens, and I realize I’m staring. I duck my head as I blush.
He asks me a few questions about my skills, just as follow ups from my resumé.
After a few moments, he tells me he’s all done and shows me to the door.
I quickly make my way to, and down, the stairs, shouting “Spencer!”
He smiles at me, and I see him and Derek whisper quickly to one another before he stands from his desk and envelops me in a hug. I feel eyes on me and turn my head slightly towards Hotch’s office, seeing a slight glare and an intense feeling, I remove myself from Spencer
“Hotch was looking, I’m sorry for being unprofessional, I just missed you” I quickly whisper to Spencer who just smiles and shows me to my desk.
I feel extremely welcomed by the team, in just a short amount of time they’ve become my family. Spencer and I have gotten closer again, like we used to be.
Lately Hotch and I, too, have been spending a lot of time together. I help him with case files, and often stay with him on long nights. He told me about how just a few months before I arrived Haley had left him, and that he doesn’t get to spend a lot of time with his son, Jack. I feel so bad for him, but I feel he’s getting better.
“Hey hot mama, we got a case, you got your bag?” Derek asks me winking
I smile up at him from my desk, and out of my thoughts- “Of Course,” I say standing up
Derek offers me his arm, winking at me.
We get to the jet, and Hotch is glaring at me before getting on, I frown.
“Ladies first, mama” Derek says motioning me forward, I laugh and shake my head walking up the stairs
“Don’t stare at my ass, Derek, you couldn’t handle it even if I offered it to you” I smirk as I walk towards the others
Derek mocks a gasp “What? Me?” He defends laughing
I roll my eyes and go to sit next to Spencer, walking past Rossi and Hotch I say “You too, Dave”
Rossi’s eyes widen and snap up to my face when I sit next to Spencer, and says baffled “What about Aaron?!”
I roll my eyes, “Now you know Hotch would never.” I say and wink in his direction
I turn to say something to Spencer and miss the small smile Hotch had given me.
“Aaron, she’s attractive, and we all stare” Dave tries to defend himself
I glare at him “Rossi, she is young enough to be your granddaughter.” I hiss quietly
“Aaron, she’s beautiful, and everyone thinks so, and so do you.” He says, and then smirks “She flirts with you, and you flirt with her. We see the way you stare at her, the way you have done so since the first day she stepped into the bullpen.”
My eyes widen, and I look around the jet, all the others are asleep, except Rossi and I. “Does she know?” I whisper
He looks at me “I don’t think she has a clue.” He looks over at Y/n whose fast asleep with Reid holding her “If you really like her though, you really need to tell her- before its too late.”
I sit back and process his words. He’s right, and I know it, but I’m too old for her, and I have a son. She isn’t ready for that kind of commitment.. I frown and look back down at my case file. Maybe I can try...
**Y/n’s POV** (Jet Lands- San Francisco, California)
I wake up in Spencer’s arms and smile, and stand up. Hotch is the only one awake, and he looks at me and smiles
I wave at him, and blush because I surely look a mess. I noticed that we’ve just landed and start getting my stuff together. Hotch stands up making his way to me, placing his hand in the small of my back and leaning down to whisper in my ear
“You look absolutely stunning, Y/n, and you were wrong, I do stare.” He says kissing my cheek before once more removing his hand- I shiver from the loss of contact of his warm hand, and blush from his kiss.
“Everyone up.” Hotch says loudly, and everyone stirs and sits up from their sleep. “We have to be at the precinct in an hour so everyone needs to be in the car in 10 so we can check into the hotel.” He walks past me, grabbing his bag and letting his hand gently graze my back as he walks back by towards the exit.
I shiver and stare at him wide eyed, and so does Spencer, so I know he noticed too.
Spencer stands and winks at me, “Your crush likes you back.” He teases and I blush
The team has already gotten off the jet and Spencer grabs my bag and hand and guides me off.
“He’s glaring at me because I’m holding your hand.” Spencer chuckles lightly and whispers in my ear “seems like he’s jealous.”
I roll my eyes as we hop in the SUV and head to the hotel.
“JJ and Prentiss, you’ll share a room, Morgan and I, Y/n and Spencer, and Rossi you have one to yourself.” Hotch says
Spencer and I shift uncomfortably
Hotch and the others raise an eyebrow at us
“Can we not.?” I question
Spencer nods quickly “We can’t”
Hotch raises his eyebrows “And why not?”
Morgan has Penelope on face time so all of the team are just staring at me and Spencer, confused
“Y/n, you and Reid were literally tangled together on the plane asleep, why can’t you share a hotel room with him?” Morgan questions
I look at Spencer, “We made a deal when I came to visit last year and I stayed with him, We can’t sleep in the same bed anymore.” I try to explain without telling why
Spencer huffs and says “Y/n, just tell them, if they need to know,” and then whispers “and so your boyfriend doesn’t get too jealous.”
I stutter out “W-we slept together, last time we spent the night in the same bed, and w-we cannot let that happen again..”
Spencer then says “How about I room with Derek, and Hotch can with Y/n?”
-They think a minute and to everyone, but Spencer’s surprise, Hotch agrees.-
He takes my bags and I follow him to our now shared room.
“You’re okay with this?” I question quietly
Once inside he glares at me, and spits venomously “Well, if you’re too busy fucking Reid we can’t very well catch the killer now can we?”
I step back in shock, eyes wide, and tears welling up.. “You don’t know the story! Y-you don’t understand what happened!” I try and say, my voice failing me and my tears falling
Hotch’s anger melts off his features and he rushes towards me, hugging me-”I’m so sorry, I think I got... nevermind.. I’m sorry” He whispers into my hair
I catch my breath- I look up into his eyes, “If you ask me later, I’ll tell you” I whisper
He nods cautiously, and kisses my forehead, wiping away my tears. “Lets go, Y/n.” He says moving away and leading me out of the room and to meet with the rest
My mind racing, was Spencer right? Does Hotchner actually feel jealous?
“So what do we have?” I ask one of the officers
He looks at me and smiles -much to Hotch’s displeasure- and says “Our perp has been killing people in the community, some of the very attractive women with many suitors, and husbands”
I nod, “So he’s killing attractive women in the area who are married, but people still want” I say
The officer nods at me and smiles
He shakes his head, “not that we know of, but it seems that way.”
“The unsub is a female, Hotch.” I say suddenly looking up at my boss
He looks at me and goes to ask why I thought so, but I answer before he gets words out
“Look, they way the unsub cuts them is the same way one would to sew- It’s likely that one of the ‘suitors’ is the unsubs own husband. She probably is jealous of the attention the women are getting from her husband and is starting to feel insecure in her relationship. It also seems like her anger, and willingness to kill the women instead of men similar to her husband could be a sign that he tells her she isn’t like them,” I say
“Verbally abusive?” Morgan pipes in
“That would explain a lot, Women in abusive relationships often blame their insecurities on the more attractive women” JJ says
“The statistics show that women often result to violence when verbally abused and often times its toward their children or friends, but if she doesn’t have any he’s taking it out on those she sees as threats” Spencer says
“Hotch, I know I’m right” I say going to grab his hand, but stopping myself
“Maybe we could catch her if we send Y/n undercover”Rossi suggest
“She is quite attractive” The officer from before says agreeing, “But she has to be married. Are you?” He smirks slightly
I shake my head uncomfortably
“Wanna be?” He jokes, and I feel Hotch’s anger rising
I turn to Morgan, “Who’s going undercover with me?”
Morgan goes to answer, but Hotch answers instead “Me.”
We all turn to him in shock.
I step out of the bathroom of the precinct in a black skintight dress that makes my boobs very noticeable, and my curves show in depth. I’m wearing black heels to match and have my hair in light waves on my shoulders.
When I step out the bathroom, everyone stares, mouths agape
“Does it look bad.?” I ask slightly embaressed
“Definitly not, Mama, You’re sexy as hell in that dress” Morgan calls from his spot on the desk
“Damn” JJ and Emily say together
“You look great, Y/n” Spencer smiles at me
“Thank you guys” I say beaming
“Oh my... You look beautiful... I-” Hotch says clearing his throat from behind me
I turn around and my breath is taken away. Hotch is standing there in a tight black dress shirt and pants that show how nice his butt is. “You, you look very handsome to, um, I-” I stutter out
“Okay love birds, we have your dinner reserved at the place all the women ate at before their murders with their husbands. You two will go home afterwards, and act like you’re married- we’ll be there in case she comes in the morning when Hotch leaves, Y/n” Rossi says
I nod and Hotch and I head to dinner.
As we walk in, Hotch puts a possessive arm around my waist and leans down and whispers “Call me Aaron tonight” in a husky, and hot tone that makes me shiver
He notices and moves his hand gently to my hip and chuckles
“Table for Y/l, two” Aaron says as he approaches the desk
The waiter checks and then nods, smiling at me and looking me up and down and paying a little too much attention to my cleavage
Aaron must have noticed too, as he pulled me in a passionate kiss, that was way too short before taking my hand and leading me after the now leaving waiter.
He moved the seat out for me to sit, and then sat on the other side
I knew I had to start acting, so I fiddled with my fake wedding bed, and reached across the table, taking his hands in mine.
He looked up at me with shock evident in his eyes, but not his face
“I love you, Aaron” I say and push my boobs out just a little bit as people walk by. A few men look, and a few women, too, but no one suspicious.
Aaron looks down and smirks a little and then looks in my eyes and leans over kissing me gently- “I love you, too, Y/n” He says pulling away.
I smile at him and cross my legs pulling back and ordering before I excuse myself to the bathroom
As I walk, I can feel eyes on me, not the teams- no, these are hateful, I press the button on my ‘watch’ to alert my team.
I walk in the bathroom and soon leave and make my way back to Aaron, his eyes seemingly undressing me with his eyes
I smirk and walk over to him kissing him tenderly, bending over and making sure people are looking, and then tracing a finger across his back as I walk around to my seat. Sitting down and continuing our dinner.
We watch as Y/n and Hotch do their thing in the restaurant, “She’s a good actress, they both are” I say to Reid
“I don’t think they’re acting, Em” He says laughing, smiling at his best friend
I fake anger when a women looks between me and Y/n. “How dare you? On our anniversary!” I say “angrily”
Spencer looked confused, but only for a slight second before holding his hands up in defense.
I roll my eyes and eat “angrily”
Aaron pulls into our “house” and parks the car. Reaching over and kissing me, pushing his rough hand up and down my soft leg- making me moan.
He smirks against my lips before he pulls away, getting out of the car and then coming around to open my door.
I slid out and follow him into the house.
He turns on the light and locks the door before quickly pressing me into it
“You have no idea what you do to me,” He kisses my jaw, and then down my neck, I moan unintentionally and he chuckles in my skin
“Aaron” I choke out, and he pulls back- eyes dark with lust
“Y/n?” He questions putting his hand on my hips
I nod, not trusting my voice
Suddenly he lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist and he tightly grips my thighs. I grab his shoulders and he kisses me, sliding my dress up and smacking my ass- I moan into the kiss.
We end up in a bed, only in our underwear, he’s hovering over me.
“We can’t,” he says suddenly, “it wouldn’t be right”
I can feel my heart break and I move to cover my self, but he stops me, and kisses me again
“Maybe one day,” He says getting off of me, pulling a shirt the cops had left here for us on and I pull on my... lacy nightgown, wow subtle Morgan.
Aaron stares at me, eyes coming dark, and an evident arousal clear, but looks away and coughs awkwardly.
I feel eyes on us, so I walk over to him and stand on my tip toes, kissing him and whispering “someones watching us”
He kisses me, moving me to the bed, pulling the covers down, and turning the light off. He kisses me even then
“Y/n, how can I stop myself from doing something stupid when you look so good, and then kiss me like that?” He says kissing my forehead and pulling me into him “Will you tell me about the thing that happened with Reid?”
I look up at him “You really want to know?” I ask quietly
He nods, so I begin “Spencer, and I grew up down the street from one another, we have known each other since Kindergarten.” I smile “He helped me through a lot of tough times, we’ve always been best friends, Hotch, but in our senior year of high school, things changed. We started dating, being with one another in intimate ways.”
Hotch shifted uncomfortably beside me, I turned and kissed him gently “Just listen,” he nods at my request “It carried on for two years, we broke up after we went our separate ways for college. It was obvious we were just meant to be friends, and it ended just like that. No lingering feelings, just love as friends and care, and that’s why we get so comfortable with one another.”
Aaron looked up at me and said, “But the thing in his apartment.?”
“I had gotten out of a bad relationship, it wasn’t a thing that was meant to happen, it’s just one of things that happened, and we got so upset the next morning.” I say “Hotch there’s one person that I have found ultimately attractive in the last 3 years, and that’s you..”
He moves out of the bed, and kisses my forehead, and walks away- he stops at the door “I’m too old for you, Y/n, I may feel so fucking attracted to you, and have such a deep connection, but I’m too old for you.”
I sit there, holding back tears...
I stirred in my sleep, hearing a crash. I sit up, grabbing my gun out of the bedside table. I click the button on the watch to get Morgan and the others attentions.
I walk into the hall, gun hidden behind my back as I drift into the next room and a women dressed in a black trash bag- with a knife in her hand. She starts to run toward me when Spencer pulled me out the way, and the others (including Hotch) point their guns at them.
I realize that I’m still in the nightgown when Hotch’s eyes once again ran over me, I hid behind Spencer whispering to him “I don’t like being seen this naked by everyone”
Once they got her, Spencer got me dressed and my stuff packed, and we went to the jet right away having gotten a confession and being caught in the act of trying to murder someone.
Hotch never said a word to me, just nodded, and looked uncomfortable when Morgan flirted with me. I didn’t flirt back, I couldn’t bring myself too. I fell asleep once again on Spencer, drifting away from the world and heartbreak.
You walked into the BAU, still feeling broken because of what Hotch had said to you, but there’s nothing you could do. You just walked into the bullpen and immediately felt tears well up in your eyes, and the nausea hit you like a train. Hotch was standing in front of his office kissing a skinny blonde, one you were unfamiliar with. They smiled at one another, and they walked down the stairs. You turned walking away, crying. Spencer started coming after you, and all you heard was Agent Hotchner say “Everyone, this is my girlfriend Beth.”
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