FAR SIGHTED

Ind. highly selective show-based Bellamy Blake. Dash only. IM open. Written by S. 

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i’m  hoping  to  come  back  here  in  a  few  weeks  when  my  life  dies  down.  until  then,  drafts  will  be  dropped,  and  i  will  be  sporadic.  love  me  regardless?

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things bellamy wouldn’t do

laugh about his sister’s almost death

joke about his sister’s almost death

date the person responsible for his girlfriend’s death, and attempting to kill him, his best friend, and his sister ( twice )

this bellamy shall be known as void!bellamy. 

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today’s  a  bad  day.  send  me  cute  ooc  and  ic  things?

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‘ don't pick up the pieces, just leave it for now ‘

starter  for  raven  @notrxcketscience

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‘ survival wasn’t the hardest part. it's keeping all your hopes alive, when all the rest of you has died. ‘

starter  for  miss. griffin  @mcthersguilt

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clarke griffin + season four: fresh start

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' i hope that this is somewhat of a thank you for all your help. ‘

starter  for  louisiana  @motherbuilt

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just   a  reminder  ,  if  you  like  a  starter  call,  please  reply  back  before  liking  another  .   thank  you!

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gonatombom  ‣ OCTAVIA BLAKE :

“i’m going,” octavia mutters finally, watching how the situation is starting to settle. she’s ALMOST walked out already, without looking back, but she couldn’t bring herself to do it like that. to ABANDON her big brother, her own family and blood that easy. he deserves at least a goodbye. “clarke can take care of… all THIS.” she gestures towards polis, shudders a little inside as the words playing inside her mind over and over again are left unsaid. no one needs me. her gaze doesn’t rise to meet his. 

“take care of yourself.”

‘ OCTAVIA, STOP. ‘    his voice, somehow parental, leaves no room for argument. HE WAITS. even if she doesn’t turn around, the words still leak out, correcting her while appealing to her at the same time.   ‘ you know she CAN’T, o. you want what happened to us happen to madi? ‘    there’s a lot at stake. he shakes his head sighing.   ‘ look, i know you NEVER asked for this. you didn’t want to be a leader. BUT WE’RE GOING TO SEE THIS THROUGH. you and i. and then maybe we can try to live again. ‘ 

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           ‘AND THE FUNNY THING about that is --- i was ready to give you my name. ‘ 

for  clarke  @saviourfallen

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lyric  starter  call  here

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“What would you say if I asked you to go down on me right now?” (Clarke)

             ‘ ….. yes ma’am. ‘ 

starter  for  clarke  @offxrails

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❝ I can’t let you die. ❞

—- HIS VOICE RASPS   ‘ you can’t control everything octavia. ‘   he reminds her, ATTEMPTING to be strong in the face of death for her. he doesn’t try to think about every bad thing he’s done, rather the lives he’s saved. but he’s taken SO MANY.   ‘ even as heda. you have a home now. i did my job. ‘

for  octavia  @headstrongblake

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“Guess what color my panties are?” (;

            ‘ ….. your people still call them panties? ‘ 

for  emori  @sandwrought

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anyway  some  of  augstus’s  last  words  were   ‘have  i  played  the  part  well?’   and  i  think  that  is  very  bellamy

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AUGUSTUS HAD A MOTHER. HE HAD A FATHER. TWO, ACTUALLY.  AUGUSTUS HAD A SISTER. AUGUSTUS HAD A LOVER. HE HAD A DAUGHTER. AUGUSTUS HAD AN EMPIRE. PAX ROMANA HAD PEACE.                                  AND THEN HE LOST IT ALL.

                                                                                      ‘ have i played the part well? ‘

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reivcn  ‣  RAVEN REYES:

                             →     TENSING   up   beneath   his   touch,   she   realises   that   she   is   both   aching   beneath   his   fingers,   and   enjoying   the   feeling   of   him   releasing   some   of   that   pressure.     dark   bambi   haze   finds   its   place   on   his   face   again.     her   full   lips   parted   slightly:   yet   they   are   still   in   a   pout.     and   she   is   admiring   him   again.     as   she   usually   does.     thinking   back   to   all   of   that   time   ago   when   they   had   first   touched   down   on   earth.     when   he’d   had   a   hand   around   her   neck,   and   her   a   knife   at   his   throat.     oh   how   things   had   changed.     and   the   first   time   they   had   slept   together.     how   he   had   held   her   in   a   way   that   she   had   longed   to   be   held   before,   and   since.     and   now.     they   were   right   here   together.   and   she   felt   so   damn   happy   to   be   here   with   him.     “okay.”     she   breathes   into   the   silence.     though   she   does   wait   for   him   to   move   before   she   does.     the   mornings   always   harder.     her   body   much   more   locked   up.     and   only   recently,   has   she   allowed   for   bellamy   to   help   her   with   her   brace.     something   she   had   never   let   anybody   else   do.     not   even   wick   when   he   had   first   built   it   for   her.     not   embarrassed.     but   not   wanting   anybody   else   to   pay   attention   to   it.     in   a   weird   sort   of   way.

HIS EYES ARE TRAINED on her leg, knowing that it must not be pleasant, but he would do WHATEVER necessary to take care of her. he would take care of everyone, but especially her. she’s his confidant, his partner, his lover. she takes care of them -- made sure they got here and remain ALIVE. trying to help her manage the physical pain is the least he could do. it’s what he wanted to do. perhaps it is in his nature. he tries not to think about the beginning of their relationship. the animosity and conflict. the meaningless sex. and now their sex is anything but meaningless. 

he’s also aware of her self-consciousness. he gets it. he gets NOT WANTING HELP. he took on the responsibility of raising octavia himself. nobody dared intercede. so while he helps her, he doesn’t try to dwell on it. FOR HER. moving away, he picks up the brace, slightly pouting at the rust beginning to accumulate. something WOULD need to be done. undoing the fastenings, he lays it on the bed, open so she could place her leg atop of it, and once she does another gentle peck is pressed to the joint.