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Thomas "axel" Blake 32 || bartender || criminal Born in Brisbane, Australia. single x messed up x miserable {serenitybayrpg account }

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blxssviolet:

Violet had no answer to that. Nothing other then her being selfish, other then her wanting to pretend with him because she wanted everything she couldn’t have and she wanted it with him. “I’m sorry” she whispered, there being nothing left to say. “He has power, he has influence. There was no way it was ever going to happen and things would have just gotten worse if I suggested the idea of it and-” Her words stopped at his next question. Looking away, she wrapped her arms around herself, suddenly looking very small, like a frightened child who didn’t know how to face the monster. “It’s not safe.” God, she hated the sound of that. It sounded pathetic to her own ears and that was how she felt. Pathetic.

Apologises never meant anything to Axel. Especially coming from Violet. She was the reason his heart had been aching for the last six months. A simple sorry wasn’t going to make anything better. “If he was intimidating, or had power-- you could have gotten people involved that would help you. Lawyers, cops--” he shook his head and then narrowed his eyes. “If it wasn’t safe, you could have asked for help. Is he dangerous? Did he hurt you?”

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Dylan: oh my god. axel...i swear to god...lol those are gonna be some funky looking kids

Dylan: HA..HA..shut up. i hate you XD

Axel: A human/car hybrid. Sounds fucking awesome. xD

Axel: AHAHAH make me.

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Axel kept working his mouth over Dylan’s hot core, moaning at the sweet taste that lingered in his mouth....which only encouraged him to wanna pleasure her more and more. One of his arms wrapped around her thigh to hold her still, while his other hand moved to join his mouth between her legs. He slipped two of his fingers inside her and began thrusting them in and out of her at a steady pace, his arousal increasing rapidly while he pleasured her.

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Dylan: it does! Thank you, a 😊😊😊

Dylan: Hahahahahaha omg you’re gonna run away with my car, have fun with the exhaust pipe 😂😂

Axel: AHHAHA it'll be an epic love story. your car and I will road trip around America together. We'll send you heaps of pictures.

Axel: And if she breaks down, I'll give you a call. OK?

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Dylan: perfect you’re gonna love it..you know I’ve been working on this forever..

Dylan: oh yes ;) only one of them you can actually kiss and get one back

Axel: hard work pays off. i'm proud of you!

Axel: hey, we don't know that. this car could surprise us both when i kiss it. looool.

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Dylan: how about I roll up in it and just show you instead, you need to see the beauty..plus me ofc

Axel: Sounds like a good plan, babe.

Axel: AHA. So you're bringing over two beauties then. ;)

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dylan: you should be free tonight..cause I finished the car I’ve been working on and I wanna take it for a test drive.. 😛

axel: what kinda car is it? Come pick me up in it!!!!

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blxssviolet:

“I could imagine that with you! I wanted that! I just can’t have it and seeing you there, seeing the ring before hand made me realise I couldn’t drag you along, not on a hope that would never come true!” Violet’s voice was tearing at her throats now, tears pouring down her face because this wasn’t how it was supposed to go. “I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry that you had to go through that because no, you didn’t do anything wrong. Maybe we could have figured that out but who knows now? I-” The woman stopped and she looked down, raising her trembling hands to cover her face. Why could she say? What was she supposed to say? She knew that she should tell him all of it, tell him the truth. The whole truth. Yet, it was like she physically couldn’t get those words out, not after so many years of keeping his actions and behaviours a secret. “Because I- He wouldn’t- I can’t divorce him without him knowing where I am, and he wouldn’t do it unless he was forced too and that wouldn’t happen either. I’m stuck Axel, I’m stuck bei his wife because ere is no way for me to get out of it without going home and I can’t do that. I can’t.” He will kill me, or worse.

Axel turned away from her after his little out burst of emotions, trying to pull himself back together as he listened to her. “But the thing is-- you already had dragged me along. For an entire fucking year, Violet. If you weren’t interested in marriage, then wouldn’t it have been smart to maybe mention it at some point in the twelve months we were together? You let my hope build up for so long only to let it come crashing down.” he shook his head, expressionless as he looked at her now. “Why doesn’t he know where you are? And why aren’t lawyers involved if he’s refusing to divorce you?” he was trying to understand, but without all the information, he was obviously confused. “Why can’t you go home?”

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Axel smirked to himself at the wetness that was already beginning to pool between Dylan’s legs. It excited him like no other. He moaned softly as her hand gripped at his hair, continuing to run his fingers through her folds. When Dylan pulled out his cock, and started pumping it in her hand, Axel’s entire body jolted with impatience. With neediness. And lust. He retracted his hand from her panties and tugged the material down her legs, halting her hand against his cock from moving anymore. Instead, he removed her hand and quickly moved his lips down her naked body until his hot breath was on her pussy. His tongue eagerly moved through her folds, beginning to devour her core with his mouth.

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Axel let his hips grind hard between Dylan’s legs once he had lowered himself back down against her body. There was still so many clothes between them, but he was so lost in their kiss that pulling away to remove them was almost impossible. He only broke away from the kiss when he felt her finger tips trailing over the bulge in his jeans. “Always hard for you.” he corrected against her lips, undoing her jeans and tugging them down quickly. His eyes lustfully ran over her body and he slowly let his hand slip into her panties, circling his fingers over her clit. He leaned down further and closed his lips around one of her nipples, wanting to work her up as much as possible.

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Axel could already feel himself getting hard as Dylan’s hips constantly moved against him. Not only that, but the heated kiss was encouraging his body to react to her as well. His craving, as always, was quickly getting worse. He wrapped his arm securely around her waist and turned them over on the sofa so that he could get himself on top of her. He only let his lips move away from her neck when he was sure he’d left his mark against her skin and as soon as he did, he sat up and removed his shirt.

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dylan hit his shoulder a little bit, but it didn’t stop her from smirking. axel was much older, but she was very much attracted to him. kissing at his neck as he was taking a swig of the bottle. he was a connection she never wanted to leave, dylan felt different with him and she always craved more of it. her lips moved back up to his. “oh trust me, i know..we always end up naked somehow..” not all the time but a big portion of it. dylan slowly let her hips grind down into his lap. her hands covered his as she moved them up her shirt a little bit. 

Axel let his head tilt slightly when Dylan’s lips touched his neck, the gentle kisses were relaxing him in a way. But also turning him on as well. Dylan had that effect on him. Always had. From the moment they’d first met. She could turn him on, or calm his stressful mind down whenever he needed it. “....nothing wrong with being naked. Naked is the way to live. Amazing things happen when you and I get naked together...” he mumbled against her lips, moaning softly when he felt her hips grind against his. When his hands were moved, Axel pulled away from the kiss to remove the material from her body completely-- his lips moving down to her neck this time.

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“and i give you pussy whenever you need it too so don’t forget that..” she joked around him back. it was easy, even when they started talking a few years ago it just flowed and it was rare dylan found that in another human. a bright smile was on her face as she looked at axel, she welcomed his hands on her waist. “you know that’s always a yes…” leaning down to connect their lips as she moaned softly in a content. “just need a little lovin’ that’s all huh?” smiling against his lips as she deepened the kiss slowly. 

"Oh, yeah....right. Sorry. I totally forgot about that part.” Axel spoke in sarcasm. As if he’d actually forget about all the intimate times he’d shared with Dylan. If anything, it had brought the two closer together. His connection with Dylan was one he could never let go of. Even if he wasn’t the man he pretended to be. Taking the bottle back from her, Axel took one last swig of it before setting it down on the table beside the sofa and going back to kissing her again. “Mhm....always in need of a little lovin’...you should know this by now.”

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“oh yeah totally, i know why you keep me around..” she smiled and patted his chest. if there was any man she went to besides her father it was always axel. the man had a special place in her heart and mind and it always felt amazing when she was near him. humming against the mans lips until they broke the kiss and she just smiled. “can’t stop won’t stop…and you weren’t complaining either..” she followed him as she straddled his lap as she looked at him, taking the bottle she took a swig of it. they always ended up here, and she didn’t mind. she trusted axel, and it was hard to do, hard to get. 

"I keep you around because you fix my car for me at a discounted price whenever I need it.” Axel jokingly teased. As she joined him on the sofa, Axel handed her the bottle back and rested his hands against her petite waist. “Okay...as much as I’m enjoying drinking alcohol with you, can we please go back to making out? I’ve just spent an annoying amount of time at work-- I need some physical fun right now...” he leaned in to reconnect their lips.

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blxssviolet:

“I loved you too! I swear! I never would have gone into anything if I didn’t. I promise.” Not that her promises meant much to him probably. “No, no it wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t you at all. Things were so dark Axel, and you were this beautiful light that I thought could light up my life forever, but I was going to overwhelm you, I knew that.” Violet visibly flinched as he shouted at her, turning her head away for a moment. It was hard, looking at him. “I’m not” she whispered, voice breaking. I’ve been married since I was twenty-one but h-he doesn’t even know I’m here. I haven’t seen him in years, we’re only married legally, nothing else!” Not that it sounded any better. Tears were freely running down her face and her words were leaving her mouth so fast and in such panic that she wouldn’t be surprised if he couldn’t understand her. If he knew everything that maybe he would get why she had done what she had, but no one in this whole world knew everything and he couldn’t be the first. Even though currently, she was quite sure she sounded like a despicable human being, a lying whore. That’s what he’d say anyway.

"You loved me, but you had no intention of having a future with me. I was just someone that you kept around because I was as you say it, the light in your darkness. You dragged me along, letting me believe that we could be happy together. That we could eventually get married, have kids-- have a fucking future together....” he was yelling, but not in anger. In disappointment, and sadness. “You know, I’ve spent the last six months heartbroken. The guilt that was eating away at me was insane. Keeping my job a secret from you-- I was convinced that that’s what screwed up our relationship. I blamed myself entirely for what happened. And I knew that lying to you was what tore us apart....and now, now I find out that you were keeping this from me?! That you were-- that you are married to someone else? Where is this guy now? Why haven’t you divorced him if you’re not with him?”