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Update - so I lost a lot of weight from being unwell, whilst I was at my lowest weight I bought my wedding dress and now I’ve gained like 30 pounds back SO I need to lose at least 30 pounds by March 2022 (easily doable) any more than that is a bonus. I really need to get back on calorie counting tho, so I’m back for motivation. I bought a new DDR pad and I’m ready to workout. Lets do this
Anyone want to follow me on mpf? sam_c_93
I feel like I’d benefit from a bigger community on there!
ALL MY OLD CLOTHES FIT AGAIN IT IS JUST THE BEST FEELING
Ahh, haven’t posted in ages, mostly because I stopped using Tumblr. I can’t remember at all when I last posted or what my last update was but basically....
I got blood cancer in 2019. I gained weight on chemo. I did feel sick but I found that when I didn’t feel sick I ate LOADS because I felt sorry for myself and fuck it I’ve gone cancer sort of thing. Anyway I got into remission November 2019 and found it hard to start losing weight again. However these past six months I’ve been feeling pretty sick and lost my appetite. I’ve lost a lot of weight as I have been eating very little so I’m currently 196 pounds, I’ve lost 56 pounds since my heaviest post chemo weight. I am still “obese” but I find myself feeling sad about the obsession I’ve had with losing weight in the past...I’d trade my weight loss for better health right now honestly.
I’ve also noticed how many people keep complimenting me and saying I “look well” because I’m losing weight and weight loss = health, right? Absolutely not in my case. I’m losing weight because I’m so sick but people just judge your health off your weight and it really bothers me. I’ve never seen it so evident until today.
- 24th April
Large portion of risotto
Three raspberry buns
Cup of tea
Six slices of ham
Punnet of Raspberries
Pack of pombear
Frozen mango
- 25th April
Small portion of risotto
Chocolate mousse
Pizza and fries, popcorn chicken
Frozen mango and Blueberries
Pack of pombears
Pack of Haribo
Cup of tea
I don't really have many followers but I don't really know if a platform where I can just daily post what I eat so I'm going to try and post at the end of every day with complete honesty. I've been diagnosed with BED and I'm just sick of myself. The whole existence of this blog fills me with hate because I started it like six years ago and I'm SO much heavier than when I started. What's even the point
Today 23rd April
1.5 chicken sausage on a bread roll
A chocolate cake
Half of a nature valley bar
Tomato risotto
Handful of frozen mango
Two raspberry Buns
Two mini mozzarella sticks
Two cups of tea with soy milk
A lot of water
Diet Pepsi
Boyfriend hid all my sweet stash from me. So then I just improvised and baked raspberry Buns. Can't win.
I just got over cancer and turns out I gained weight from chemo rather than lost it. I thought losing weight would be the one silver lining but no steroids mean I've gained 20 pounds.
Not only fat also bald, what a winner.
I've got cancer and am most likely going to gain a shit tonne of weight from chemo soooooo I'll do what I can ok
Everytime!
Confession: my bf keeps on telling me how fat i m. Once he spent our entire date screaming fat fat. I don't wanna leave my bf (plz don't tell me to). I have become thinner now, and he calls me pretty. However, i always hv this reminder in my mind that he didn't use to like me before, and i need to look amazing, all the time. Idk what to do... Plz don't ask me to leave him.. plz tell me something else. TY
He was literally screaming fat fat? I mean. You must know I'd normally say leave him otherwise you wouldn't be telling me to tell you not to. However, by boyfriend said some hurtful things to me when we first got together (never anything as blunt as what yours has said) and I didn't leave him so I get it.
Have you talked to him about it? There must be a reason he has stayed in the relationship even if he was calling you fat. What I'm trying to say is, if he was outright unattracted to you when you were bigger then it makes no sense why he would have stayed in the relationship so him calling you fat might not have meant he wasn't attracted to you. It needs addressing though because even though you said you lost weight you don't want to feel anxious if you have a gain worrying he will call you out on it.
I'm not going to tell you to leave him as you don't want to hear that but you need to talk about it with him. Does he even know it bothers you? I don't know why anyone would think it's okay to just scream fat fat fat at you??
Today 6/3
2172. I know I said I was going to track my "typical" but I was planning on sticking to 1000 today after being disgusted with myself for the past few days and I STILL go over 2000. I was on 600 until I had pizza for dinner and a slice of chocolate cake. I was with a friend and he convinced me and I caved way too easily.
Honestly posting ridiculous figures of overeating every single day whilst whining about wanting to lose weight must be really annoying to read for followers. I mean I'm even sick of the posts myself.
I have pretty good willpower and ambition in pretty much every area of my life apart from this. I'm in a good job, deal and lead many stressful situations and if you knew me as a colleague or even a friend you probably would be surprised that my one weakness is this huge world we live in is...food. It feels pathetic.
What do you reckon makes you binge eat? I mostly get rid of snacks since it’s easier to deal with temptation when it’s not there.
Did this get cut off? Anyway, I’m not sure. I’ve tried to see a pattern. I do it when I’m lonely, when I’m watching stuff or gaming (it’s almost ritualized) or use it as a reward/punishment. I’ve just bought a load of books on binge eating so I’m hoping to understand the triggers more.
Sorry it didn't show me the whole message when I first replied. Yes I totally agree, it's easier to not have anything in as I'm generally too lazy to go to the shop even if I'm desperate! Not buying it in the first place is the key
What do you reckon makes you binge eat? I mostly get rid of snacks since it’s easier to deal with temptation when it’s not there.
Did this get cut off? Anyway, I'm not sure. I've tried to see a pattern. I do it when I'm lonely, when I'm watching stuff or gaming (it's almost ritualized) or use it as a reward/punishment. I've just bought a load of books on binge eating so I'm hoping to understand the triggers more.
Today 5/3
1805 calories
I’m doing a risky thing by posting this at 8:30pm seeing as most of my binge activity is after this time but I’m hoping this will spur me on to not add to it
Yeah I did end up eating more. Ended up 2151. I had a glass of milk and a kinder bar.
Today 5/3
1805 calories
I'm doing a risky thing by posting this at 8:30pm seeing as most of my binge activity is after this time but I'm hoping this will spur me on to not add to it
Yesterday 4/3
2360 calories
Wasn't that bad until I binged on an entire bag of kettle chips - 750 calories
Yesterday 3/3
3332 calories
2562 of which were from crap snacks
