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@fatmaozyigit
Everything in life has an end so why do we bother to build foundations and lay the concrete, knowing it will all come to an end, eventually, the inevitable circle which we pretend is non existent, when in essence the destruction and the ripple effects of something coming to an end is caused purely created by our own ignorance.
Fats
Unwanted emotion running through my veins, causing involuntary reflexes, tryna stay cool but how long before its all too late? I question your motives, I can't quite get to grips with them, you leave my mind racing at full speed, ticking away like a time bomb, one thought after the other. I'm losing control. You tell me its complicated. No, its not, your just a coward.
Fats
If you need someone, I'm here. No what matter what happens in the long run, where we end up or what happens from here, I will always be there for you, emotions aside, as a friend cause I know you deserve that. You say you feel banned from happiness but yet you decide to push away those who actually care for you. I can see something deep within your eyes, the hurt, the betrayal, the anger, If I stared into your eyes for long enough, I could probably see vividly the version of events that brought you to this stage in your life.
Fats
Why do we feel the need to overthink things? Our mental state goes into a trance, we can no longer keep up with the trail of thoughts going round and round the merry go round. But you gotta keep up otherwise you will fall short, deep into a dark place where nothing seems right. A whirlwind of emotions overload your nervous system till we can no longer deal with anymore. The system shuts it self off with a protective barrier to avoid further destructions. But being surrounded by your own silence feels suffocating, I don't know what's more destructive, the sound of the silence or the mixture of emotions. A deadly combination if you ask me.
Fats
When something becomes an important part of your life, no matter what happens during the day, we just know that at the end of the day we can always count on it to make things better. Your voice warms my soul and puts a smile on my face, the beautiful melody that you play sends me into a trance, and within that moment I feel revived and alive, ready for anything, but once the volume starts to reduce and the music starts to fade, reality slowly kicks back in and then I'm back to square 1. The shivers, the tingles & the raw emotion you send to every inch of my body is exhilarating, I love it. I couldn't do without you in my life. Without you I wouldn't be fats. Love you always.
Fats
Do you miss what we had? I find myself thinking about you way more often than I care to admit. Each time I think of you I smile. Why did it have to end this way? You walked in to my shop and automatically the butterflies tattooed to my skin came to life, fluttering around, enjoying their freedom. Don't ask me why cause I wouldn't be able to provide you with an answer, I don't know why, I just know how you make me feel. But your too fucked up for me, you think the worst of everyone, question my motives, question my feelings, you shoulda trusted me, but you chose not too, now I'm leaving, I guess this is our final goodbyes.
Fats
I can't really describe how I feel this morning. Your constantly on my mind, I hate you for it but at the same time your presence warms me, for reasons that will remain unknown to me. You didn't know me well enough to judge me, but you did, selfishly you let me fall for you knowing full well you weren't prepared to catch me. But its another lesson learnt.
Fats
You’re surrounded by complete strangers, yet you still feel like family. You’re all there for one reason; the music. There’s nothing more amazing than shouting out every word of your favorite song but only hearing the crowd’s voices. It’s breathtaking.
How does it feel to let go of everything that was once your all? be honest, I'm not sure. But I'm pretty sure I made the right decision. Over time we learn that nothing lasts for ever, so i guess its almost like mental preparation of the inevitable breakdown.
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My wounds are fresh, the scars on my body remind me of the dark patch of my life, they don't want to leave me, but without them I guess I wouldn't be me. Sometimes I sit and think about how my life could of been if mum was around. The blood in my veins boil over till I'm red in the face when I think my so called dad
Feelings are a complicated and definitely not easy to express, we make it difficult for ourselves, repeat the lines we wish we had the courage to say over and over again in our heads, until they finally start to lose meaning and make no sense what so ever. The constant circle goes round and round till we begin to slowly lose control over the feelings that once made sense to us. Sounds crazy right?
