Sophistique

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you. Her name is Fatima. A 19 year old girl who love to travel around the world and put everything in her blog.

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Its been 3 years since you left us, but whenever I think of you it feels like it just happened yesterday. They thought i’m just over reacting but try to put yourself in my place. Its hard, yes its hard.

I cried because I missed you. I miss your voice, your care, everything about you. You mean so much to me that every time I think of you it bring back so much memories. I don’t know how to take this pain away but all I just want to say is THANK YOU. We may not be able to feel your presence here, but in our hearts you’ll forever live. 

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First

Okay, this is my first entry this 2018. As you can see I’ve been gone (again) for how many months. There’s somethings that stopping me to write, though. 

I do have many resolutions to but I hope I’ll able to do it this time, I’m just super lazy to sit in front of my laptop and write. (I’m using my brother’s laptop because mine just don’t work well.)

I honestly do not know what to write now. What can you expect for a girl whose been away for many months haha. I will get myself up, brb!

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Rant

Hi y'all! I promised to myself that I won't be posting any negative here in my blog but again yours truly going to break it? Haha. Ah nah.. My entry for today is not as negative as you think. I cried earlier because my throat is such a pain in the ass. Yesterday(?) we ate "tinapa" and I didn't notice that there is a tiny bone inside of it that's why... you figure out what's next. (laughs) Then again it was my fault so let's just move on and be as one (charing)

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10 years

The most significant change I see in the past 10 years is overusing of social media. Eversince the social media comes, all the people has been addicted to it. Especially the teenagers (including me hehe), they spend almost half of their time on their phones, they should use their time to do productive things like joining activities of the youth, bonding with their families and friends.

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Entry #1 What comes to your mind when you say music? Music has different genre's jazz, rock, mellow and many more. Someone ask me earlier and asking what is music for me. Simple, stress reliever. I can't imagine life without music, it is something that even you lay thousand of money infront of me I'll ignore it, yes. That's what music can do to a person. Specially if you grew up in music attached family, you'll definitely adopt it. That's what happened to me.

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Christmas

The most beautiful time of the year is coming!!! Where do you prefer to spend your christmas? In my case.. I will spend it with my family, and other relatives are coming also and that makes me more excited! Christmas represents family right? It clearly shows how strong your bond are. Luckily my father will able to spend christmas here in the Philippines!!!! Thingking of other OFW's who wouldn't be able to spend their christmas with theyre families.. makes me sad... Give love on christmas day. Season of loving, sharing and caring. Birthday of our christ the king. All I want for christmas is you. :)

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I'm being nice. Yeah. Why it is hard for you to see it?

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Ody Sto. Domingo is Bae. 💜

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Say hi to my cutie patootie fez. I'm currently writing up something but someone is stopping me to do so.. I need some motivation, right now. LET ME JUST POST A SELFIE FIRST.

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Tagaytay Trip.

 It was hela fun. We didn’t spend a lot of money for this trip, we went there last “holiday” (I don’t remember the exact date) but yeah, it was FUN. Ang lamig nga lang. Like, nung nasa loob pa kami ng kotse mararamdaman mo na yung lamig dahil sa mga taong wagas kung makapag bonnet at jacket at bakit parang ginawa ng baguio na ang tagaytay.

As what I’ve said, hindi kami nagspend ng napakalaking pera para sa gala na ‘to. Ang ginastos lang siguro namin eh yung pang-gasolina para sa kotse namin. Cavite based kami at sa cavite lang naman ‘tong tagaytay. Nye. Nilagay ko lang sya dito sa blog ko kasi nga memorable, well lahat naman ng nangyayari ay memorable para sa’kin pero mas memorable ito, kasi kumpleto kami.

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03/14/2016

Worst day of my life. Masaya pa akong gumising ng araw na ‘to, actually kaming lahat masaya kaming gumising ng araw na ‘to. I borrowed my mom’s phone to see what’s currently happening on her facebook account, then something popped-out at the screen Its my cousin, Ate Meren. (Daughther of my mom’s cousin, Uncle Nelson.) Nagtaka ako, hindi naman sya nagcha-chat sa amin. Then there. I opened her message at ang nakalagay dun eh, “Morning te, si Ante Bestra patay.” Umiyak nako dun sa sinabi nya.

Patay daw si Mamala. Am I reading it right? 

Hindi kaagad nagsink in sa utak ko yung message, maiksi pero yung meaning. Ang lakas lang makadurog. Ayoko sanang maniwala eh pero nung tinawagan ni mama si Ate Meren. Totoo pala. Sana panaginip nalang ‘to no? Pinaalam naman ni mama sa ang tito ko. Parang nung christmas at new year ang saya saya pa namin ni mamla. Tapos biglaan mawawala si mamala ng ganun. Lord, bakit?  Bakit yung mamala ko pa?

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February 18, 2016

Last month puro nalang ako facebook, twitter at kung ano pa. Hindi ko na nga napapansin ‘tong blog ko. (I’m sorry my dear blog, but I missed you.) And oh, nakalimutan ko pala na puro panuod nalang ako ng youtube hahaha yung mga videos ng mga filipina youtubers like about sa beauty, daily life and such. Actually, namotivate nila ako na mag-film na parang siraulo sa phone. Nakikita nga ako ng pamilya ko na puro, “Hi guys!” HAHAHAHAHAHA. Napapag-akalaan na nga akong baliw. Gumawa din ako ng youtube channel, pero hanggang ngayon di ko pa din alam kung ano talaga pinaka topic ko sa channel na yun pero siguro paghahaluin ko nalang like vlogs, covers (I use to sing!!) beauty videos kung kakayanin ng beauty ko. Nye. 

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Memories

Hey guys! So its me typing my thoughts about me leaving tumblr world a year ago. I am blogging since 2011, but who cares right? No one notices me here. Like the one you loved who left you after you two made good and unforgetable memories. (hala hugot!). But yeah, I was a so called “happy blogger” back then. I do have a lot, as in a lot of friends here but I don’t know if they treated me the same way too. Hehe. I’m the one who is approaching a person first like, (”Uy! Friends?) and they will response, (”sure.”). Cold treatment. I am so used in that kind of treatment, but I can do nothing about it. I need to please them just for me to have friends here. We created good memories until one day, some of them got IA because of “priorities.” Yeah priorities.

Months passed, when I became busy because I was a graduating student so I need to focus on my studies first. So I have to leave my tumblr account and so my friends hanging, yes hanging like what he/she did to you. Blabla. 

And yeah, one day I decided to go back here and luckiliy, some of my friends and their accounts are still alive and kicking. I was so happy. But sadly, they already forget me. So here I am sharing my thoughts and memories to you. If ever you are reading this. Don’t forget them and be good.

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He didn’t even tell me why. He just left without saying anything, leaving me hanging making me feel i wasn’t worthy to know the truth, and that’s how it ended.

(via girlbehindthisblog)

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Ariana Grande’s Focus On Me.

Focus on me is coming!! What is focus? Haahha it’s ariana grande’s new single! Why I am excited? Nothing I just want everyone to know that eventhough I can’t buy those posters, merchs and many more, I’m an Arianator and the role of being a fan is not just because you have that posters etc, A true fan is based on how you support and give big love on them. I’ll support Ariana Grande-Butera all the way. *insert purple hearts* 

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🚗 #vsco #vscogood #vscobeau

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If only I could write what’s on my mind.. But nah.