[farceurfae]

{July 6th, 2026}

// new coping mechanism is singing This is the life by Hannah Montana whenever I start thinking negatively

[farceurfae]

{June 26th, 2026}

// constantly trying to remind myself that I’m not behind in life and everybody has different timelines/ paths.

I don’t need to be doing what everyone else is doing to be living my life and doing well.

[farceurfae]

{June 20th, 2026}

// BWAHAHAHA I was right karma is real. Hope it always comes for him

[farceurfae]

{June 17th, 2026}

//starting my period and wanting to do absolutely nothing but lay in bed and eat all of the things that will definitely upset my stomach but they taste so goooood

[farceurfae]

{June 16th, 2026}

// got to see friends from college over the weekend and ahh it was so nice. It’s been so hard to see everyone since we’ve all gotten different/ more jobs . I wish I could hangout with them all more often

[farceurfae]

{June 14th, 2026}

// feeling like gods strongest soldier today as I went out to a party last night, stayed out late, stayed up late and STILL woke up at 7 am this morning and did my hour of yoga/ stretches before having to go to work/ do stuff

[farceurfae]

{June 12th, 2025}

// the only type of asmr that is acceptable to my brain personally is slime/ wax/ jelly cube asmr.

My boyfriend was making fun of me for it a few days ago but I hate most asmr. I’m about 99% sure I have had misophonia my whole life so most of the talking, eating, whispering, etc asmr is a pretty immediate no go for me but man those little pops, snaps clicks cracks and squishes of those satisfying slime, hard wax asmr videos…

Those are great

[farceurfae]

{June 7th, 2026}

// me when I’m trying to make progress on something, and technically I am because I am learning and figuring it out, but I am no where closer to the final product so it feels like no progress

[farceurfae]

{June 7th, 2026}

// I think my 30 minutes stretch/yoga routine that I do every morning is one of the only things keeping me sane.

I wake up and immediately feel unenthusiastic maybe even disinterested in the day because I have to get up, I have to go to my mundane ass job for 5-7 hours, there’s usually 1-3 things I am stressed about and overthinking so I just do not wake up very excited for life unfortunately.

However!!! After I do my 30 minutes of stretches/ yoga that I usually don’t feel like getting up to do but I do anyways.. I feel a little bit better! Like I don’t feel excited for the day now but I don’t feel completely disinterested

[farceurfae]

{June 6th, 2026}

// it feels like everyone I see posting about the amazing digital circus and the final episode need to go and touch some grass maybe a hug a tree idk, sooo chronically online it’s crazy

[farceurfae]

{June 6th, 2026}

Really struggling with comparing myself to other people lately. Keep feeling like I am behind, like I’m being left behind, like I’m embarrassing and everyone else is something for me to be jealous of

Silly me

[farceurfae]

{June 4th 2026}

//one of the hardest concepts for me to fully grasp is everyone moving at different paces in life and not ever really being “behind” because my story is different than everyone else’s.

It’s just so easy to compare to others and feel some form of jealousy

[farceurfae]

{June 4th, 2026}

// TADC FINALE IN THEATERS TONIGHT

My boyfriend and I have been following the show since it began, he is a bit more into than I but either way we are both very excited for the finale

[farceurfae]

{June 1st, 2026}

// my job requires me to walk around a lot… like yesterday and today working I’ve almost walked 10 miles and I know it’s good for me to move around but also I be so tired my body gets so tired from it

[farceurfae]

{may 29th, 2026}

//celebrated my boyfriends birthday yesterday, went to the arcade had lots of fun. Super happy it was a good day (:

[farceurfae]

{may 20th, 2026}

// life is good, I taught an art class again and hopefully will be able to do even more soon and everything else in life is decent. Nothing too big to worry about but also I still have so much I wanna get done so of course I still feel like stressed. I think it’s just that I have all these chore like things I wanna do and idek how to go about them so I just keep putting them off but I still wanna get it done at some point. I just need to do it to be honest, there isn’t ever a perfect time or perfect way for anything just gotta do it ahhhh

[farceurfae]

{may 12th, 2026}

// I wish I could be as blissfully unaware about somethings as I was when I was 16

Life changes so fast sometimes