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RUTILE.(medictrous)

ah..! usually rutile was the one who hated loud noises, yet here they were screaming in the dead of night… they’re a bit cautious with speaking now that they’ve been labelled a RAMBLER, but they wait until cairngorm is done speaking before gently offering up words of their own.

“ oh, right, sorry… “a hand goes to rub the nape of their neck in embarrassment. they had only cracked once before, but it was still a scary thought; after all, rutile was there to fix the others, but who was there to fix rutile?

voice barely above a whisper but just loud enough for the other to hear, the gem continues. “ it’s not fine though, because they still have ghost! nothing is a waste of energy if it means we get one step closer to bringing the others home! “ a bit of emotion is trapped behind those words; after all, padparadscha WAS home. they were in the school, and yet even after thousands upon thousands of procedures, they were no closer to waking up… rutile had to keep working if not for the others, than for their own SANITY. they would find a way… they would find a way to fix everyone, and then maybe FINALLY their partner could look at them with pride ( that is, if they ever stayed awake for more than five minutes )…

  Hands clench themselves into fists at the mere mention of Ghost, a feeling of guilt and dread settling in Cairn’s gut. Deep down, they had wanted the other gone and to never come back, despite missing them ( but rather, that was thanks to having been with them their entire existence rather than love ). It was Ghost who was loved by everyone -- who was loved by Lapis Lazuli -- and not Cairn.

   For a moment, Cairn bites their lower lip before letting out a shaky sigh. No, they shouldn’t feel that way..that would only make them more awful of a person.

      “And how do you propose we do that? Kindly ask the Lunarians to bring them back for us? I know you nor anyone else wants to hear this, Rutile, but the chance of them coming back.. is nihil.”

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RUTILE.(medictrous)

goodness, what was going on THIS time? they let out a sigh, placing a gloved hand on their head as if to ease the soft pulsing felt inside. nothing was making sense anymore ( but did it ever REALLY make sense in the first place? ).

“ well, then again, the only reason i didn’t put powder on you instantly was so that your body would have time to get used to the weather… “ muttering to themselves, rutile says their next line in a barely audible tone, “ what a waste. “

looking at cairngorm the same way they would look at phos back when they were still whole, a confused expression is plastered on their face. “ you can’t go anywhere until i put the powder on you anyway… what exactly is it that you want me to explain to you then? the reason i have to put powder on your face? i thought you would’ve been here long enough to already know why… “

       “That’s not what I meant and you know it.” Hand now no longer on their face to keep the shard in place, the contrast of black and white was now all the more visible ( even in the dim light of the jellyfishes ). And in a fit of annoyance and exasperation, Cairn got off the table and walked over to Rutile, definitely invading their personal space - it’s that they were a good 2 inches shorter without their shoes than the doctor, or else they would’ve been far more intimidating.

      “That word, ‘beautiful’, why did you say it, what was the meaning behind it. Answer me truthfully, Rutile, don’t try to change the subject again.”

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What thing worthy of love can be found in me?

Franz Kafka, Letters To Milena (via thelovejournals)

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       “Wait- was new year’s eve today? I can hear fireworks.” They slept through it until now because they had genuinely forgotten it was December 31st until little over an hour ago.

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    “Listen, I’m already depressed and low-key want to die, this isn’t really helping.”

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CAIRNGORM IS NOT BALD

Where in the fuck did this even come from and what did they do to deserve this.

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hey r u bald if ur hair is actually ghost's

They’ve had enough.

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Life’s too short to bullshit.

DON’T BE SASSY || @acrimonies (accepting!)

     “Are the words of the one who did exactly such a thing. Just when I think I’m growing the slightest bit fond of humans, you somehow manage to become like those narcissistic vermin up in that castle.”

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"You can’t fight me, you’re miniature. "

DON’T BE SASSY || @lunaureal 

  “You may be a total of 4 inches taller than me, but that doesn’t mean I won’t or can’t kick your ass. I’m not the physically fragile one here with a three-and-a-half and a five.”

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cairn is only 5′9″ tall, but with the new heels theyre about 6 ft like everyone else

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PHOS.(lunaureal)

      “ mmmn. ” they lazily roll over, tracing circles in the sheet with a finger, before looking up at cairn. in the dark of the night, cairn looks almost ethereal, the white scheme like a wisp in the wind. it hurts a little bit, but it’s almost hauntingly beautiful, how pretty they are. 

     “ ah, sorry… didn’t mean to crush you or anything. ” they gently try to roll off of cairngorm, being ginger with their actions–

      – and then they realize they’ve misjudged how much bed there is, and end up falling off with an unceremonious clunk. they give a low groan, too tired to try and get up for a few moments. 

           “It’s fine, that’s why I mention i--” And the second the clunk echoes through the room, there’s silence on Cairn’s end, a confused glance given to Phos who was now very much on the ground. They blink a few times, only to let out a snort a moment after along with an attempt to stifle any laughter.

  It, of course, doesn’t take Cairn very long to recover. When they do, their usual tired expression can be seen again ( this time, with a hint of a smile ) as they try to get out of their bed as soundlessly as possible. Technically it was their fault that Phos fell off, so who would they be to not help. Kneeling down beside the other, they examine for any cracks or missing pieces - their touch light and gentle.

         When Cairn spoke again, their tone and voice were soft, even apologetic.

      “Are you alright? That was quite a dramatic fall you made there.” Another ghost of a smile. “C’mon, let’s get you up before the night’s over.”

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Ask Memes ;; Sass Edition

You can’t fight me, you’re miniature. 

Going to McDonalds for a salad is like going to a prostitute for a hug. 

People who think they know everything are a great annoyance to those of us who do.

Get your facts first, then you can distort them as you please.

Laugh and the world laughs with you, snore and you sleep alone.

I hope karma slaps you in the face before I do.

You know, it only takes four muscles to just extend your arm and bitchslap the twat. 

Congratulations on being an awful bitch who’s completely oblivious to the fact that everyone hates you. 

Wine is constant proof that God loves us and loves to see us happy.

My business isn’t your business; so unless you’re my thong, don’t be up my arse. 

I may look calm, but in my head I’ve killed you three times already. 

I would retaliate against your snotty remark, but since you resemble a garden gnome, I’d say the joke is on you. 

I thought I saw your face on my newsfeed but it turns out it was just a picture of a potato.

You want to walk out of my life, there’s the door. Hell, I’ll even hold it open for you. 

I don’t do fashion, I am fashion. 

Somewhere out there there is a tree, tirelessly producing oxygen so you can breath. I think you owe it an apology. 

I’m only single because I’m too sassy for everyone.

Bitch please, have you seen me? I’m a princess. 

I think, therefore I’m single.

Life’s too short to bullshit.

If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun.

When in doubt, freak ‘em out.

I’d rather die my way than live yours.

Weather forecast for tonight: dark.

Two wrongs don’t make a right, but they make a good excuse.

I used to be Snow White, but I drifted.

It’s simple, if it jiggles, it’s fat.

Between two evils, I always pick the one I never tried before.

Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die.

I distrust camels, and anyone else who can go a week without a drink.

If you want a guarantee, buy a toaster.

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        “Protect Phos’, huh? At this point, I don’t think that’s a promise I can keep.”

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  “Might as well open up the bottle of wine I still have lying around and maybe drink like half of it before going to bed.”

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  “I shouldn’t feel this shitty about this, I made the choice of staying here while being fully aware of the fact I can’t always come over. Yet, still..”