įÆ art, analisis & rants about characters and media i love, i also write x readers sometimes but im rarely confident to post
įÆ mostly oc & yume art but i usually post fanart (i rarely make fanart thatās why im so slow. posting my other art makes me shy but ill get there eventually)
ā š£²ā special interest in gothic horror & vampires but i also like a bunch of nerdy stuff.
š£²ā i take asks about literally anything even just random character discourse, i love asks send asks!
š£²ā Iām a selfshipper/yume (both oc and sona)
interests: dc comics, gothic media in general, iwtv, hannibal, blue period, sakadays resident evil, stardew valley, fields of mistria, devil may cry, tlou, dbh, rdr, dragon age, twisted wonderland, romance vn and otomes (i engage more with olba, adwd, keyframes, ymthah but i played a lot more), a bunch of other stuff
main f/os:
malleus draconia
casper (adwd)
cove holden
jason todd
ashveil
mr reca
elliott (stardew valley)
moot me pls i promise im funny and interesting sometimes
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people donāt understand elliott like we do i fear. i see so many people framing his character as creepy, rude, arrogant and a bad husband, WHICH HE ISNāT so thatās why I wanted to highlight some points surrounding elliottās personality from his in game lines! (donāt take this too seriously these are just my takes and i just love to talk about my fuckass pixel husband from the fuckass farming game)
Despite passionate, Elliott is a struggling artist, very unsure about the future and the value of his creations:
āSometimes I wonder if I might have a self inflated image and no real skills.ā
āI write in hopes of connecting with others through time and space. *sigh*...times are changing, though. People don't read anymore.ā
At the same time, heās a lonely person, more than he really lets on at first. Leah and Willy seem to be the only people that are close to him, and he seemingly struggles to make connections, as much as he yearns for them:
āIt's a little lonely out here on the beach... so I apologize if I was ever a little too forward with you when we first met. I was just eager to have a friend. It feels good to have a close friend like you.ā
āSorry, I'm feeling morose today. I wish there was more certainty about the future. I don't want to grow old as a lonely hermit on this beach...ā
He has quite a few lines being grateful/ somewhat shocked that farmer goes out of their way just to seek him out, make conversation, is interested im what he has to say, etc. He desperately wants someone to see him as he is, and actually decide that they like what they see, want him close for all he is, even if some people deem him to be a little weird. In a way, he just moved into pelican town, with no idea if his life would work out just based on his effort and love for his profession. Think about it, heās an artist, going through a big change, with no one to support him. It matters a lot that thereās someone that actually seems to like him enough to keep visiting and caring for him, even when himself doesnāt see the exact reason:
āI know that I am kind of an 'oddball'. I hope you don't mind.ā
āYou've come to visit me in the cold? I could do with a respite from my lonely labors.ā
āVisit my cabin whenever you like. I could use the company.ā
āA gentle little sunbeam woke me up this morning. I've never felt so refreshed. I'm sorry if that isn't very interesting to you.ā
Also, itās important to him to have at least one person out there that believes in his art, which, to an artist, is something so special and inspiring in moments you have little faith in your own creations:
ā[Player], I know you have faith in my abilities as a writer. That means a lot to me.ā
Heās sensitive, and not afraid to be meticulous about his appearance, which also may seem odd to other people, but then thereās farmer whoās willing to appreciate that:
āI have to brush my hair daily, or else it'll clump up into messy knots. It's a lot of work. I'm surprised I haven't just shaved it off in a fit of passion. I suppose I am too vain.ā
I personally find it beautiful that he finds inspiration within the farmer. Some people claim he only sees you as that: a solution to his problems, but I disagree! Itās one of the most beautiful things to become an artistās muse. Farmer isnāt just a means to an end, theyāre one of the few people that reach out to him and are interested in building this connection that he yearns for, and therefore, someone Elliott loves gets inspiration from, wants to create when around them. Farmer lifts him up, so itās most fair if he does the same. Grateful from being given such a gift, he always makes sure farmer is as appreciated as he is, too:
āI've been keeping a journal ever since we moved in together. Now that I actually have a life, I have lots to write about. I want to make sure I always remember these years.ā
ā[Player], when you're around... I feel unusually creative. I know... strange, but it's true.ā
āMy dear, I require nothing at all on this day... you are already the greatest gift a man could hope for.
As much as his own job matters to him, heās interested in learning about farmerās job and lifestyle too, love makes you want to know that person and everything that makes them, them. He is also always aware of their wellbeing making sure theyāre not pushing too hard.
āI never had much success growing plants in my old beach house. Hopefully I can pick up a thing or two by watching you. In this respect, you are the master and I only a humble apprentice.ā
āCome here, let me massage your back. You look tense.ā
Also, his reaction to farmer giving him the bouquet is so cute:
āI only wish I had given you a bouquet first!ā
He always talks about how he feels so much better after marriage. Heās finally certain about something in life, that he loves someone, that he has found a soul out there that resonates with his, and knows him completely, that his art matters, that his life is working out:
āI came to the valley to find the ivory tower from which my talents could reign supreme. But what I really found was a dungeon of loneliness. You saved me from that.ā
And at last, a little detail that i donāt think most people really think anything of it but I find adorable is that he changes his poems and the way he compliments the player depending on their gender presentation, but the sentiment stays the same, making each feel appreciated in their own special way. It feels thoughtful to me:
āFrom the brightest winter star, to a fragrant fairy rose... nothing can compare with your captivating beauty.ā / āFrom the brightest winter star, to the shimmer of an iridium vein... nothing can compare to my wonderful man.ā
āWow, you look really handsome today! Did you shave? Your jawline is perfect.ā / āYour feminine allure is irresistible today. I can't keep my eyes off you.ā
Some notes is that I see a lot of complaints about the boat scene. I personally never understood why people hate it so passionately? I get that it might feel uncomfortable for some people, but you only get the ten heart event if you two are already dating (you can also deny to get on the boat if uncomfortable), and from the situation itās easy to assume he planned a little romantic outing. He kisses the player a bit impulsively, sure, but considering you two ARE DATING and the moment called for it, I think itās a bit of an exaggeration to claim heās forcing the player, we see a lot of impulsive kisses in romantic scenes in media and I donāt really see people complain about it, anyways. Again, you can disagree on this but to my interpretation player just ātremblesā from being a bit shocked in a good way (could also be an animation choice to show excitement, its pixels guys). I take the losing friendship with him if you say youāre uncomfortable thing not as him being obnoxious, just ashamed he read the room wrong and made a decision that made you uncomfortable. As he should, he apologizes for it.
Heās just a guy!!! A deeply lonely artist that is a hopeless romantic at heart, searching for someone who truly understands. He dedicates his book to you. He has a secret book of poems about you. He greets you with the softest of words, always, aware of everything you do and making sure you rest. He might be peculiar, but itās just the way he is, a little awkward, but when he finds someone that he loves and loves him back, he does everything in his power to make them feel appreciated.
(Also it baffles me seeing people call him a cheater just becauseā¦heās one of the only marriage candidates who doesnāt give up on his dream which is being a writer? āoh he leaves farmer blah blah blahā why would keeping his individuality be a bad thing? And even at book tour HEāS ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU, enough to write A FEW letters about what heās doing and how he misses being at the farm is very eager to come back to his beloved. Even while living his dream, he knows his heart is also with farm, with you. Iām sorry he has a healthy relationship with farmer where he gets to pursue his dream career and be his own person outside of a relationship I donāt know what to tell you.)
I have always seen Elliott as a character who has previously struggled w/ his personal relationships, as well as the general unhappiness of constantly feeling like he's in the wrong place. Which is somewhat confirmed by his 2 heart dialogue.
He chased his idylic dream of small town community and a small writing shack where masterpieces were written. But what he found is reality, where the locals can be pretty rude and standoffish if you weren't born in Pelican Town. Where the shack is falling apart and has sand and crabs all over.
This man is absolutely desperate for human connection (part of why he writes), and is super invested in his relationship with the farmer. I'd go so far to say that his heart scenes are more farmer centered then any of the other candidates. He want conversation and companionship, which is why he's one of the only friendly characters to you from the beginning. He wants to have a relationship worthy of romantic era poetry.
He prioritizes building a life and experiencing deep connection. He's the one of the only candidates where it makes sense that he would get married and move to the farm, both because it doesn't conflict or hinder his dreams in any way, and because it feels like he would be actively persuing a long term relationship. Most of the others have dreams would take them away from Pelican Town, or feel like they don't really care about the farmer specifically but rather that it was the right place at the right time.
people donāt understand elliott like we do i fear. i see so many people framing his character as creepy, rude, arrogant and a bad husband, WHICH HE ISNāT so thatās why I wanted to highlight some points surrounding elliottās personality from his in game lines! (donāt take this too seriously these are just my takes and i just love to talk about my fuckass pixel husband from the fuckass farming game)
Despite passionate, Elliott is a struggling artist, very unsure about the future and the value of his creations:
āSometimes I wonder if I might have a self inflated image and no real skills.ā
āI write in hopes of connecting with others through time and space. *sigh*...times are changing, though. People don't read anymore.ā
At the same time, heās a lonely person, more than he really lets on at first. Leah and Willy seem to be the only people that are close to him, and he seemingly struggles to make connections, as much as he yearns for them:
āIt's a little lonely out here on the beach... so I apologize if I was ever a little too forward with you when we first met. I was just eager to have a friend. It feels good to have a close friend like you.ā
āSorry, I'm feeling morose today. I wish there was more certainty about the future. I don't want to grow old as a lonely hermit on this beach...ā
He has quite a few lines being grateful/ somewhat shocked that farmer goes out of their way just to seek him out, make conversation, is interested im what he has to say, etc. He desperately wants someone to see him as he is, and actually decide that they like what they see, want him close for all he is, even if some people deem him to be a little weird. In a way, he just moved into pelican town, with no idea if his life would work out just based on his effort and love for his profession. Think about it, heās an artist, going through a big change, with no one to support him. It matters a lot that thereās someone that actually seems to like him enough to keep visiting and caring for him, even when himself doesnāt see the exact reason:
āI know that I am kind of an 'oddball'. I hope you don't mind.ā
āYou've come to visit me in the cold? I could do with a respite from my lonely labors.ā
āVisit my cabin whenever you like. I could use the company.ā
āA gentle little sunbeam woke me up this morning. I've never felt so refreshed. I'm sorry if that isn't very interesting to you.ā
Also, itās important to him to have at least one person out there that believes in his art, which, to an artist, is something so special and inspiring in moments you have little faith in your own creations:
ā[Player], I know you have faith in my abilities as a writer. That means a lot to me.ā
Heās sensitive, and not afraid to be meticulous about his appearance, which also may seem odd to other people, but then thereās farmer whoās willing to appreciate that:
āI have to brush my hair daily, or else it'll clump up into messy knots. It's a lot of work. I'm surprised I haven't just shaved it off in a fit of passion. I suppose I am too vain.ā
I personally find it beautiful that he finds inspiration within the farmer. Some people claim he only sees you as that: a solution to his problems, but I disagree! Itās one of the most beautiful things to become an artistās muse. Farmer isnāt just a means to an end, theyāre one of the few people that reach out to him and are interested in building this connection that he yearns for, and therefore, someone Elliott loves gets inspiration from, wants to create when around them. Farmer lifts him up, so itās most fair if he does the same. Grateful from being given such a gift, he always makes sure farmer is as appreciated as he is, too:
āI've been keeping a journal ever since we moved in together. Now that I actually have a life, I have lots to write about. I want to make sure I always remember these years.ā
ā[Player], when you're around... I feel unusually creative. I know... strange, but it's true.ā
āMy dear, I require nothing at all on this day... you are already the greatest gift a man could hope for.
As much as his own job matters to him, heās interested in learning about farmerās job and lifestyle too, love makes you want to know that person and everything that makes them, them. He is also always aware of their wellbeing making sure theyāre not pushing too hard.
āI never had much success growing plants in my old beach house. Hopefully I can pick up a thing or two by watching you. In this respect, you are the master and I only a humble apprentice.ā
āCome here, let me massage your back. You look tense.ā
Also, his reaction to farmer giving him the bouquet is so cute:
āI only wish I had given you a bouquet first!ā
He always talks about how he feels so much better after marriage. Heās finally certain about something in life, that he loves someone, that he has found a soul out there that resonates with his, and knows him completely, that his art matters, that his life is working out:
āI came to the valley to find the ivory tower from which my talents could reign supreme. But what I really found was a dungeon of loneliness. You saved me from that.ā
And at last, a little detail that i donāt think most people really think anything of it but I find adorable is that he changes his poems and the way he compliments the player depending on their gender presentation, but the sentiment stays the same, making each feel appreciated in their own special way. It feels thoughtful to me:
āFrom the brightest winter star, to a fragrant fairy rose... nothing can compare with your captivating beauty.ā / āFrom the brightest winter star, to the shimmer of an iridium vein... nothing can compare to my wonderful man.ā
āWow, you look really handsome today! Did you shave? Your jawline is perfect.ā / āYour feminine allure is irresistible today. I can't keep my eyes off you.ā
Some notes is that I see a lot of complaints about the boat scene. I personally never understood why people hate it so passionately? I get that it might feel uncomfortable for some people, but you only get the ten heart event if you two are already dating (you can also deny to get on the boat if uncomfortable), and from the situation itās easy to assume he planned a little romantic outing. He kisses the player a bit impulsively, sure, but considering you two ARE DATING and the moment called for it, I think itās a bit of an exaggeration to claim heās forcing the player, we see a lot of impulsive kisses in romantic scenes in media and I donāt really see people complain about it, anyways. Again, you can disagree on this but to my interpretation player just ātremblesā from being a bit shocked in a good way (could also be an animation choice to show excitement, its pixels guys). I take the losing friendship with him if you say youāre uncomfortable thing not as him being obnoxious, just ashamed he read the room wrong and made a decision that made you uncomfortable. As he should, he apologizes for it.
Heās just a guy!!! A deeply lonely artist that is a hopeless romantic at heart, searching for someone who truly understands. He dedicates his book to you. He has a secret book of poems about you. He greets you with the softest of words, always, aware of everything you do and making sure you rest. He might be peculiar, but itās just the way he is, a little awkward, but when he finds someone that he loves and loves him back, he does everything in his power to make them feel appreciated.
(Also it baffles me seeing people call him a cheater just becauseā¦heās one of the only marriage candidates who doesnāt give up on his dream which is being a writer? āoh he leaves farmer blah blah blahā why would keeping his individuality be a bad thing? And even at book tour HEāS ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU, enough to write A FEW letters about what heās doing and how he misses being at the farm is very eager to come back to his beloved. Even while living his dream, he knows his heart is also with farm, with you. Iām sorry he has a healthy relationship with farmer where he gets to pursue his dream career and be his own person outside of a relationship I donāt know what to tell you.)
people who think everything is cringe are BOOOOOORING why are you making things up for you to be embarrassed about. why do you hate joy and whimsy. why does it bother you if other people are full of joy and whimsy. why do you also need THEM to be embarrassed about it. if people having fun is loser behavior for you why are you even in fandom
lowkenuinely how do you guys talk so naturally on discord serversā¦i be getting social anxiety from my damn phone it doesnāt even make any sense. I cant insert myself into any convo because i just feel like this
people need to start being normal about bisexuals quickly
weāre not your fucking stereotypes or a topic for you to dissect. weāre real people with lives and very different ones at that, with our own complexities, experiencies, relationships and inner worlds. why do i always have to see discussions about how you think weāre all inherently evil, cheaters, addicted to sleeping around and lying or fake gays that are traitors of the queer community, and therefore undeserving of love and respectā¦
thatās when you arenāt boiling our identity down to our relationships, either obsessively trying to validate how bisexual someone is by how many people of each gender theyāve dated as if weāre some social experiment, or erasing us by calling us anything other than bisexual, itās all just so old fashioned. but we canāt complain about not liking the way you talk about us since weāre creating fake problems and arenāt allowed to feel hurt by it. itās okay because itās just all just harmless jokes and weāre all just being dramatic by feeling uncomfortable with discrimination and micro aggressions.
genuinely, if you hate us so much im begging you to just stop talking about us, making harmful discourse about us and leave us alone. bisexuals arenāt a debate and no other queer community should be summed up to just that.
ive been wanting to play olba again for a really long time but i lowkey canāt bring myself to because it makes me feel SO nostalgically sad like just thinking about it makes me want to cry its an unexplainable feeling. i am not normal cove james holden changed my life
