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Text 📱: Mason 📩 Kylie

Mason: If I have a free weekend I will. It's not that easy to just fly to New York

Mason: That's amazing, how many shows do you have left?

Mason: Where's Farley?

Kylie: I understand

Kylie: Until August 7

Text 📱: Mason 📩 Kylie

Mason: It might not but I prefer not to be optimistic

Mason: What's been your favorite part so far? If you have any shows near by let me know

Mason: Thank you, I appricate it

Kylie: Sadly, I'm only doing shows in NYC. You can come by any time tho!

Kylie: I don't have any favorite part, I love everything

Text 📱: Mason 📩 Kylie

Mason: Life's been great so I'm waiting for everything to go to hell

Mason: It's all good, how is the play going?

Mason: Sometimes after you sleep with someone things get complicated

Kylie: Don't say that, it might not turn to hell

Kylie: It's going great!!! I love it and i'm having so so much fun! I can't believe i get to do this

Kylie: well, i wasn't going to let it ruin the relation we have.

Text 📱: Mason 📩 Kylie

Mason: Hey

Mason: How are you doing?

Mason: We haven't talked since the trip and I wasn't sure if things were okay between us

Kylie: Hi

Kylie: I'm very good how about you?

Kylie: I'm so sorry, I got so much things going on at once, I'm actually in New York City right now. Of course everything is okay between us, why wouldn't it be okay?

“I think I will pay for everything from now on.” Kylie chuckled, following her friend.

Kylie smiled wide, “Thank you very much. I’m very proud and excited about it. Yes it does but I could never compare myself to them.”

“Alright. Let me know if you can make it then.” She smiled slightly. “Would you like to go grab a coffee or something? My treat.”

“I’m glad that you are happier now.” Kylie smiled genuinely at him.

“Hannah, it’s not like we would get into a relationship. He’s my friend and he’s treating me well as a friend. I know what I deserve, otherwise I would probably be in relationship right now. I was just saying, you don’t have to use them if you don’t want to or you can’t.”

“I don’t believe he used me to do that. Like he planned to cheat on her and picked me.” Kylie said to her. “I know, what else is new?” She added. “I’m not asking for you to forget all of this either. The first show is on a Saturday. I don’t think Lucie has nursery school on weekend and if Torrance is not working on weekends, you guys could come just for the weekend. Like I said, you have the key and I promise to not show up there. It’s yours now so you can come down whenever you have time, even if you don’t come to see me. It could be a little family holiday. Just think about it.”

“I’m not defending him at all. I’m just telling you that he didn’t think about me while he was with you. I do not agree of how he reacted with to the situation and he knows that I’m on your side. But he haven’t done anything to me and he was also my friend when you were going out. It happened once and it was a one night thing. I’m not asking you to forgive me right now, just to not to give up on our friendship like that. I’m only going there for a few months, not forever.” Kylie sighed and pulled out an envelope from her purse and handed it to her. “I got those tickets for my first representation and there’s also a key in it. I kept the apartment that we used to live in for a while. I have a hotel room that I will live in. You can come visit with Lucie anytime and even bring Torrance with you. He can also assist to the representation because there’s two tickets in it. I can find a nanny that could care of Lucie for the evening if Torrence come along. You don’t have to come but if you change your mind... I really hope you’ll come tho.”

“He wasn’t looking at me while he was with you. He would have never looked at anyone else but you, Hannah. I don’t know what went through my head went it happen but it wasn’t the best decision I made. I made a mistake and I’m not proud of it, but you’re over him and you got your own little family, it’s not like I did this while you were still going out with him. It was just a hookup, nothing more special. It happened literally last week, I wanted to tell you as soon as I see you, which I did. I didn’t even know your sister did that and I’m sorry that she did. I’m not saying that it’s okay either, but I told you the truth and I apologized for it. If you really want to end our friendship because of this mistake, then fine. I can’t keep you from leaving. But remember that I always stood by your side no matter what since kindergarten and that you’re willing to walk out on me for doing one mistake. I understand that you’re hurt, mad and that you need time to process this. But willing to end everything that we have for this, hurts.”

“I understand, but you could’ve texted me or something. I was worried about you,” She smiled slightly. “Is everything okay?”

“I didn't exactly look at him and told myself that someday, I would have with him. He always been off limits in my mind, for obvious reasons. We went camping on an island with Nala and Farley, we both needed to get away and clear our minds of things. We drank a little too much wine and he told me that he had a crush on me. But I never thought him more than a good friend to me. He’s a very sweet boy, that made mistakes as well. I’m not saying that I’m proud I did that and I do feel bad to have done this to SJ. I never did that before and I never thought I would ever do that either. I hardly think that something will ever happen between Mason and I. Theo, you barely dated him back to Fucked Up. It’s not like I planned any of this either, feelings just happened. I have a strong connection to him and like I said I told you that. I didn't tell him I loved him as well. I’ve never said those words to anyone except you but it’s different. I didn't mean to hurt you in anyway, Han. You know me, I would never do anything to intentionally hurt you. I know you're trying to look up for me, but I’m gonna make mistakes eventually. I’m not perfect. I’m sorry for all of this and I’m sorry that you think that I’m a shitty friend.”

“And of course, I’m the only one to take the blame. You don’t put more effort into this than I am, Hannah. Yes, I work a lot, I barely have time for myself. But I do not neglect my family or friends. I might not come back to LA a lot, but you can always call or facetime. This has nothing to do with my work. You think our friendship is done because you say so. You always blame everyone. I’ve always got your back and stood by yourself. And for once in my life, I put myself first and decided to do something I love, I did make some sacrifice to go away from everyone, which by the way, freaked the fuck out of me because I would be alone but I did it anyway. I always been one call away and I would jump on that plane without a second thought if you would really need me by your side for something.”

“Hannah, I always told you that you can come visit me whenever you want. You can even bring Lucy and Torrance, I don’t mind at all. It’s not because i’m away that I’m not there for you. Don’t say that I don’t care about our friendship because I do. So much. I’m going away for three months, not forever. You can be a part of it but you also have a life of your own. I can’t ask you to push everything aside anytime I come back or by coming with me to Vancouver. But my door is always open for you, you know it.”

“No, we are far from being a couple, Hannah. I care about your relationship, but you didn’t even tell me about it. Maybe, but it’s been one of my biggest dreams as well as acting, you know that. You don’t even seem to be happy for me. I made efforts, when I came back I told you I could babysit her, and I asked to see her whenever I was with you. You’re telling me that we don’t talk a lot but you don’t call or answer my calls so it’s not all my fault.”

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