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apparently I broke a rule? Used to be the saddestfckinsack. if you know me, holler. I'll find everyone again.

#saddestfckinsack #saddest sack is back #finding deathbestie and coffeedaddy first tho #reboot

Ignore me, it's a rant.

I had 8 new cases assigned to me this week, while another para is on vacation and I'm covering, AND in the middle of one of the most deadline intensive week's I've had in the past 2 years. And I like the pace and I juggle things well, but my time is scheduled. Very precisely.

And when I'm busy, my atty isn't because we work in tandem on things. Being guilted into going to lunch with him and the nightmare coworker fucking sucks because if I say no, I'm not a team player. And if I say yes (which I did because I don't sign my own paychecks), I have to stay late because the clerk's deadlines are FIRM.

So now, I'm overstimulated, behind, and taking a 5 minute break to cry and furiously type this out so that I don't (literally) have a heart attack before I leave for the day. I love this job, because the work takes the things that are a struggle for me and turns them into a strength. And today it feels the opposite. The ways I can be successful aren't enough because I'm not a social butterfly. I'm just not good at it. I'm not good at the sudden stops and starts and feeling like my stress is the butt of someone else's joke.

I'm so disregulated. I can't recombobulate fast enough. I hate this.

#the saddest sack is still sad #just yappin #ignore me i'm just getting it out of my body #i am literally having a full-blown ASD meltdown and the mask hasn't slipped like this at work before and i feel like a failure

watermotif

once i get taken out back and shot i'll be fine

fckinyikesbro

waiting for someone to take me for a nice ride to live on the farm. any day now.

xcvntdragulax

panajan

#me when you say “I will literally come to you”#god I'm so boring

canwriteitbetterthanueverfeltit

hey, tag this with a food people get really upset about you not liking

#SLIDERS #like the tiny burgers #and avocados #people get really mad about sliders and avocados?

provinzpoet

twotheleft

2087

strangerbynight9889

starlit-meadow

It's deadline day. And the only thing worse than deadline day is the absolute shit show that is billing a 11 hour day in 6 minute increments.

Send coffee and lil forehead kisses.

PS. My pants have dragons on them. ⤵️

#corporate emo #elder emo #girls with tattoos #work selfie #the saddest sack is still sad #lil dopamine treats #gonna efile these hands #proof of life #for real send a diet coke because I hate billing time more than I hate myself and that's saying a LOT

first day back work and I refuse to let go of vacation mode. is the sunburn from the beach? From my inbox dumpster fire? idk but also idc 😌

#elder emo #girls with tattoos #corporate emo #work selfie #vacation mode is in effect forever #just yappin #the saddest sack is still sad #lil dopamine treats #gonna efile these hands

#sadsack vacation updates #lil dopamine treats #the saddest sack is less sad #the sunburn I have as a result of this beach is killer #is it time for a vacation photo dump?

as of 6 PM, I am on vacation. which means today is -B O N K E R S- prepping cases and filing things and drafting things.

the only plus side, other than a scheduled out of office email message, is being called the "favorite legal baby" by a different firm. like okay. you're not wrong. but you ain't gotta say it like that, mr. g.

#corporate emo #elder emo #girls with tattoos #work selfie #gonna efile these hands #lil dopamine treats #the saddest sack is still sad #the favorite legal baby apparently

vangelicveal

Bang.

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