ANATHEMA CALLING.

𝚆𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝚄𝙿  ,  𝙰𝙳𝙳𝙸𝚂𝙾𝙽 .

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going to try and come back in 2026. turns out everything i went through was because i was actually dying, lmao.

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hiding under my multimuse, send me an ask if you wanna follow me there!

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—   ask meme   :   MABEL,   a podcast by becca de la rosa and mabel martin.   episodes 08 (the freeze) through 12 (asterion).

if the house is a heart, you’re the hook cut through it.

you’re the only person i could get through to on my cell.

i knew it was you, but it was like looking in a mirror, too; i could never quite be sure which one of us was speaking.

i feel strange. not completely real. disconnected from my body, disconnected from my thoughts.

if the house is a heart, i’m its blood.

once upon a time we were strangers. we’d never even heard one another’s names. now we’re something else.

maybe i should be more afraid. maybe.

do you think there’s a process that a place goes through to become holy? a sanctifying alteration? if there is, i think it’s happening here.

if you don’t come with me now, i can’t protect you.

you’ll die alone.

sometimes, when i look at you, i think that i am looking at a piece of my own soul.

i want to unpick you like stitches, to see what makes you run — but i won’t.

this is what they say: it is not uncommon for us to want to eat what we love.

my mother taught me many things but she did not teach me this.

where does it come from, the thread that ties us together?

you laughed and i fell in love with you there.

i love you, stone in my shoe. i love only you. only you. only ever you.

you were a person, a true thing, not a figment or a fragment or a piece of history.

i took a shower to wash all that red paint off me, and then i called you.

she didn’t deserve to die alone.

everyone in the whole world should be bowing their heads. don’t they understand what’s happened?

time is strange in hospitals. reality is strange.

you can’t get rid of me.

i miss you. it feels like a piece of me has been torn out. it hurts. it’s physical.

there are so many moments when the world rips out from under you.

i know it’s late. i hope i didn’t… i had a nightmare.

is this survivor’s guilt?

every time i dream about you, you’re leading me somewhere.

theseus makes his way back to safety and says hey, ariadne, come with me, i owe you big time. and this is what they call love.

i’m not ariadne, i’m not theseus, i’m not the minotaur. if i’m anyone in this story, i’m the ball of twine.

i’m not a hero, but i’m not nobody either. i’m not strong or brave or particularly smart, but i’m here, here in the dark with you.

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happy birthday to Addi! 🌈

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happy birthday to Addi! 🌈

[uselesslexbian]

bottoms (2023) sentence starters.

we've looked like shit for years, and we are developing.

we're finally hot. at least, according to me.

nobody's going to want to fuck me this year, just like nobody wanted to fuck me last year or the year before.

i've been building tension.

i'm playing the long game with her, okay?

what the fuck happened to her?

that made me so sad. what?

i don't need this negative, really sad attitude. please.

what the fuck are you wearing?

nobody hates us for being gay. everyone hates us for being gay, untalented, and ugly.

oh my god, she ate shit is what happened.

she ate literal shit? what the fuck?

or did you get beat up again?

yeah, we went to juvie.

i don't want to say it, but we're fucked!

why do you always have to flirt with other women?

it doesn't count if they're not in high school.

would you like a safety ride?

i'm sorry that i looked at mrs. reilly and lightly grazed her left tit, alright?

don't talk to me, you ugly bitch, okay? i do not talk to girls in overalls.

okay, i might be ugly, but these aren't overalls.

you're being really mean right now.

i heard you, like, beat up my boyfriend last night?

maybe i SHOULD buy a gun.

what? don't buy a gun. nobody said buy a gun.

guys do that all the time, okay? that's the point of feminism.

that's not the point of feminism. you also don't care about feminism.

why would you lie to me?

so you killed a girl?

i know how to take a punch.

i was thinking, if they were coming at me with, like, swords and, like, knives, and like, guns and stuff, and you taught me how to punch like that, then i wouldn't die.

can i be honest? you're a person whose not coping with what's going on.

sometimes, when you have a new hobby, don't show up.

that's my favorite way to be an ally. you just say you're doing something, and then you don't do any of those things.

my dad left me, and i'm incredibly punctual.

i'm gonna finally reverse-stalk my stalker.

i'll be able to kill my stepdad.

i love talking about my trauma.

i literally jack off after every single therapy session.

yeah, well, all women are hot to me.

we had to just, like, fight people, sometimes to the death.

i still hear their screams at night, and that guilt will probably shackle me forever.

i realize now, i don't have to be that person anymore. i don't have to just let things happen to me.

i just get the hot people confused. jesus.

i can't answer that question, because i don't know how to read.

no, i would never cheat on you again, okay?

what about, like, a bomb? like a super small bomb. they're super easy to make.

yeah, let's do terrorism.

don't get distracted, 'cause we can be fined like $2 for this.

i really value when people use violence and raise their voices for me. it's actually one of my love languages.

no, leave the skin on his face, will you?

i'm not a fucking idiot. i just look like this.

man, i knew women were evil.

all of the blame just goes on me, then? like, none of this can be traced back to you at all?

i didn't want to do this from the beginning. you know that.

does it even matter? do you even care? do you actually like her? do you care about anyone other than yourself?

do you care about anyone other than yourself?

just find some other girl to jack off to and do nothing about.

if you don't wanna borrow firearms, then why are you here?

sorry, people didn't know you're gay?

i never had many friends, and that's sad. and as i've gotten older in this world, it's just gotten more sad.

okay, well, obviously, why would you lay it out like that? because it sounds insane.

i'm sorry for saying that you have no friends really loud in front of all of your friends.

i'm sorry for being an asshole a lot of the time. most of the time. all of the time.

that is obviously a red flag. are we not reading that as a red flag? that's crazy.

oh, now you want a bomb.

in your fucking dreams, which you don't deserve to have. when you sleep, it should just be like, total darkness.

i do want to say... i feel like you killed that guy.

we killed a lot of guys. we'll process it later.

you didn't have to start a whole fight club just to date me. you could have just talked to me.

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— character info sheet.

name: addison brody

name meaning: old english, "son of adam" / irish and gaelic, "ditch, muddy place" or "protector"

alias/es:  the vigilante , the wolf ( of rivergrove )

ethnicity: american

one picture you like best of your chara:

two headcanons you have for your muse that you never told anyone :

although she can be considered a tomboy to a certain extent , addison is actually more of a girly girl with a tomboy streak and dresses accordingly . as a result , she owns a lot of fake jewellery , like various earrings, rings , bracelets and necklaces , as well as comfortable number of skirts and more frilly clothing . even though she will always make her comfortable clothing her priority when it comes to dressing up for the day , she is not below putting on something delicate and feminine , as we’ve seen in metamorphosis and false prophet . she usually wears those outfits when out with her friends somewhere where she won’t have to walk or move a lot , or if she has something important with her paternal figures . it is also the reason why she also has gotten more than just one hole pierced through her earlobe and ears : so she could put on more earrings .

even though she is very happy being loved and dotted on by her father and grandfather , addison secretly misses her mother and wishes she could have gotten to know her . it’s a bit of a taboo subject around the house , mark and anthony both never mentioning her if they can help it . they sometimes talk about grace , addison’s grandmother who was murdered during the west court massacre , but everytime she tries to ask around about her mother , she receives nothing but empty promises of being told more about her someday . therefore , as a result , she never mentions her around anyone , keeping this to herself even though it haunts her at night or during some specific moments through the day where she wishes she had a mother to listen to her and help her in matters she feels like her father or grandfather can’t help on grounds of being men .

three things your character likes doing in their free time: 

watching her candy castle dvd set on repeat .

practice or play field hockey with her teammates, even if there are no games coming anytime soon and they’re just fooling around .

thanks to watching her favorite cartoon starring cheery cherry everyday , she started collecting comics featuring the fairy princess , which led to her picking up other comic books and mangas . she will, when faced with nothing to do , pick up a copy of one of those and start reading on her bed . as of late , she's into most popular shonen , such as my hero academia .

seven people your character loves / likes / tolerates :

loves : her father and grandfather , of course , as well as nick and jessica , her best friends . she doesn't realize it yet , however , but she likes jessica more than just a friend .

likes : she enjoys the company of paolo vivaldi , her godfather , as well as that of warren daniels , jessica's father . you can also include in there her hockey coach and her teammates .

tolerates : some of her classmates like all teenagers , but mostly owen trent after their discussion at jessica’s wake in sanctuary .

two things your character regrets:

her anger towards owen and his relationship with jessica after their discussion in sanctuary . owen is nice , she’ll be the first to recognize that , but he gets all of jessica’s attention . thus she envies him and gets annoyed when jessica brings him up and how good his music make her feel .

perhaps more than that though , jessica's "death" following the events of revelations . this event can actually be pinpointed as the point of no return for addison in her own mind , not because she tried to murder her friend or even caused her to awake as the scarlet queen , but because she cut all of her hair and dumped her in the hospital across the river so neither anthony nor warren would find her for awhile . this , in her own mind , is the worst thing she has ever done : she turned jessica into a john doe and she feels in the aftermath she both killed and betrayed her friend . in her eyes , this is easily what she’d say is the worst thing she’s ever done and it causes all restraints holding her back to break at that very moment .

two phobias your character has:

autophobia: the fear of being alone. autophobia in addison's case manifests as a fear of herself , or rather of what she can do . she develops it after issue six , and she never really gets over it by the time of her series' conclusion .

another important fear to her is the fear of being unable to protect the ones she loves and thus, lose everything she wants to protect . it unfortunately comes true as she loses both her father and grandfather in issue eleven , and explains why she is so hellbent on keeping the scarlet queen , her very own best friend , safe at all costs . even if that cost includes the world's end .

tagged by: @gwenbiote tagging : idk ?

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I   USED   TO   BE   AFRAID   OF   MONSTERS   .       🌹       tracking #favdream  .  est.  sept.  2016  .  personals  do  not  reblog !

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"... 𝐈 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍, 𝐈 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐀 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐀-𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐓 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑 anywhere, so if I pretend I'm you, I'm giving up for the day and coming back tomorrow with the hopes that someone around here discovers taste."

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          ❝                        SEA SALT FLAVOR ?     ❞          blonde hair tied in a messy ponytail fell from her shoulder as she tilted her head . she had never heard of such a flavor before … if it tasted anything like the real sea , chances were it wasn't really good . she'd have to ask her friends for their opinion .

          ❝     THE SHOP IS CLOSED ON SUNDAYS .    ❞         it wasn't , not really , although she could hardly admit the truth : that she could only come here today because she had plans for tomorrow . bloody plans .         ❝     surely , there's another flavor that tickles your fancy or something . for example , you can't go wrong with chocolate .    ❞

[lesbianboyfriend]

i love when girls kill everyone who ever wronged them. more girls should do this

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gwenbiote    .

❛ tiny tina is … that’s irrelevant right now. ❜ she shoots a squint in the younger’s direction , brow rising up as she leans in for one good WHIFF of the drink. one that , surprisingly , leaves that alcoholic twinge coursing through nostrils and lids widening slightly with a hint of surprise . ❛ ……. what are you even doing back here ? ❜ REDIRECTION shot right back at the girl as the cup is snatched from her hand immediately thrown right up to her lips and downed in one go. nose scrunching up and cup thrown behind her out the open window.

❛ oh yeah sure , JUICE. nice try kiddo. ❜ voice course. raspy. throat on fire from drinking that much that fast. crown gives a shake and a fist comes up as gwen clears her throat. again. and again. ❛ no , seriously , tater tot. the heck are you doing back here ? the crowd is out there ----------- you better not be back here stealing stuff. MARY JANE will have my head if anything goes missing. ❜

          she shouldn't be surprised the other snagged her drink                          not that she was attached to it .     if anything , the drink had offered her an excuse for being quiet and distant .     nonetheless , she could rest easy : BY SNATCHING HER CUP , THE OTHER HAD CREATED THE PERFECT ALIBI FOR HER . surely , if she was here , sneaking around like other kids her age , she couldn't be on the other side of town murdering yet another doctor … 

          SPEAKING OF WHICH , SHE COULD HEAR THE SIRENS IN THE DISTANCE .   her gaze followed the sound , while she could feel something stirring inside the pit of her stomach : pride , alongside something else that seemed to have made its way through her body , now coursing through her veins . WITH EACH KILL , SHE COULD FEEL HERSELF GROWING MORE AND MORE POWERFUL … and though she occasionally felt strange and uneasy inside her own body , as if her ribcage would suddenly explode if she didn't force it to sit still inside her chest , she knew this was part of the process . cheery cherry called it her powers growing … addison liked to think she was right .   

          ❝     I JUST GOT LOST ,   perhaps you've heard of such a thing ?    ❞         and here came the sass , spontaneously pouring from her lips .   then again , like most kids her age , she didn't like being talked down to .   which was made worse by the trials she had came across and overcome in the last few months following her best friend's passing .   who had time to drink and party when lives were at stakes ? .         ❝     i'm not a thief . and i don't know what you think , but i can assure you , i'm a good person . just lost .   ❞

[paracosmoon]

forgive and forget? lol no bitch i want their blood splattered all over my clothes

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gwenbiote    .

❛ …….. cup. raise it. ❜ ringed digits ruffle at own locks in a vain attempt to make herself SOMEWHAT presentable for the gig she was “ supposed ” to be at. a few stray feathers ala one ADRIAN TOOMES falling to the wayside once crown gave a shake and limbs fold against her chest. ( and i’ll have you know , i tried my best to not be late for once ! its still opening act , that’s a new record ! ) ❛ ———— come on , tiny tina , lemme smell it. that better be juice or i swear —– ❜

          she supposed the other wanted to check for alcohol                          which made her grateful she had taken a shower before coming .     presenting the cup to the other , her thought started to wander.     towards that open window a few streets down the road , to the eyeless corpse lying still underneath it , blood on the wall spelling a cryptic message even she had yet to figure out the meaning of …  BUT HERE SHE WAS , A GOOD GIRL WITH NOTHING SUSPICIOUS IN HER CUP .   only juice , or was it soda .   all she could remember was her teammate pouring something in her glass and swearing to whatever high power there was that there wasn't a drop of alcohol in it .   addison believed her , of course   :   after all , who in their right mind wanted the girl with the  murdered  best friend to get drunk and spoil the mood ?

          ❝     I DON'T MIND YOU CHECKING MY CUP ,   but who's tiny tina ?    ❞         she couldn't help her question , even though she knew it could be taken as sass or insubordination.   chances were , tiny tina was a cartoon character or something along the lines .   yet , she was tired of being kept in the dark .   of being oblivious , of being clueless to what surrounded her . .         ❝     anyway , go ahead .   just don't spit in it , please .   ❞