Skyscrapers and stargazers in my head

Independent roleplay-account for Tunny from American Idiot (the musical) Check out the about and rules. NSFW themes and possible triggers will be tagged. FC: Stark Sands

[fuckyeahamericanidiot]

FEBRUARY 24TH

Johnny: February 24th. Dear Will, it sucks that you are not here. Tunny, all he– Tunny. Hey, Tunny.

Tunny: Leave me alone.

Will: All Tunny ever does is sleep. He doesn’t get it yet but this place is big enough for all the fuck ups and the underbelly.

Johnny: Hey, shine your light on this, motherfucker! I got plans, baby. Hang your dark cloud over your dirty old town. The end of the world is over. My riot. My love. My country. The dawning of a new city. New faces. New voices. My voice. My city.

[rp-memes-atyourservice]

Send my muse an anonymous nightmare.

It could be about your muse, or someone else’s, or about a past trauma my muse has experienced. Send more than one ask if need be for length!

[favoritexson]

Send me a face for a headcanon about my muse!

(`･ω･´) : What does your muse completely gush over?

＿|￣|○ : What situation would your muse give up in?

(｀-´)> : Who does your muse honor the most?

(´；ω；`): What brings your muse into a state of

depression?

ヽ(´ー｀)ﾉ : What calms your muse down?

ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ : What irritates your muse the most?

(＃ﾟДﾟ) : What does your muse do if they're angry?

（ ´Д｀） : Is your muse loud in bed?

（　ﾟДﾟ） : What does your muse do when surprised?

┐('～`；)┌ : When your muse can't answer something, what

do they do?

（´∀｀） : What could your muse care less about?

（　´_ゝ`） : Who or what is your muse most indifferent

about?

Σ(゜д゜;) : Is your muse easily scared?

( ﾟヮﾟ) : When is your muse happiest?

キタ━━━(゜∀゜)━━━!!!!! : What does your muse do when

very excited?

⊂二二二（　＾ω＾）二⊃ : Does your muse like to cuddle?

(　´Д｀)ﾉ(´･ω･`)　ﾅﾃﾞﾅﾃﾞ: Does your muse pat others on the

head? If not, do they get pat on their head?

(((( ；ﾟДﾟ))): What is your muse terrified of?

Σ(ﾟДﾟ): What would your muse be most shocked to obtain?

( ﾟдﾟ): What amazes your muse?

(´ー`)y-~~ : Does your muse do any drugs? Smoke?

（ ^_^）o自自o（^_^ ） : How often does your muse drink?

ヽ(´ー`)人(´∇｀)人(`Д´)ノ: How friendly is your muse around new people?

('A`) : What does your muse do when they're alone?

（´-`）.｡oO( ... ) : What does your muse think about a lot?

(ﾟДﾟ;≡;ﾟДﾟ): Is your muse impatient?

( ´д)ﾋｿ(´Д｀)ﾋｿ(Д｀ ): Does your muse enjoy gossiping?

（･∀･)つ⑩ : Does your muse enjoy saving or spending money? Or are they indifferent?

(ﾟдﾟ): When your muse didn't expect something, what do they do?

(ﾟ⊿ﾟ) : Is your muse in denial a lot?

（・∀・） : Does your muse like to tease people?

（・Ａ・） : What does your muse consider to be bad?

(ﾟ∀ﾟ) : If your muse was a drug, what kind would they be?

（ つ Д ｀） : When your muse is sad, what do they do?

♪┏(・o･)┛♪ : Can your muse dance well?

d(*⌒▽⌒*)b : What makes your muse the happiest they could ever be?

(╬ ಠ益ಠ): What infuriates your muse to the point they may kill whatever it is?

(≧ロ≦): Is your muse a screamer in bed?

(ΘεΘ;): How much of a tsundere is your muse?

（‐＾▽＾‐）: What does your muse's laugh sound like?

┌(；`～,)┐ : What discombobulates your muse?

ε=ε=ε=┌(;*´Д`)ﾉ : How does your muse run?

ヽ(´▽`)/ : What does your muse look like when happy?

ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ : Is your muse violent when angry?

[needarighthandman-blog]

George did so well with no attacks. The last few months have been easy on his end. Minor nightmares but nothing new on his end and therapy felt like it really helped him. Of course with having PTSD, attacks could be triggered but sometimes they rush in like a flood.

So here was the ‘mighty’ general in his office. He was hidden behind his desk with his face buried against his legs. He knew he had a visitor coming to see him but who it was or when they’ll come, he honestly couldn’t care less. Alexander started barking loudly with concern and kept rubbing up against George but nothing seemed to be effecting him yet. 

[favoritexson]

It had to be some unwritten rule (Tunny assumed) that he had to feel nervous everytime he went to see general Washington.

 It started to almost feel familiar again. Back in the building, back on base, but still it never quite seemed like he belonged there anymore. But it would pass, Tunny told himself. He just had to get back into it.

And now it seemed there might be a chance after all! It put a flutter in his chest, to think he might wear the uniform again and walk down these same halls with his colleagues. But if it was a flutter of excitement or anxiety, he couldn’t really tell. Neither was the young man sure if he even wanted to be accepted in. But he needed answers. And the screening and tests would give him that at least. Perhaps the general had some as well, although it hadn’t sounded that way over the phone. Tunny shrugged it off and turned the corner.

But the unease returned quickly with the muffled sound of a deep, sharp barking. A dog? What would a- Alexander! Of course!

Within seconds he was at the door, hand on the handle, ready to barge in. Only, he had no clue what to expect. Tunny pulled back at the last moment. Instead he knocked four times, rather forcefully, and called out. “Sir?… Alex, something wrong?”

1.8 seconds seemed like ample time for a response, but only more barking and something like scratching of paws on flooring could be heard. Worry won over patience and the door was pushed open to reveal an empty room and a distressed German Shepherd.

[needarighthandman-blog]

Alexander briefly went against Tunny, nudging his leg before he started barking at the desk and soon disappearing behind it. Meanwhile, George was still curled up against himself; not hearing Tunny’s voice calling for him or Alexander’s barking. In his mind, he was hiding against a barrier in the war zone with bombs and guns going off all around him and all he had to care about was surviving on his own end.

[favoritexson]

Before the scenery before him could tell him Tunny could sense it. It felt off, not quite dangerous, yet his right hand clenched and itched up, reaching for his left shoulder. The dog’s weight nearly got him to stumble, but there was the chair in front of the desk, standing ready to keep him stable.

“Washington?” He tried. Not really expecting an answer, the soldier made his way over to the desk. Someone was there, hiding. Years ago he’d have joked, asked if ‘little Timmy had fallen into the well’. Now he just tried to carefully push past the dog, going slow as to not anger it, and crouch down. Sure enough familiar features came into view. Puzzle pieces clicked into place. 

There, being as small as a man of his posture could ever be, sat General Washington. Breathing shallow and muscles tight. He needed help, and Tunny really ought to go get some. Except it was already late, and most personel was gone. Besides, anyone who could have heard Alexander’s barking would have been here by now. Right?

“Washington?” 

He thought of getting closer, but Alexander wasn’t making things easier behind the now crowded desk. 

“George, do you hear me?”

[needarighthandman-blog]

George did so well with no attacks. The last few months have been easy on his end. Minor nightmares but nothing new on his end and therapy felt like it really helped him. Of course with having PTSD, attacks could be triggered but sometimes they rush in like a flood.

So here was the ‘mighty’ general in his office. He was hidden behind his desk with his face buried against his legs. He knew he had a visitor coming to see him but who it was or when they’ll come, he honestly couldn’t care less. Alexander started barking loudly with concern and kept rubbing up against George but nothing seemed to be effecting him yet. 

[favoritexson]

It had to be some unwritten rule (Tunny assumed) that he had to feel nervous everytime he went to see general Washington.

 It started to almost feel familiar again. Back in the building, back on base, but still it never quite seemed like he belonged there anymore. But it would pass, Tunny told himself. He just had to get back into it.

And now it seemed there might be a chance after all! It put a flutter in his chest, to think he might wear the uniform again and walk down these same halls with his colleagues. But if it was a flutter of excitement or anxiety, he couldn’t really tell. Neither was the young man sure if he even wanted to be accepted in. But he needed answers. And the screening and tests would give him that at least. Perhaps the general had some as well, although it hadn’t sounded that way over the phone. Tunny shrugged it off and turned the corner.

But the unease returned quickly with the muffled sound of a deep, sharp barking. A dog? What would a- Alexander! Of course!

Within seconds he was at the door, hand on the handle, ready to barge in. Only, he had no clue what to expect. Tunny pulled back at the last moment. Instead he knocked four times, rather forcefully, and called out. “Sir?... Alex, something wrong?”

1.8 seconds seemed like ample time for a response, but only more barking and something like scratching of paws on flooring could be heard. Worry won over patience and the door was pushed open to reveal an empty room and a distressed German Shepherd.

[favoritexson]

//... Hi, so my summer was amazing thanks to Hails coming over

But it was also one of the most stressful ones as of yet. I did not touch tumblr much at all during this time and really neglected Tun. If anyone still feels like interacting, I might be back soon, if everything calms down first :)

[johannescena]

42 character development questions!

PHYSICAL PRESENCE AND GESTURE. 1. How do they move and carry themselves? Pace, rhythm, gestures, energy? 2. How much physical space do they use, active and at rest? 3. How do they position themselves in a group? Do they like to be the center of attention, or do they hang back at the edges of a crowd? 4. What is their size and build? How does it influence how they use their body, if it does? 5. How do they dress? What styles, colors, accessories, and other possessions do they favor? Why? 6. What are they like in motion–in different environments, and in different activities? What causes the differences between these? 7. How do they physically engage with other people, inanimate objects, and their environment? What causes the differences between these? 8. Where and when do they seem most and least at ease? Why? How can you tell? 9. How do they manifest energy, exhaustion, tension, or other strong emotions? 10. What energizes and drains them most? 11. How are they vocally expressive? What kind of voice, accent, tones, inflections, volume, phrases and slang, and manner of speaking do they use? 12. How are they bodily expressive? How do they use nonverbal cues such as their posture, stance, eyes, eyebrows, mouths, and hands? DISPOSITION AND TEMPERAMENT. 13. How do they greet the world — what is their typical attitude towards life? How does it differ in different circumstances, or towards different subjects? Why do they take these attitudes, and why do they change? How do these tend to be expressed? 14. What do they care deeply about? What kind of loyalties, commitments, moral codes, life philosophies, passions, callings, or spirituality and faith do they have? How do these tend to be expressed? 15. What kind of inner life do they have — rich and imaginative? Calculating and practical? Full of doubts and fears? Does it find any sort of outlet in their lives? 16. Do they dream? What are those dreams like? 17. Are they more shaped by nature or nurture — who they are, or what has happened to them? How have these shaped who they’ve become as a person? 18. What kind of person could they become in the future? What are some developmental paths that they could take, (best, worst, most likely?) what would cause them to come to pass, and what consequences might they have? What paths would you especially like to see, and why? CONNECTIONS WITH OTHERS. 19. How do they behave within a group? What role(s) do they take? Does this differ if they know and trust the group, versus finding themselves in a group of strangers? Why? 20. What kind of individual relationships do they have with others, and how do they behave in them? How are they different between intimate relationships like friends, family, and lovers versus more impersonal relationships? 21. What kind of relationships do they tend to intentionally seek out versus actually cultivate? What kind of social contact do they prefer, and why? 22. How do people respond to them, and why might these responses differ? 23. How do they respond to difficult social moments? What makes them consider a social situation difficult? 24. How do they present themselves socially? What distinguishes their “persona” from their “true self”, and what causes that difference? 25. What do they need and want out of relationships, and how do they go about getting it? 26. How do they view and feel about relationships, and how might this manifest in how they handle them, if it does? ACTIVITIES AND PREFERENCES. 27. What do they strongly like and dislike, in any category? Why? 28. What are they likely to do if they have the opportunity, resources, and time to accomplish it? Why? 29. What kind of activities, interests, and hobbies do they have? What significance and impact do these have in their lives, both positive and negative? 30. What is their preferred level of activity and stimulation? How do they cope if they get either too little or too much? 31. Is there anything that counts as a “dealbreaker” for them, positively or negatively? What makes things go smoothly, and what spoils an activity or ruins their day? Why? 32. Do they have any “props” that are a significant part of their life, identity, activities, or self-presentation somehow? What are they, how are they used, and why are they so significant? How would these props’ absence impact them, how would they compensate, and why? THINKING AND LEARNING. 33. How do they learn about the world–what is their preferred learning style? Hands-on learning with trial and error? Research, reading, and note-taking? Observation or rote memorization? Inductive or deductive reasoning? Seeking patterns and organization? Taking things apart and putting them back together? Creative processing via discussing, writing about, or dramatizing things? 34. How do they understand the world–what kind of worldview and thought processes do they have? Why? 35. How and why do they internalize knowledge? What effect has that had on them? 36. How much do they rely on their minds and intellect, versus other approaches like relying on instinct, intuition, faith and spirituality, or emotions? What is their opinion on this? 37. Have they had any special education or training that colors their means of learning about or understanding the world? Conversely, do they lack some kind of education considered essential in their world? What kind of impact has this addition or lack had on them? 38. Is there anything they wish they could change about their worldview or thought processes? What, and why? 39. What sort of questions or thoughts recur in their lives, either specifically or as a theme? Why are these never answered, or answered permanently to their satisfaction? 40. What do they wonder about? What sparks their curiosity and imagination, and why? How is this expressed, if it is? FREE FOR ALL. 41. What associations do they bring to mind? Words or phrases, images, metaphors or motifs? Why? 42. I have a question of my own!

[achills-deactivated20160908]

[king-of-the-wasteland]

Hails will be here tomorrow :D !!!!!!!!!

[favoritexson]

//activity has been sparse, because of a lot of shit Now I might be active but probably still not because the most amazing girl is finally coming over tomorrow!!!! :D

[favoritexson]

Steam might as well be coming out of his ears and nose right now (it had to be blown off somewhere right?) because it sure as hell felt like his brain had become a bloody water boiler. He hadn’t done anything wrong, the professors and other students had already given him enough shit, and here he was trying to at least let someone know they weren’t alone as a victim of this situation- and he got shot down.

“There’s nothing wrong with my atti-” Tunny had been about to go at it, full volume, until he caught her eyes. Pretty eyes. Exhausted beat up eyes too. 

And all of a sudden he found himself incapable of speech. Or even capable of really looking at her again at all. “Good luck with that then..” Came a grumbled reply before the teen turned sharply, hoisting his bag over his shoulder in a rough motion. For a moment he stayed, glued to the floor while searching for something to say. But what was the point? She obviously just wanted to be mad at him too. Wouldn’t be the first one either!

So he marched off. Might as well head to the dean straight away. 

[painted-bees]

Character solidifying!

[rockinrpmemes]

1. How does your character think of their father? What do they hate and love about him? What influence - literal or imagined - did the father have? 2. Their mother? How do they think of her? What do they hate? Love? What influence - literal or imagined - did the mother have? 3. Brothers, sisters? Who do they like? Why? What do they despise about their siblings? 4. What type of discipline was your character subjected to at home? Strict? Lenient? 5. Were they overprotected as a child? Sheltered? 6. Did they feel rejection or affection as a child? 7. What was the economic status of their family? 8. How does your character feel about religion? 9. What about political beliefs? 10. Is your character street-smart, book-smart, intelligent, intellectual, slow-witted? 11. How do they see themselves: as smart, as intelligent, uneducated? 12. How does their education and intelligence – or lack thereof - reflect in their speech pattern, vocabulary, and pronunciations? 13. Did they like school? Teachers? Schoolmates? 14. Were they involved at school? Sports? Clubs? Debate? Were they unconnected? 15. Did they graduate? High-School? College? Do they have a PHD? A GED? 16. What does your character do for a living? How do they see their profession? What do they like about it? Dislike? 17. Did they travel? Where? Why? When? 18. What did they find abroad, and what did they remember? 19. What were your character’s deepest disillusions? In life? What are they now? 20. What were the most deeply impressive political or social, national or international, events that they experienced? 21. What are your character’s manners like? What is their type of hero? Whom do they hate? 22. Who are their friends? Lovers? ‘Type’ or ‘ideal’ partner? 23. What do they want from a partner? What do they think and feel of sex? 24. What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually? 25. What are their hobbies and interests? 26. What does your character’s home look like? Personal taste? Clothing? Hair? Appearance? 27. How do they relate to their appearance? How do they wear their clothing? Style? Quality? 28. Who is your character’s mate? How do they relate to him or her? How did they make their choice? 29. What is your character’s weaknesses? Hubris? Pride? Controlling? 30. Are they holding on to something in the past? Can he or she forgive? 31. Does your character have children? How do they feel about their parental role? About the children? How do the children relate? 32. How does your character react to stress situations? Defensively? Aggressively? Evasively? 33. Do they drink? Take drugs? What about their health?  34. Does your character feel self-righteous? Revengeful? Contemptuous? 35. Do they always rationalize errors? How do they accept disasters and failures? 36. Do they like to suffer? Like to see other people suffering? 37. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories? 38. Are they basically negative when facing new things? Suspicious? Hostile? Scared? Enthusiastic? 39. What do they like to ridicule? What do they find stupid? 40. How is their sense of humor? Do they have one? 41. Is your character aware of who they are? Strengths? Weaknesses? Idiosyncrasies? Capable of self-irony? 42. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain? 43. Does your character have any secrets? If so, are they holding them back? 44. How badly do they want to obtain their life objectives? How do they pursue them? 45. Is your character pragmatic? Think first? Responsible? All action? A visionary? Passionate? Quixotic? 46. Is your character tall? Short? What about size? Weight? Posture? How do they feel about their physical body? 47. Do they want to project an image of a younger, older, more important person? Does they want to be visible or invisible? 48. How are your character’s gestures? Vigorous? Weak? Controlled? Compulsive? Energetic? Sluggish? 49. What about voice? Pitch? Strength? Tempo and rhythm of speech? Pronunciation? Accent? 50. What are the prevailing facial expressions? Sour? Cheerful? Dominating?

[shesnipes-archive]

This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-”  etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction.

[thedarkestofponds]

Rule one: Always hide the pain.

Six word story (via thedarkestofponds)

[reclusivehermit-deactivated2021]

[constantquibbling-deactivated20]

Send me '☯ + a scene from my characters canon' and I will drabble it from my character's POV.

[favoritexson]

This really had to be the worst day in his entire life

Will had to skip a day of school to visit his grandma in the hospital and Johnny had managed to get the flu. In May! How did he even manage that? Lucky bastard was probably at home playing video games now or praticing guitar or something actually fun.

Leaving Tunny all alone to sit through an entire normal day. Except he had just been accused of stealing this girl’s lunch money! It was unfair and freaking bullshit and everything- But he had to set this right somehow. And wasn’t that her there, sitting in the corner by herself? Maybe she had to stay longer until the money was found. Whatever. This was his only chance- If she was busy with something else Tunny hadn’t noticed it, though for once he managed to remember his indoor voice.

“You don’t seriously think I took it, right?”

[majorxjones-blog]

Mis was exhausted and having a bad day already. Her father had left for deployment again the previous night abd she hadn’t gotten any sleep. Now she was stuck waiting behind in her language arts class, waiting for the teacher to talk to an administrator or whoever about her stolen lunch money. She remained in her desk, arms crossed over her chest and ignoring the request of the student who needed the desk for the next period that she move.

The blonde looked up at Tunny’s voice, expression telling him that she really wasn’t in the mood for any of this. She didn’t do anything other than glare for several moments before sighing and leaning against the desk. “I don’t know. But, SOMEBODY took it, and I really don’t have anyone to bring me anymore, so if you know anything you should really help me out. ”

[favoritexson]

Oh shit she really wasn’t happy. Well duh, he wouldn’t be jumping with joy  in her position too, but his own wasn’t all that great right now either! Her attack had him shoot straight into defensive, mouth already open in protest and arms spread wide.

“You think I’d still be hanging around if I did?!” 

Not a second after the words had left his lips Tunny gave a grunt, both palms dragging down his face. “What bullshit...” Sure he felt bad for the girl, hell he’d give some of his lunch to make up for it if he had the money left- but as a simple guy, what did she expect of him? Another glance over his shoulder around the room was met with avoidance. For once everyone was staying away from the drama as much as they could.