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clara | she/her | resident manon enthusiast ⋆｡°✩ ao3: aataraxiaa ✩°｡⋆ fairy shitposting as an escape from the horrors and an excuse not to edit my fics will ship anything if the art is horny enough

[clarranam]

the masterlist

ao3: aataraxiaa

hello sports fans i am back on tumblr dot gov which is as good an indicator of a recession as any economic standard i think

i don't even like acotar that much yet its sexy barbie dolls with wings have consumed my waking thoughts. i mostly write about azriel laying pipe in different, creative, usually gay combinations. anyway here's an ongoing list of my sins

key: 🔞 explicit, ✅ completed, ⚠️ hiatus, 🛜 updating regularly

ongoing/wip

branches in the flood

azriel x manon

pov: az & manon

crossover/canonical liberties are taken, set in prythian

🔞 explicit, plot with feelings and eventual porn (MF, MMF, MMFF...)

related posts/tags: changelog, ship tag, the writing process

🛜 12/36(?), 83k+, hope to publish next by: late feb

the land is inhospitable and so are we

gen/only minor ships, set in the daglan era/The Before Times

pov: various

crossover, canon-compliant but I draw my own conclusions, set in prythian

mature, plot with canon-typical violence

🛜 1/2(?), 4.2k+, updating whenever (standalone chapters)

ongoing/hiatus

your hands are gravity, my hands are tied

azriel x elain x lucien

pov: elain

mostly canon-compliant, in-universe

🔞 explicit, porn (MMF) with feelings and even some plot

⚠️ 5/6, 30k+

completed & oneshots

never to blame, after all

azriel x eris

pov: az

canon-compliant, in-universe

🔞 explicit, angst with a hint of porn (MM)

✅ 1/1, 1.3k

tell me what you want to burn away

nesta x azriel x cassian

pov: nes

canon-compliant, in-universe

🔞 explicit, porn (MMF) with feelings

✅ 1/1, 5.9k

one wicked turn

azriel x eris

pov: az

mostly canon-compliant, in-universe

🔞 explicit, feelings with porn (MM)

✅ 1/1, 4.7k

linger, like a tattooed kiss

azriel x elain x gwyn

pov: az

canon-compliant, in-universe

🔞 explicit, porn (FFM) with feelings

✅ 1/1, 4.4k

misc

character tags: azriel, cassian, elain, eris, manon, mor, nesta

↳ textposts that remind me of each character

character art: azriel, eris, lucien, manon, mor, nesta, nyx, rhys

↳ art that matches how I picture each character

ship tags: batbeak, azris (/art)

↳ textposts that remind me of each ship

misc tags: crackships, exactly how i pictured it

[genniearts]

MY KIDS.

[sylferino]

every $30 purchase is like a razor sharp arrow stuck firmly in my muscular wearwolf back

[laxibbeb]

🏮@sjmsapphic

[clarranam]

from the pyre

“So fucking pretty,” Manon murmurs. And smart, and infuriating, and young, though she is no longer a maiden. Nor is she mother or crone, yet still Manon is sure that she is holy all the same, and that she must drink of the divine.

⁺₊✧ ⚔ ✧₊⁺

Or: Four gay little vignettes from Manon’s life ((or at least my extremely self-indulgent bisexual interpretation of it)) for @sjmsapphic!

✧ maiden manon x elide, 2k // ♫

✧ mother manon x fem!dorian, 1.5k // ♫

✧ matron manon x petrah, 2k // ♫

✧ majesty manon x nesta, 3k // ♫

[buffy-vanserra]

In Your Embrace

Elain Archeron x The Lady of Autumn | E | 2.6k

some mommy kink pwp (w/ a side of angst sry not sry) for day 2: maiden, mother, crone for @sjmsapphic <3

big smooches to @musty-old-claptrap and @tovibeornottovibe for beta reading <3

snippet below; read it on ao3 here

"Tea?" The Lady Mother of Autumn waves her hand, and a set appears on the table before her.

Today's tea set is reticulated porcelain. Pot, cups, and sugar bowl are painted with elaborate scenes of the Autumn countryside—pixie-filled vineyards and bountiful harvests, starlit bonfires and woodland hunts on horseback—each set within a latticework framed by gold-painted cartouches.

The lady pours two cups. In one, she places two sugar cubes, then hands it to Elain.

"Thank you, lady." Elain bows her head. When the lady raises hers to her lips, Elain watches her tip the cup to her mouth, the long column of her throat stretching as she swallows. Elain lifts her cup to do the same.

"Cake?" Another wave of her slender hand. The light catches on the gold and ruby rings that adorn her fingers.

A tray of tea cakes appears before her, each identically cut into small hearts. Elain's mouth waters at the sight.

But she pauses, lowering her teacup to her saucer. This is not why she came. "I shouldn't."

"I've had them make your favorite," the lady insists. "Honey-glazed maple."

At the lady's gentle encouragement, Elain relents. They look delicious, and she finds she cannot let go of the desire to please her. Elain picks one up, and bites into it. The cake melts against her tongue, sticky and sweet.

dividers here

[laxibbeb]

🍂 @sjmsapphic

[noahseby]

theyre going to shoot me out back tomorrow and i will enjoy it

[buffy-vanserra]

artist: @cjowoart | The Valkyries

commission for the touch prompt for @sjmsapphic of the Valkyries being beautiful and soft and naked together because they're in love 😌

nsfw version on ao3 here for your viewing pleasure

[buffy-vanserra]

Mistruth

Mor x Nesta | E | 5.7k

Mor has always gotten under Nesta's skin, and Nesta has the same effect on Mor. That's all there is to it; there's nothing else going on. Or: five times Nesta lied to herself + the one time she didn't

written for @sjmsapphic day 1. there is mutual pining if you squint. but also mutual loathing. it's toxic yuri time >:)

thank you to @olenvasynyt for beta reading she saved my life!!

snippet below; read it on ao3 here

Nesta scans the room for her next conquest. A few familiar faces make to catch her eye, but she turns away quickly. She prefers to avoid repeats. But Velaris, no matter its size, is an isolated city; there are never travelers passing through to entice for a single forgettable night. The pool of prospects has begun to ebb.

When she catches glimpse of a head of sun-gold hair, she finishes her drink. The color is one of a kind, just as the faint scent of citrus and cinnamon that wafts amongst the must and sweat and old, stale beer soaked into the floorboards.

Recklessly, she pushes her way through the crowd.

"Morrigan," Nesta says with mock sweetness, flashing her teeth as she approaches. It's too pretty a name for someone so unpleasant. "I didn't think this was your sort of tavern."

"It isn't." Morrigan's nose wrinkles, the long curve of it pinching with disdain.

"Following me around now, are you?" Nesta asks, not caring that the words slur together as they tumble out of her mouth.

Morrigan says nothing, only looks at Nesta down her nose. She's always looking at Nesta like that—like an annoyance she'd rather not put up with. Like something inferior.

She's dressed, as usual, in bright red. Something tight and low-cut that hugs every curve of her body, leaving little to the imagination. Scandalous in a way that's hard to look away from.

"If you were trying to go unnoticed, this"—she gestures to Morrigan's dress—"was an odd choice."

"Maybe I wanted you to notice me," she says, her voice sensuous as silk, a long nail tracing the rim of her drink.

dividers here

[clarranam]

[wishcamper]

Actually none of these people are straight

There’s too much time for that

The inevitable bisexuality of immortality

[clarranam]

writing is a hobby and should be fun. this is true for everyone except me

[qwillaart]

Manon Blackbeak 🖤

I am re-reading Throne of Glass right now and almost forgot how much I adore this series. I love ACOTAR, but TOG changed my brain chemistry. Manon is one of those characters that has stuck with me from the first moment I read about her, and her character arc is one of the best I've ever read.

[jezabel-universe]

I can finally post iiiit

Day 4 of @nestaarcheronweek : Lover ♥

I had so much fun, i love theeeem. I couldn't decide wich version of Nesta's eyes to post, so they're different in the clothes and the naked version.

Please don't pay attention to the blurried tatoos, i'm not good with that xD I draw muscles, i fall in love with them, and don't want to cover it afterward, so it's a weird in between. (On day i'll make a correct design and stick with it i guess, but it is not this day )

[illyrianbuck]

a ghost of me, a ghost of her

[elleybug]

“ You’re awake…”

———————

Back to azris 🥺

[twinktorturer]

the most sexual emotion a man can feel is fear

[browsingfreakshit]

Now why would Tumblr user twinktorturer say something like this