From 2022-2025 there was an active server on Discord named the “Autisium Collective” formed by a friend group from a UK based private school. It was originally founded by a man called George, alongside its starting members: Angelica, Ben, JP, Ashley and Ollie. Many joined after this starting group however the only one of relevance is one Charlotte. While most of the group came together through being a school friend group, Charlotte arrived much later after having met Angelica through her ex-boyfriend in a group dedicated to talking about each of their kinks. Charlotte joined the Discord primarily to meet more of Angelica’s friends, especially George.
While this group did well initially, an incident in November 2024 resulted in the primary structure collapsing.
Sometime in early 2023 George had given JP ownership in fear of possibly facing an account ban. The ban never came; however he forgot to restore his ownership after the fear subsided and JP remained owner.
Sometime before November, Angelica invited George to a server made for Transfems after she had sent images from its meme channel. He joined and made a joke about “feeling like a girl”, which resulted in jokes about him being an “egg” and members asking questions. He didn’t take it well and responded with transphobic attacks and sending pornographic anime gore images from a fetish website in its general chat. He was banned however began telling the members of JP’s server that Angelica was a creepy sex pest who was trying to force him into becoming trans.
One day as Charlotte was arguing with George in the NSFW channel, he used the same tactic by sending her gore porn and using masculine pronouns for her despite not knowing if she was trans or not (she was but that’s besides the point). Charlotte reacted to the gore with immense disgust, telling him that those fetishes are wrong and he needs help for having them. She was primarily being protective of Angelica and didn’t want to risk him seeing the images so began begging for George to delete them. George deleted them and began sending her more spite and bragging about being in another server with a screenshot of the people in the server saying things like “fuck Antifa” and “88 the sun will rise”. JP was the first person to see this commotion, but he didn’t engage and instead DMed Charlotte to ask her if she’s okay and if she wants him removed. She says she’d leave if he isn’t gone and so JP chooses to ask the rest of the server for their opinion. The asking however was non genuine as he intentionally specified the details that he knew would upset the individual members the most (telling Ashley he made “transphobic statements”, Ollie he was in a Fascist server, Angelica he sent gore), this led to a universal yes, but George left himself out of disgust for JP refusing to give him owner back before JP could administer the ban.
JP later officially declared himself the new owner, making Charlotte his Co-owner due to inexperience. Sending an announcement where he considers George’s fall a betrayal that has hit him hard.
At the end of 2023 at 11 PM on the 31st of December, JP sent a message to everyone in the group thanking them for being such good friends, talking about previous incidents in his life where he faced things like friends who only used him and openly called him stupid to other friends, George having bullied him back when they were at school but he stuck with him since he was the only real friend he could make for a long time. Most of the group were happy for him and glad they could show him what a real friendship looks like. He added an extra message onto Ben’s where he thanked Ben for being the first real friend he ever made as he was the first friend he made after years with George.
On the strike of midnight he sent a small poem he made up on the spot about moving on and living a better life with the lessons of the previous one in mind. Describing 2024 as the “year of hope”.
Politics were a… mild issue on the server as of early 2024. Ollie and Ashley had one argument over Harry Potter where Ollie said it’s okay to buy Harry Potter stuff despite Rowlings position in around early 2023 (something he admits he still stands by fasting forward to mid 2024) which Ashley was disgusted by. Ben avoided it entirely while JP seemed hyper focused on politics and gave takes from a Democratic Socialist perspective, despite this his political understanding was mostly internet based and he got the ideology from Vaush. Charlotte was invested more in anarchist circles as her politics while Angelica had plans to join the Labour Party as he wanted to help get the Tories out and push Labour towards Non-Binary recognition and helping improve LGBT+ rights in the country.
The one thing JP was most infamous for was his openess about being a Vorarephiliac. Across 2023 and early 2024 he’d make a Vore joke every chance he got. He’d champion it in front of everyone, he went on the NSFW chat everyday to go on about how much he wanted to be eaten. This was despite the fact that him coming out about it in school before the server was made resulted in him being mob beaten by 5 students. While most people in the server ignored him and George shamed him, Charlotte loved it. She’d make Vore jokes in their DMs, take it as permission to send things like “my kinks tier list” to him which he laughed along with, and made generic sex jokes which JP praised. In around March however he came out as Asexual, revealing he’d only just learned that you can still feel sexual while being Ace. He was upset, as he felt it would have been useful if he’d known, after that the dynamic changed slightly with him using sexual language less, but Charlotte still liked to throw it in randomly sometimes which he didn’t react to.
One day as JP was watching George still in the same groups as him, his rage took over and he compiled a list of images from George’s historic actions, he also personally came to George claiming to have left because of that “annoying Charlotte” to make George think he can speak his mind. he took the images from a transphobic statement George made here and revealed that he now plans to show all the images to his new friends. George, genuinely terrified, begins crying about how all he ever wanted to do is make friends and he’s sorry for ever upsetting him but he was trying to actually be a good friend the whole time. JP backed down out of pity.
Later JP came to Angelica and Charlotte guilt ridden over even thinking about it. Angelica didn’t seem to care due to her prior experience with him while Charlotte outright laughed about it and said that people should live with their actions.
JP invited everyone to his Birthday Party in October 2024, wanting it to be a reunion as the group hadn’t met since the first half of 2023 when School ended. Everyone including Charlotte accepted the invite.
Most people were excited to meet up again, wanting it to be a major celebration. Charlotte mainly wanted to go because she hadn’t been to that part of Britain before and thought it would be a nice day out.
Everyone started to be out talking a bit more. Ben mostly just sat out sending furry commission art as he’d started getting his fursona commissioned. JP was still focussed on Democratic Socialist politics and got himself banned from multiple Socialist servers for saying the USSR was bad. Ashley was mostly just gaming and never spoke on the server. Ollie continued to read, claiming to have read all Harry Potter books “at least five times over”. Angelica sent images of her cat as well as her in creative costumes. Charlotte also mostly just gamed but used the server to organise games with Angelica.
One random day when talking about Daggerfall modding, Charlotte revealed her real voice to JP, he immediately reacted with surprise, followed by her saying she hates it and everyone thinks of her as a cute girl until she hears it. Him confused asked her if she had puberty blockers as she came out at 13, to which she didn’t respond and switched topics, leaving him genuinely confused.
One day Ben randomly enters the vent chat crying about how he feels like one day he will just get on a train and disappear, which absolutely terrified JP who started asking if he’s okay, caused Angelica to begin comforting him, and Charlotte contributed with “if you do that do NOT go to Blackpool”.
In late April 2024 JP became mutuals with Charlotte’s best friend “Faust” on Instagram, he saw an image of Charlotte on one of the posts and asked her about it, she confirmed it was her but said it was low quality and she’s not that beautiful in reality. JP didn’t care and told her that it’s enough to tell him she’s beautiful anyways. He also followed users named “Aardvark” and “Radwilson” assuming they were in the same friend group. After looking at the list of people following each other he was amazed to see that Faust and Angelica have shared mutuals of around 15 different people, Charlotte’s friend groups. He just assumed most must not actually be friends or inactive because he felt like that was too many friends to have at once and genuinely struggled to process the idea of it.
A few days into May Charlotte reveals she has a girlfriend, Phibi. JP asks about her to which Charlotte says that they’d been dating for 6 months and she was the light in her life. JP responded to this by congratulating her and the next day admitted that he himself had romantic feelings for Charlotte and had for a few months but was too shy to come forward, saying that despite loving her he puts her happiness first and is glad she found someone who she can be with. Charlotte accepts this and says that they can still end up as close friends even if not lovers.
Around mid way through May Phibi joined. She didn’t do much but was there. She played games with Angelica and Charlotte frequently but rarely spoke.
JP found Charlotte’s steam account and attempted to add it, Charlotte however denied the friend request.
One day Charlotte came to JP to talk about his prior openness to Vore, admitting she’s a fan of abdl and was too scared to mention it to anyone for years as she was mistreated in school for it. Thanking JP for his openness allowed her to finally gain the courage to mention it to people.
JP began to prepare a surprise for Charlotte’s Birthday that was a bunch of his internet friends giving their names and nationalities, having them say “happy Birthday Charlotte, your identity is valid”, with the plan to collage this after.
JP got increasingly paranoid over the current state of politics, was terrified of Trump and Reform. He went to Angelica and Charlotte for comfort in which Angelica comforted him and Charlotte either ignored his political messages or told him things like “American politics will always just suck anyways”.
JP and Ollie turned hostile with each other as JP started comparing detention centres for immigrants, the Gaza Genocide and anti-trans eliminationist rhetoric to Nazi tactics. Ollie called JP an extremist undermining Nazi crimes and eventually unfriended him over it.
As the general election got closer JP came out with concerns about the Labour party's stances on Immigration and Trans rights, to which Ollie said that obviously the liberal party wouldn’t go backwards and Angelica said it was obviously just an unfortunate tactical necessity while still planning to join the Party.
At midnight as it hit the 1st of June, everyone was talking. Charlotte started by talking with Angelica about one time they had done things behind a Tesco that an “old woman saw” that they felt bad for. Ollie started begging for context however both refused to give it, claiming it would tarnish most of Charlotte’s friendships if they heard about it. Charlotte moved the discussion to celebrities in which Ollie mentioned a celebrity just for Charlotte to say “he’s a Zionist” and Ollie to respond by saying that it’s only an opinion. Phibi came forward to challenge Ollie by saying that’s a gross thing to say in the context of a Genocide, and Charlotte begins explaining Zionism to Ollie.
JP joined and was EXCITED, he was giddy to see the group together and began chatting with them. The conversation was random and went on for around an hour before they decided to go to sleep but it was the last time there’d be stability of any kind.
JP ends up finding out about the state of Trans rights in the UK just around a week before the election and it makes him panic. He begins praying that Angelica’s faith in the Labour Party to improve once elected is true. A few days later on the 30th he tries to think of something to send to Charlotte and so decides to make a Vore joke saying he really hopes she eats him due to her history of saying she was going to eat him and how much she appreciated him choosing to be sexual. She… doesn’t take it well, immediately tells him that’s going too far, blocks him when he apologises saying he should go to Phibi or Angelica if he needs her, and JP immediately runs to Phibi begging an apology.
Immediately after the block, Ashley and Ollie come forward inviting the whole group to play games with them… it goes nowhere.
Over the next few days he gets paranoid about the state of her health after that article, something that carries after Labour's empty victory. Angelica pretty much abandons her vision of helping Labour after Wes Streeting genuinely lengthens the blocker ban but refuses to say anything. JP ends up giving up ownership to Charlotte and leaving the server, believing he’d only cause harm, however goes to Angelica to vent.
Angelica ends up being forced to take care of JP for a couple weeks as his crisis continues, but stops as soon as JP has the courage to rejoin the server.
After rejoining, JP ends up sending a massive vent cry to Phibi about how he ruined everything and how he and Charlotte both wanted to be good friends just for him to mess that up. He apologises and says he’s sad that none of that could have happened before trying to leave. That’s when Phibi responds with a message from Charlotte saying that if he’s gonna act the same way he did before then she doesn’t want to talk to him and that the obsessiveness especially makes her want to avoid.
Charlotte’s birthday hits, and, having not been able to get the collage together for her Birthday, and still being blocked, JP takes this poorly and breaks down into sobbing as he spends her birthday looking at the scrambled up poorly edited attempt at a surprise he had made for her.
One week later Charlotte unblocked him and said “just don’t be an asshole and we’re good”. JP started thanking her but she ignored it and sent a Vore meme immediately, which led to him being confused as he thought it was too early for that, and she still didn’t respond. Over the coming days he tried to discuss July more however she consistently ignored those messages.
JP became a founding member of the “Trans Advocacy and Complaint Collective”, a Trans advocacy organisation led by Pirate Party UK leader Lucy Maber and another figure known just as “Emi”. He did this because he really wanted to do something specifically to help Charlotte, and was involved in early decision making. On top of this he organised a meeting with Durham Communists leader “Jamie Baird” to discuss possibly doing more with the Revolutionary Communist Party after his trust in democracy was destroyed. He had plans to consult Charlotte for experience as a UK based Trans woman but no plans to do the same for Angelica or Ashley.
Ben came in sending more of his furry art and continued just doing his own thing, while Ashley appeared for the only time in months to criticise JP starting to have a negative view of the Democrats by mentioning Project 2025 and saying everyone is done if Trump wins. Ollie suddenly agrees with Ashley while Charlotte says the world died in the 90s anyways.
When JP asked again about his birthday, Ashley, Charlotte and Ben all still wanted to come, while Ollie passive aggressively told him not anymore and Angelica said she was in Norfolk when it happened so it’s unfortunately no longer an option.
JP writes a doc that he sends to Ben and Charlotte, calling them both his closest friends and mentioning how exciting the birthday is, however uses romantic language for Charlotte. Ben is excited and thanks him but never mentions the romantic comments while Charlotte silently blocks him.
He runs to her Tumblr screaming apologies and wanting to understand the problem promising to fix it, she doesn’t block him but doesn't respond either. He starts sending her weekly updates without her permission hoping that’s maybe the way to go about it, however eventually gives up and in Early October messages her saying that he’ll stop and at the very least hoped to see her at his Birthday, she just responds with “hope you have a nice birthday, I’ll talk to you when you are capable of respecting my boundaries”.
Ben and Ashley are the only people to arrive, however there isn’t really an experience for JP as he’s already convinced Charlotte will come. He looks around seeing if she’s lost as she wouldn’t be on the list for a good fifth of the party, sits in wait during meal time, and even as they are leaving he’s watching out for new last minute cars even as his car is leaving the site.
On Halloween he screams a message to Charlotte on WhatsApp about how unbearable his life is trying to handle this that goes on for over 500 words. She responds with a brutal response telling him she wants to be his friend and will be back when he’s mature enough to respect her boundaries.
Just one day later he sends a suicide note to the server saying he has nothing to fight for and how he thought he’d beat all the trauma from relationship troubles up until now. Ollie suddenly went into chaos trying to call him and make sure he’s okay while Charlotte asks Angelica if she should try getting in contact with George to try and reach him. He comes back 30 minutes later saying he was taken off track and Ollie immediately starts telling him he’s glad he’s okay.
JP left the server to take a break. Charlotte immediately began explaining the situation from her perspective to the other members by claiming JP was obsessed with her and she didn’t understand why. Going on to claim that they were never really close in the first place and the fact he isn’t just moving on is irrational.
Ben revealed this to JP on another platform, which led to JP immediately returning.
Mid way through November JP invited his college friend “Toby”, Angelica greeted him and was happy to see a new member, some other later members were confused why someone would be joining now. Toby immediately attempts to explain what he knows and asks about possibly helping to guide JP towards reconciliation, Charlotte refuses, telling him that JP was a creep and that she has no plans to talk to him again.
Toby told JP to take a few days away from Discord so he could “sort things out”, which was followed by him lying about JP and claiming he made a suicide attempt. This terrified the people in the server and resulted in Charlotte promising to contact JP to give closure, however she later backed down on this. When JP returned, Toby told him to apologise for being selfish and vetted his messages until he sent the “correct” once that sounded most like an apology to suicide (which by this point JP didn’t know had been faked).
JP realises he accidentally left romantic wording in his letter and immediately starts alerting the server hoping Charlotte encounters them or is told. He asks Ben if he knew to which he replied with “yes, but I was just more focussed on what you said about me.”, causing JP to immediately back away from Ben.
Ollie tries to tell JP to move on but this is met with outright hostility and JP permanently ends their already tarnished friendship on this note of him calling Ollie scum.
A few days later, JPs mother came in to Charlotte’s DM reporting that he’s getting help. Charlotte thanks her for the update but admits she’s no longer interested in friendship but hopes he does well. JP has his mom send one last heartfelt message thanking her for everything she’s done for him before leaving the server forever, promising to continue political work specifically for her. Which she says she appreciates before ending discussion.
JP continues working with TACC and the RCP into early 2025. He does genuine advocacy work, helped build protests, helped build a radical plan for TACC that aims to cause a massive UK protest over LGBT+ rights that can’t be ignored which Emi and Lucy also helped build. Also posted a ton on Tumblr and grew a decent base.
Charlotte came out as polyamarous, with multiple girlfriends and a path to University that she hopes to use to become a drive developer.
Ashley remained mostly closeted, started getting into Doctor Who and Hollow Knight as an avid pop culture enjoyer. Occasionally tried to promote pro-trans stuff however prioritised survival.
Angelica became increasingly hostile to the party she once supported, starting to repost content demonising Keir Starmer and Wes Streeting.
Ben started spending way too much time looking for fat women to date and being annoyed most of the services that could help are US based exclusively.
In early March, after months, JP confronted Toby over the events from a few months earlier, to which Toby lies and tells him that Angelica had actually told him that Charlotte would be fine if he reached out now.
JP messaged Phibi about what Toby said for confirmation, to which Phibi sent a message from Charlotte glad JP didn’t come directly to her and telling him that she is thinking about maybe returning one day.
On the 2nd April, JP had a complete psychotic episode and confessed to being the murderer of Brian Thompson, claiming he did it specifically as a part of his mission to protect his friend Charlotte. This ended up getting semi-viral with 200 notes and TikToks that reached 1 million. Charlotte immediately started doing damage control and trying to fix up the situation when JP sends her a suicide note.
She calls JP and tries to comfort him by telling him about all the friends she has and how she’s going to university, saying she was in a similar position a couple years ago but things get better. Then she said she’d be there for any time he wants to talk.
When he talks to her after some of her initial messages she tells him to focus on himself instead. He returned the next day and asked for her surname due to wanting to know that at the very least, which she said she was uncomfortable sharing before telling him that he’s clearly feeling better and so she’ll leave.
He attempted suicide the next day after sending another even longer note going on about how every day has sucked and how he could never stop loving her. He was hospitalised quickly as Angelica was alerted by Charlotte immediately after the second note and she called the cops. Charlotte blocked him a few hours later.
When JP returned home after time in hospital he immediately alerted Faust that he was alive and begged him to alert Charlotte and Angelica. They claimed that they told them but in reality only told Angelica because Charlotte was already overly stressed by him.
Over the coming months JP talked with Faust. Faust frequently lied to JP about the situation with Charlotte, such as by telling him that she’s open to an eventual apology just to later reveal “she’ll come to you first”. JP sometimes lied by saying he spent a full day without thinking about her, which Faust immediately saw through and told him that it’s still not enough time. Eventually JP nags for specific information after realising how much was a lie so Faust blocks him.
TACC ends up promoting “Maddie” to a leadership role after Lucy is forced to backpeddle due to also running the pirate party. She criticised Emi and JP for being too radical, pushed for more basic protest and organisational activities. This led into a strange “apolitical” stance for the organisation where Emi’s belief in broad coalition combined with Maddie’s respectability politics made radical activism impossible. Eventually after pushing it JP had his trust as a founder and active member revoked and almost immediately responded by leaving entirely.
JP saw he was still in a group chat that involved Charlotte so panicked, entering it telling everyone to leave so he doesn’t try anything. While his real motive was more hoping Charlotte would respect this as awareness he claimed it had “too many memories” for him to leave himself. Charlotte calls JP a piece of shit and obsessive creep before leaving while Angelica tells JP to get a life before leaving.
The day after Charlotte’s hostility, JP runs to Phibi and Aardvark, nagging them to block him before he does anything, in which Phibi complies but Aardvark doesn’t even see it due to his settings, trying to control himself in a moment of stability… This doesn’t last long as he later attempts to call Charlotte from two other phones, both of which get immediately blocked the second his voice is heard, then begins nagging her in Tumblr asks through an alt to please take the call. This results in a coordinated move between Charlotte, Phibi and some of her friends to disable asks or at the very least disable anons.
Charlotte, seeing the increasingly hostile global environment, decided to use her coding skills to start up a Trans DIY platform with the help of friends and her girlfriend Phibi. It’s still in development but she has multiple friends on it although has already been condemned by Maddie as potentially illegal and dangerous.
JP funnelled £150 towards a British Communist convention run by the RCP. Has resumed writing a novel he’s been working on for over a decade, having included more leftist themes and themes related to his own experience throughout life as an Asexual.
Ben has created multiple fursonas including a pirate. He’s mostly focussed on building a specific furry identity online.
Angelica mostly just reposts art on Tumblr.
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