Birthday

I post whatever i like to. gore is only for educational purposes.

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“no grave can hold my body down. i’ll crawl home to her” …. yea …. that. that or Nothing

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Me n gang 10 hrs on stardew valley this week

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Jin Roh: The Wolf Brigade 1999

Watching jin roh is more like assembling a heavy suit of armor , a kind that makes it difficult to breathe, visuals are flawless. But characters turns into a dull masks after some point. Political subtexts exist but it plays on background like a distant soundtrack. Also The Little Red Riding Hood tale is enchanting at first, then becomes a chain.

The film is set in an alternate history: post-World War II Japan is occupied not by the U.S., but by Germany. As a result, the country becomes a semi-authoritarian police state. Resistance movements (“Sekta”) emerge among the people, while the government establishes paramilitary forces to suppress them. The red-eyed, heavily armored units known as the Kerberos Panzer Cops become the symbol of this oppressive power.

At the core of Jin-Roh is the way the state legitimizes its violence. Everything carried out under the guise of security is, in fact, a tool to control the populace. The wolf metaphor represents the state soldier hunting the people rather than protecting them. In this process, the individual is completely crushed; the protagonist, Fuse, obeys orders without question, losing his humanity in the process. The erasure of the individual under a totalitarian regime is one of the film’s most palpable themes.

The recurring Little Red Riding Hood tale throughout the film also forms part of this framework. The story represents the ideology propagated by the political power to placate the populace. At the same time, it symbolizes the transformation of the individual into a wolf — a tool serving the system at the expense of their own humanity.

In the world of Jin-Roh, everyone betrays someone. The government betrays the resistance, the resistance betrays its own members, and the individual even betrays their own feelings… This cycle of betrayal illustrates the impossibility of trust under an authoritarian system.

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James Lord 1994- Giacometti

Late at night in Giacometti’s Paris studio, James Lord sits for what was supposed to be a simple portrait. The room smells of turpentine, the walls cluttered with sketches. Giacometti works endlessly, scraping, repainting, never satisfied.

Lord waits, restless, watching himself dissolve on the canvas into long lines and shadows. Days stretch into weeks. What began as a portrait becomes a story of obsession — Giacometti’s search for truth in every stroke, and Lord’s patience tested to the edge.

The portrait is never really “finished.” Yet, that’s its importance. It captures not just James Lord’s face, but the struggle of an artist who could never stop chasing what he thought he hadn’t yet found.

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Three young Christian girls, Theresia Morangke (15), Alfita Poliwo (17) and Yarni Sambue (17), were executed by a group of extremist jihadists on the Indonesian island of Sulawesi.

when they were attacked by a group of six masked men armed with machetes. The attackers left one of the girls' heads outside a church. A note was left with the severed heads, which were dumped in plastic bags in the girls' village, which stated: "Wanted: 100 more heads, teenaged or adult, male or female; blood shall be answered with blood, soul with soul, head with head. "Malewa, the youngest, survived the attack with serious wounds to her neck. The surviving girl was able to describe the attackers to the police.

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Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec – Le Lit (1892–93)

This painting shows two women lying close together in bed, their faces almost touching. The intimacy is quiet, tender, and protective. It is not about eroticism, but about the simple comfort of sharing space, breathing together, and finding safety in another person.

The white sheets and warm tones create a sense of softness, while the close framing places the viewer inside a private moment. At the same time, the figures are turned toward each other, not toward us, which makes us both witnesses and outsiders.

What makes this work even more striking is how it reflects something Toulouse-Lautrec himself could never fully experience. Because of his fragile health, physical limitations, and struggles in personal relationships, closeness and gentle intimacy were things largely absent from his own life. He spent much of his time observing rather than participating.

Seen this way, Le Lit is not only a depiction of two women in bed—it is also Lautrec’s projection of a warmth and security he longed for but could not have. The tenderness on canvas is both real, in the figures he painted, and imagined, in the life he himself desired.

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Kevin Francis Gray – Ghost Girl

A veil made of beads.You expect a young face beneath—

but there is only the silent map of bones.

Beauty invites you closer; truth waits in the shadows.

In Ghost Girl, the weight of marble meets the shimmer of glass beads. Cold stone whispers permanence, while trembling light breathes impermanence.

The body stands in a quiet contrapposto,

head lowered, shoulders heavy.

The veil hides more than a face—

it hides a story. Behind it are scars,

a past that speaks without words.

An identity caught between the seen and the unseen.

The skeletal face recalls memento mori.

Yet here, what’s immortalized

is not heroism, but the silent resistance of survival.

From the front, beauty holds you still.

From behind, the truth reaches for you.

You leave carrying both.

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I been thinking about death recently, i'm really overwhelmed about everything around and its just keep getting worse. I do fight with it of course, thats what i have to do but. The feeling of hurting the people who TRULY loves you because of your pain makes me crumble so much more. I dont know what will fix that. Even the times i feel alive it does not last any longer.And in a day im having so much up and downs which is really tiring. I dont know what makes me this much sick... I cant get up because stress and hell, pills are even worse for me. I wonder about

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