when moon rise

25 | ma in translation and interpreting | not a studyblr bc i'm too lazy to post anything (tho i may occasionally post), but i like looking at other people's pretty notes and i'm also currently writing my master thesis, doing pilates, listening to bts and a bunch of other stuff

[farfallabianca22]

ughhh i'm so tired of my master's thesis and there are at least thirty more pages to write :// the thing is that i find it a very interesting topic but i just hate process of writing kt that much... also my thesis supervisor is literally ignoring my (two) emails, so if she continues i'll just spam her linkedin fjsjsk like idk why she accepted in the first place if she didn't have the time :)

[free-my-mindd]

[farfallabianca22]

okkk back to business!! here's my master thesis plan that i wrote on friday evening like some kind of a mad scientist lol, i couldn't stop before i finished it. there are a few more sources i should read before starting writing, but i'm not going to let that stop me from putting pen to paper. sometimes it's better to just write anything and then refine it later down the line, than to never start. soo hopefully, i'l be starting soon, like in an official (lmao) word document, since i already have more than a few notes in my notepad.

[farfallabianca22]

i always feel like i'm not doing enough because other people are doing it faster, but i have decided to give myself some grace... i quit my job at the end of february bc honestly it was exhausting and i also had a master thesis to complete and even now in may my thesis is nowhere near completion. however, i was thinking and came to a conclusion that maaaaybe just maybe i was suffering from a long-term burnout (no shit). soo altho i would love to finish this chapter of my life asap and focus on my non-academic career, at the same time, i kind of decided to just keep moving even if slowly :)) i finished the movie subtitles, i found enough material for my thesis, and now i just have to read lots and put it all to paper... fortunately, i am privileged in a way that i don't have to work this summer while doing this and as a freshly unemployed person i don't miss my job! i just had to rant a bit bc people around me must be tired at this point, even though they are very encouraging<3 also i have been suffering from a cold and its consequences for legit two weeks now, like, girl, chill for a minute...

[farfallabianca22]

ahhh down with a nasty stomach bug... atp i'm not sure if i'm tired because of it or because i'm preventively not eating much since everything makes me sick (except potatoes lol)

anyway i miss food and having energy 🥹

[yoolaa]

[fursasaida]

adult life is truly just thinking “I NEED TO CLEAN” while dealing with the 17 other things that have a hard deadline

[farfallabianca22]

a breakfast without eggs is a rare occasion for me since i love savoury food but this morning i just woke up craving a smoothie bowl which i used to have pretty often in high school...

i slept in a bit but hopefully i'll manage to do what i have planned for today :')

i kind of feel shackled by the 100 days of productivity tag, since a lot of days i don't feel productive (but maybe that's the point of using the tag lol). anyway, i have around half an hour of subtitles left to do, and then on to the reading list...

this master's thesis is really draining the last remaining drops of the academic weapon in me, but i will not quit until i finish it!!

[farfallabianca22]

another pilates instructor i've found recently <3

[farfallabianca22]

ughh so my master thesis supervisor has linked me with a colleague of hers who is a famous translator so i could interview him and now i'm supposed to write to him (and consequently do a little interview for one section of my master thesis) which is great because i definitely don't have social anxiety, social anxiety is afraid of me!!!

[farfallabianca22]

60 min Dumbbell Full Body Workout - Strength & Isolation: DAY 5 / Build ...

i found these random people on youtube and their workouts are great!! finally someone who has pauses longer than 10s in between sets...

ngl i skipped the third block of exercises, i just didn't want to do them 🫡

[kosmogrl]

september was practice… in october I’m getting my shit together

[kosmogrl]

in november I'm getting my shit together

[kosmogrl]

in december I’m getting my shit together

[kosmogrl]

in february I’m getting my shit together

[kosmogrl]

in march I’m getting my shit together

[kosmogrl]

in april I’m getting my shit together

[farfallabianca22]

also, BTS' new album is so addictive??? why am I listening to the same 14 songs every day?? and one of them does not have any lyrics or melody even???

[farfallabianca22]

I've thought about quitting drinking my little sweat treat before bed aka milk and whatever cookies I'm dipping in there atm, but my blood test came back impeccable, so I will be continuing 🫡

[farfallabianca22]

40 minutes Full Body Pilates Flow

atp this tumblr is just me keeping myself accountable workout-wise bc god knows i love doing academia related stuff last minute on three hours of sleep 🤚🏻

[kenshitty]

can i get a fucking ETA on “this too shall pass”?

[farfallabianca22]

I found a couple of new (to me) pilates instructors on youtube, and so far, I really like how they're working for me. I wish I could afford in-person pilates classes, but this is more than enough for now. My body feels soo much better after this.