mean dream &

carter; twenty super tired, rich in spirit, but low in protein.

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idk at this point rip to this rp

if u wanna talk to me or like contact me ill prob check this account and charlie’s still for a little bit or send me a msg on my main @hailcarter idk man 

this is so SAD .

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@mernphis: @cwhitely are u having an existential crisis?? do u need lasik? ?

@cwhitely: @mernphis i am Suffering and i just need a long nap and maybe a glass of milk , i'll be ok i swear

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@mernphis: @cwhitely ok but will u be a thief and murderer?? #tsunderepirates u kno

@cwhitely: @mernphis probably, at this junction im unsure if my blindness will create a drastic change in my behavior . is mercury still in retrograde? who knows who i am, who i will be

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@mernphis: @cwhitely i dunno man, i bet there r 1 or 2 out there :///

@mernphis: @cwhitely maybe theyre nice under all the arrgs and eyepatches

@cwhitely: @mernphis i get what u r saying but isnt it in the job desc that pirates r thieves and murderers idk :/ maybe the pirate from spongebob is ok

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@mernphis: @cwhitely but if ur too intimidating ppl might not be very friendly ◕‸◕

@cwhitely: @mernphis have u ever heard of a friendly pirate? dont exist sorry

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@mernphis: @cwhitely i dunno, wouldn't you need a slashed face for that name ? 🤔

@mernphis: @cwhitely how about "one eye o' the seven seas"

@cwhitely: @mernphis seems so badass tho, i wanna be a pirate that ppl dont wanna mess with !! i do like that name tho, i rly do

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@willowmac: without judgement???? lmao says who???

@cwhitely: @willowmac i have a feeling u judge everyone, ur an outlier to my cAUSE

[emilioathanas]

“I’d be great on TV, you… I suppose there’s always hair and makeup… And editing,” she mused, her tone flat. She wouldn’t of said anything nice even if she could bring herself to think of something. “Fist fights could be arranged, I’m probably more suited to fighting than you, and better at it. You can just do those sweet little segments.” She raised her eyebrow, “If you’re trying to propose then you should just say it. I knew there was a reason you let me dye your hair, was it love at first sight?”

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“I have a personality for TV. Don’t try to make me think otherwise. If this were Big Brother, I’d be absolutely killing this shit.” He wanted to comment, to argue that he could indeed be menacing and suited to brawl with anyone, but he knew that Natalia was probably right. He sighed, nodding, “You’ll be the brawn, I’ll cheer you on from the side. Okay? I’m your support system since you are, obviously, the love of my life. Fire of my loins. Of course, I was taken away by your instant intimidation tactics and glamorous aura.”

[emilioathanas]

“Good luck, you’ll probably end up on TMZ. I’ll give a dramatic interview crying and get Theo to pitch in that it may have been partly his fault,” she told Carter, eyebrows raising as she shifted her weight to one foot, “You deserve what I give you. That’s the great thing about being my best friend, isn’t it? You’re obligated to accept me no matter how I treat you.”

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“You think I can make a living off of that? Get some insider connections through TMZ, we’ll become a TV show. Something like Real World but with a road trip. We just need more fist fights.” He was somewhat invested in this, rambling without a cause before focusing again at the matter at hand. “You’re right, you’re right. Through thick and thin, no wait- that’s marriage.”

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@loganyoung: @cwhitely I'm into the useless, but interesting facts on Google.

@cwhitely: @loganyoung i guess that is something. do you know what the first music video they played on mtv was? the buggles, video killed the radio star: fact of the day from me

[emilioathanas]

“I don’t think they’d like me telling you, Carter. It’s a road trip secret. Like fight club except more glamorous,” she told the boy, she was making no attempt to clarify anything, he was leading himself around in circles and she loved it. “Reluctant? What on Earth do you mean? You’re my best friend.”

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“A road trip secret? That I’m not apart of? That’s it, that’s the last straw. I’m getting off at the next stop and wandering on my own. Goodbye cruel world.” He scowled, putting on a very dramatic facade for the sake of it. He halted in his moaning, expression weary but visibly brightened. “Best friend? You are cruel, Talia. I deserve more than this joke if you are honestly and truly my best friend.” 

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@mernphis: @cwhitely arr, matey

@cwhitely: @mernphis yes jokes, love it already . what u reckon my pirate name should be? im partial to cap'n slashface

[ellie-wtf-blog]

Angelique gave a small pout to the male before handing him the soda bottle. “It might just get serious. You should rest with me. Maybe just sit here and not do anything too strenuous.” 

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“Trust me, I’m in for the long haul now. Movement? Nah, not gonna move a single ligament. Barely even breathe. Just in case, yeah?” He laughed, joyous smile high on his face. “How’d you ‘hurt’ yourself, huh? Was it that jostling car ride? Got me. These people, horrible drivers.”

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@cwhitely: i lost a contact fck fkc i am blind in one eye now

@cwhitely: pros- i can wear an eye patch without judgment cons- im blind. hm , thoughts?

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(he is totally cool, everything on this bucket list is Too Cool and not Sappy.)

not in any specific order:

get another tattoo (meaningful this time)

learn sign language

perform a comedy routine

talk a cop out of a ticket (ultimate charisma test)

see the world’s large ball of twine

be in love

learn piano, again

get over camping fear

win over $200 gambling

get a pet, become best friends

actually make parents proud

[traitcrs-blog]

i’m praying you don’t see the signs. | carter & jamie

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It was a long couple of minutes of labored breaths and racing thoughts, but eventually, finally, it was over. Jamie could breathe again. And he was exhausted. He didn’t acknowledge Carter much, simply laid down and curled up in the blankets, silent. What he did instead of using his words like a big boy was pull at Carter’s arm to send the wordless message of hold me curl up against me don’t leave me alone. He just hoped it worked, because he knew he’d be restless without some form of comfort, something holding him down and telling him it’s okay.

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Carter let himself be pulled, eyebrows furrowing slightly as he did the only thing he could think of at the moment- he shifted his arms so they were loosely tucked against Jamie’s. He let out some loud breaths, trying to mimic the pattern that Jamie was slowly adapting, stagnant warmth enveloping the air timidly. “It’s okay, it’s alright.” He spoke softly, confident. His own eyes grew droopy, comfortable knowing that in his arms Jamie felt secure enough to fight through panic. “You’ll be alright, Jamie. I’m here for you.”

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i’m praying you don’t see the signs. | carter & jamie

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The last panic attack Jamie had was a year ago, back at a party when he’d played spin the bottle. Instead of kissing a girl like he’d hoped for, it landed on a cute boy, and despite Jamie’s brain screaming at him that this wasn’t okay, he’d still enjoyed it, and the warring emotions had sent him spiraling. It’d happened again, on a much bigger scale, of course, with Carter. Jamie couldn’t admit that there was something there, something more than friendship, and it was terrifying. He felt Carter’s hand on his back, grounding him. He needed to stay grounded. But then Carter was moving away and no, no, Jamie needed him, he couldn’t leave. Jamie reached out frantically, grabbing at Carter’s hand and squeezing it tightly. Too tight. Because maybe the person who’d caused this panic attack would fix it, too.

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Carter’s eyes zeroed in on Jamie’s tight grip on his hand, mind stopping it’s screaming and chaotic ‘what do i do what do i do’ into something more akin to understanding. “Okay, okay.” He mumbled under his breath, reassuring to himself more than anything, and  positioned himself behind the boy once again with a palm flat against Jamie’s spine. He was still confused, still scared and worried that he wasn’t doing the most to his ability to help out a friend. He figured that is what Jamie needed right now, not someone who would kiss him into submission but someone that would stay when things got too much. Carter shifted, his body tense as he looked for any signs that Jamie was starting to breathe normally again. God, did he hope things wouldn’t go back to being awkward against after this.