rated 'm' for meret manon

|multi|SHE/HER|black & proud| i like to write. sometimes i post what i write. guess that makes me an author.

[fangrlxfixations]

what happened in zürich (stays in zürich?) | M.LIST

✨pairing💞

lovergirl!idol!manon bannerman x fem!actress!oc

✨series playlist💞

picturesque, intoxicating, sentimental

✨series synopsis💞

alexandria “dria” dalla costa wasn’t the same girl she was 3 years ago. she was still a free spirit, yes, and as an amateur creative, she would always be searching for that next “big thing” - writing, content-creating, acting. but she didn’t need the booze or the clubs anymore. she didn’t need the comforts of someone she barely knew, or the potential for feelings she didn’t understand to irreversibly ruin her life.

of course, somewhere in the middle of dria's journey across Europe, one situationship did end up shattering her life into a billion pieces. but she was in a better place now, she had learned from her mistakes, and she could prioritize her career AND coexist with her global pop-star ex in Los Angles.

it couldn’t be that hard.

it shouldn’t have been that hard.

it was that hard.

because her ex was none other than meret manon bannerman.

✨featuring💞

more original characters aka dria's family, daniela avanzini (mainly), the rest of Katseye (occasionally), and other celebrities may also appear or be referenced.

✨content tags & warnings💞

alternating pov’s - third person omniscient (ALL PORTRAYALS OF REAL PEOPLE SERVE ONLY THE STORY AND ARE PURE IMITATIONS OF REAL-LIFE), established past relationship, messaging snippets, lowkey celeb!au, moderate cursing, mentions of drinking and alcohol abuse, indirect references to smut, heavy angst and/or hurt comfort, mild fluff, light homophobia, semi-slow burn, hardcore pining (from manon), various translations ITALICIZED and BOLDENED in Spanish, Portuguese, and other languages, etc.

✨word count💞

3k+ words

✨navigation💞

(IMPORTANT: this is a rough outline of the story and will change with each subsequent update.)

PROLOGUE / Anew

Part 1 - POSTED

Part 2 - ???

ACT ONE / One Step Forward

Chapter 1 - ???

Chapter 2 - ???

Chapter 3 - ???

ACT TWO / Two Steps Back

Chapter 4 - ???

Chapter 5 - ???

Chapter 6 - ???

Chapter 7 - ???

ACT THREE / In the Now

Chapter 8 - ???

Chapter 9 - ???

Chapter 10 - ???

EPILOGUE / Forevermore

Part 1 - ???

Part 2 - ???

✨series status💞

work in progress

✨authors note💞

manon is just… like I’ve never really had a bias that I was 100% fixated by before her. EVER. so I guess you could say that this is my way of taking that insterest and channeling it into something slightly meaningful?

I’m almost finished with the prologue - which should be posted sometime before the new year - so if anybody's interested in reading it or the rest of this series, let me know and I'll add you to my taglist.

happy fanfic reading!

✨taglist💞

open (2/?): @bookkeepersnook @mashup-writing

made by fangrlxfixations | DO NOT STEAL

[miisodiary]

──★ ˙🍲 ̟ !! okay so this is probably gonna sound crazy to some people but idc

am i the only one who feels like hybe x geffen has been benefiting from drama around katseye since literally the beginning?

like think about dream academy. i always felt like certain storylines were pushed way more than others. one of the biggest examples was manon. people acted like she committed some huge crime because she missed a few classes that weren’t even mandatory. and somehow that became one of the biggest discussions in the fandom. to this day people still bring it up.

then there’s all the leaks.

one song leaking? okay, stuff happens.

but multiple songs, demos, dance practices, unreleased content, etc.? at what point do we start asking why this keeps happening? gameboy, internet girl, pinky up, practice videos… it just feels weird that so much stuff keeps getting out.

and before anyone comes for me, no i’m not saying every leak is planned 😭 i’m just saying it’s strange how often it happens and how every single time it gets people talking about the group.

but the thing that really makes me question things is manon’s hiatus.

because i’ve seen people compare it to other groups and say “well every company handles things differently” which is true.

BUT.

with a lot of groups, even when a member is on hiatus, the members can still mention them sometimes. they can show support, make little comments, acknowledge them, whatever.

The only time I can think of where they can’t mention a member is their is a scandal around them like example Hyunjin from straykids when they’re was that rumor he used to bully student from him school

But if the members is on hiatus for health/mental health reasons members usually are able to mention them (so manon by default should fall in that category)

with katseye it feels like everyone is scared to even say her name.

and no, i’m not talking about that one radio interview where they were asked directly about her. they were literally put on the spot during a live interview 😭 obviously they were gonna answer.

i’m talking about everything else.

every performance, every appearance, every piece of content turns into fans asking the same questions:

“where’s manon?”

“is she okay?”

“is she coming back?”

“why won’t anyone talk about her?”

and honestly? i don’t believe for a second that these girls hate manon. if anything i think they genuinely care about each other a lot.

that’s why the silence feels so weird.

it doesn’t feel natural.

maybe there’s a perfectly normal explanation behind the scenes. maybe there are privacy reasons. maybe there are things we don’t know.

but i also think the lack of communication keeps people talking. every time katseye does something, half the conversation ends up being about manon.

and that’s what makes me wonder if geffen realizes that all this mystery and speculation keeps the group’s name constantly circulating online.

idk. maybe i’m completely wrong.

i just feel like katseye should be known for their music and talent, not endless drama, rumors, leaks, and people trying to figure out what’s going on behind the scenes every week.

[the-big-mood]

[actuallyathena05]

i wrote an elmax carmilla one shot

https://archiveofourown.org/works/83794471

[mikesseleven]

And so, the woman dies. The woman dies so the man can be sad about it. The woman dies so the man can suffer. She dies to give him a destiny. Dies so he can fall to the dark side. Dies so he can lament her death. As he stands there, brimming with grief, brimming with life, the woman lies there in silence. The woman dies for him. - The Woman Dies by Aoko Matsuda

[meretmanons]

Matrix x KATSEYE

[katseye-eyekons-world]

[imvec]

Based on ‘toro, toro’ by @kayr0ss

[okbrambleberry]

RIP Jane Hopper you would have loved being in a close and affectionate line-blurring friendship with Max in the 90s 😭

[randomramblesofaraven]

the purest joy is reblogging a post and thinking 'I hope mutual sees this' and then. you would never guess what. mutual sees it

[bey]

Don’t invite me anywhere last minute I enjoy doing nothing so I need to know ahead of time if my plan to do nothing needs to be changed

[bana05]

This is legit and people don’t realize it.

[noahwyles]

“hey what are you doing?” “nothing”  “oh great! so you are avaliab-” “no you don’t understand. I’m doing nothing.” 

[embyrr922]

I’m doing nothing. Actively. It’s important.

[heroofthreefaces]

This is essential nothing I’m doing.

[octophat]

[meiwok]

i know this is a crazy, abstract concept, but hear me out guys:

lying about your age endangers yourself to predators and being exposed to hardcore pornography that will mess up your development

lying about your age can make adults feel disgusted because they would have never spoken to you like that if they knew you were a minor

lying about your age does not only have consequences on you, but also everyone else who interacts/interacted with you

[ghstbil]

I <3 masc katseye

[0rphan-source]

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"Manon"

You don't even know how much you mean to us.

You don't even know how much we need you back.

Our hearts hurt everyday we don't see you.

You said you love us, and we love you too.

You eyes are so beautiful, your smile is so bright.

We would do anything to make things right.

If we could help we would, in anyway we can.

Katseye is six souls now, like it was back then.

You deserve love, you deserve to rest.

But please come back to us, lift this weight of our chest.

You mean the world to us, where you go we will follow.

And that's simply because we love you Manon.

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@nayloni @eyekonliving @eyekons @katseyekon @katseyekon @katseyeexe0 @katseye-eyekons-world @katseyeawards

[jades-brain-dump]

Manon at Coachella

[svolazi]

Nate saying "my Maddy" to his literal WIFE has me FLOOREDDDDD. Who is he feeling like????

[asoftepiloguemylove]

"I HATE EVERYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD BUT YOU." // RUE AND JULES

Gigi Perez Sailor Song // Euphoria (2019-) cr. Sam Levinson // Virginia Woolf in a letter to Lytton Strachey dated 8 September 1925 // Alethea Spark // Euphoria (2019-) cr. Sam Levinson // unknown // Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros Home // Dodie She // Beau Taplin // Euphoria (2019-) cr. Sam Levinson // Rudy Francisco // Hannibal (2013-2015) "Secondo" dir. Vincenzo Natali // Euphoria (2019-) cr. Sam Levinson // Portrait de la jeune fille en feu Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019) dir. Céline Sciamma