Weight update 98,4 kg 13.7.21
GW 55 kg
I need to lose 43,4 kg
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106 kg!!! 29.4.23
Thinking about getting gastric bypass because I am big and miserable. But also super scared about the risk of surgery, losing hair and teeth, and all of the other complications. Getting back to my page and hopefully seeing a lot of inspo. I want to see more obese and overweight Anas. Where are you and how did you succeed?
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97 kg!!! 10.8.21
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96,5 kg!!! 4.9.21
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98,8 kg 17.12.21
I have not been focusing on my weight and I have been feeling so shitty lately. Eating and binging. So many holidays parties and I am so frustrated. Seeing skinny girls not even taking a bit. Why was I never introduced to this world. I feel like it’s a secret word, where some girls were told not to eat and I was never informed of this. Why do I find so much pleasure in chocolate and chips and everything poisoning. I am so ashamed of myself. Hanging boobs and stretch marks all over my body.  I constantly think about food and it’s a real big trigger for me. Hopefully these last two weeks of December 2021 will be a wake up call for me. 
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98.3 kg 16.4.22 🥲
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98,6 kg 28.6.22
Still fat 🥲
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104 kg 30.9.22 😢😢😢
I feel miserable I’m gonna starve myself 
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107,7 kg 19.7.23
Weight gain of 12-13 kgs! That’s fucking insane. I am getting a gastric bypass in three weeks, being obese and fat is very miserable. I just don’t wanna carry this heavy weight that is holding me back in so many aspects of my life. I wish I never got fat, I wish food was never my friend. I wish I had more discipline like the other skinny girls.
Update!
99,9 kg 14.9.23
So I got the fucking surgery and lost 8 kg. I am so excited to be a normal weight. I feel like I’m not losing weight fast enough, but I will try to take a win as a win
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81,6 kg 1.6.2024
Long waited, update. I got my gastric sleeve August 2023 and one of the best decisions I ever did. I think I was around 14-15 when I was at this weight. I’m still fat, but I am so happy I made that decision and can wait to lose extra 20kg’s left. I have been falling back on some of my bad habits is grade to go back on track today perfect day 1st June 2024! No more candy and chocolates. On my one year surgery anniversary I at least want to try and have lost 10 kg. There are 76 days and I hope that it will be manageable. I am starting to track my food intake and rice cakes are always a lifesaver. I usually weigh myself every Wednesday, but I will also try to make myself again every 10th day.
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80,5 kg 5.6.24
81,1 kg 10.6.24 I gained 600 g and that’s because I have been eating pretty bad the weekend. I think I can lose the grams until Wednesday, which is my official weight date.
82,1 kg 20.6.24 I gained a whole kilo. I am debating if this is sustainable for me to upkeep with weighing myself every 10th day, also my weight where I measure myself, doesn’t work anymore and gives me very unreliable numbers. Doing something for five weeks and I think it could be a great idea if I don’t weigh myself and keep focusing on my eating and exercising. And then weighing myself after the five weeks. I will update road what I choose
82 kg 30.6.24 I am still fat and have not managed to lose anything. In one month and two weeks it will be the one year anniversary of my surgery and I have been eating like crap and not going to the gym. Also, I can’t prioritize the gym right now because of my finances and the gym membership being quite expensive. I have been doing some elevating activities, lately, which has activated my appetite. Actually for two weeks. Fortunately, tomorrow is Monday and the beginning of a new week. Honestly, I hate that, but let’s see. Hopefully the upcoming weeks will definitely be better.
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16.8.24 on year surgery anniversary (hopefully 70 kg or close to that).
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5.2.25 so I finally hit 70kg I actually can’t believe it. When I was 13, I weighed. 69kg that’s the lowest weight I can remember when I hit that I will be so happy.
Update 2025
24.11.25
67,9kg I think is ironic that now I am under 70kg, I am still not satisfied, and I still see a fat girl in the mirror. I think it is because of all of the loose skin. But I’m really happy. I’m proud of myself and I am closer and closer to my goal weight. 
Update 2026
04.3.26
58,0kg crazy. I started on Ozempic and I should’ve done it earlier. All of my clothes are loose, but I feel thinner. I still have a weird relationship with my body image and the loose skin is really bothering me. I was denied a tummy tuck, loose skin removal on my stomach. And it wrecked my world. Now I have to save up money. I have to find peace with that my body is covered with stretch marks and loose skin and hanging boobs. It limits me on intimacy with other people or just feeling comfortable in my own body. I don’t know what to do, but I cannot believe that I am in the 50s. I still wanna get down to. 49kg and I’m not sure if that is realistic or even possible, but I will try to do my best. 
