milo🎀₊˚⊹ᰔ @fawn2earth - Tumblr Blog

My words are in permanent pink ink. they look appealing without further analyzation, but the further you read the more you understand that the pain which I have endured has been so gruesome that I have no choice but to be presented as perfect. It has caused a new kind of pain for me; pink pain in pink ink.

-𝓗.𝓔.𝓡. ♡

your gaze was so hypnotizing, so kind, so loving. . every time i gazed upon them every emotion i was once feeling faded away. .you were the angel i had been waiting for. . the dark cloud of fog that once hovered over me was no longer to be seen

safe, comfort, understood, i found myself seeping into the eyes of someone that once held my entire world together, i knew i loved those eyes the moment we met, i felt like i finally found a soul that completely aligned with mine.. until that gaze became one i no longer felt safe and comfortable with. . it became a gaze of something i could no longer reciprocate. .understanding and sympathy . . after the countless times of disappointment and pain those same eyes gave me, i realized that even the kindest of eyes can be so deceiving, once the hypnotized state of mind faded away and my mind was cleared, i saw you for what you truly were. . the angel of deception.

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the selfish part of me wishes that you will come back and that we can try again . . but my self respect tells me that’s fucking stupid.

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i poisoned myself slowly when you entered my life.

every time i forgave the disrespect, the pain, the anger, it was another drop to my cup of despair. i found you so beautiful, kind, loving. . but underneath that mask was someone who wasn’t capable of thinking about anyone else but themselves and how their actions affected others . . selfish is what you are and that’s when the poison finally hit me and i woke up. . i knew what i had to do. . i had to let you go and when i did, the poison left my body and i no longer became sick. i gained back the strength that i lost when i let you in my life. . you’re gone and for that i am now thankful and free from the poison that was you.

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i knew we weren’t meant to be when i ignored every boundary and lost the self respect i had for myself just to make sure you were happy, every time i excused a pattern, broken boundaries, and countless pain put upon me, it showed that in the end of everything this was always our outcome, no matter how hard i tried to avoid it. loving you to the point of disrespecting myself is something i will never do again because it’s not worth losing myself in you and forgetting who i am.

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