Fathe

Welcome home,habibi

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We draw a line and create borders to prevent dispute,yet it is that same thing people fight over.

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Maybe, just maybe I can get out of this cycle and feel like myself again.

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I’m trying so hard to feel alive,but all I’ve mastered is surviving quietly.

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They are drowning in tears, and I am standing on dry ground, holding the same loss but feeling none of the waves.

I grieve my lack of grief more than the death itself.

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When you're slowly making progress,but suddenly everything is back to square one and you're just there feeling exactly how it felt when you were thirteen.

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Was it always this blank?

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You did good today.I'm proud of you,habibi.

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Trying to cover up their cries

By some gut wrenching lies

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-"What am I to you?"

"My rooh(soul)"

-"A body without rooh(soul) is just a jenazah(corpse), right?"

"Exactly"

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You're always right,

And I am always left (out)

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Like a distant dream, something I can't quite recall nor forget.

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I tumbled down into an abyss of darkness.I was supposed to feel the hands suffocating me,the darkness wrapping me with it's unwelcoming chill,but all I ever felt was comfort for I felt at home.

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25/01/25

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Find me where the crowd is less, the sky is blue, and the wind is free. Find me in the midst of the forgotten; the abandoned. To the one who seeks my presence, find me in the company of the unseen.

- Abdulsamad S. M, being human

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قالوا:" تموت بها حباً؟"

قلت:" ألا أذكروها على قبري لتحييني"

they asked "do you love her to death?"

i said "speak of her over my grave and watch how she brings me back to life"

-Mahmoud Darwish

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"لا شيء أقسى على الروح من رائحة الأحلام و هي تتبخر"

"Nothing is harder on the soul, than the smell of dreams, while they're evaporating."

- Mahmoud Darwish

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Understanding someone is an art.

*Not everybody is an artist