then the walls came crumbling down--OPEN
She awoke to a rough sandpapery tongue on her cheek and a pounding in her head. Â Opening bleary eyes, Lucinda sat up and almost passed out again. She didnât know what had happened, other than that she had walked in the door to her house and then been hit over the head.
Heart poundingâbecause it wasnât as if getting knocked over the head when walking into your own house ever lead to anything goodâLucinda picked up her black cat, cradling her in her arms, relieved at least that she was safe, and looked around. Â The house was a mess. A lamp was on the floor, broken, cushions from the couch had been slashed, papers were thrown everywhere, and there was glass, so much glass. Â
Unsteadily, Lucinda tried to get to her feet and almost slipped. Looking down, she realized she had been lying in a pool of blood.
Lucinda put a hand to her mouth fighting the sudden urge to retch. She didnât feel as if she had been injured. Didnât feel as if the blood could be hers. Â Tentative fingers slid up her scalp to the back of her head to check. A headache, but no open wound.
âMum?â Lucinda called out, her voice coming out hoarse at first. She coughed and tired again. âMum? Â Da?â
The silence echoed back at her, mocking. Â The house was deadly still. And thatâs what she was afraid of. Â
Tetu squirmed in her arms and Lucinda put her down. Immediately, she missed the comforting weight of the cat against her chest. She wrapped her arms around her waist.
She passed the grandfather clock in the hall which was strangely undamaged. Â
The kitchen was filled with more destruction. Â Food and glass mixed on the floor. All of the cupboards stood open, and now empty. Drawers were pulled out, their contents thrown everywhere.
Lucinda shivered. Whoever had been here had been mad.
âDa? Mum?â Lucinda tried again. She didnât know if they were here. She half hoped they were and half hoped they were not. Â But she was preparing herself to find them either way. Dead or alive.
Someone must have found out about Lucindaâs mother. That was the only explanation she could think of for this. Â Not that it had been some great secret. Lucinda had just not advertised the fact. Not been open about it. Older people in the Ministry had to know, so some of their children did too, right?
                                         Wrong.
Lucindaâs hand was clenched so tightly together, she didnât realize why it felt so strange. No wand. Patting herself down quickly, she found her wand where she had left it, tucked into the waistband of her pants. She pulled it out, fingers sliding against the familiar wood, seeking reassurance where there clearly was none.
She walked around the whole first floor until she came back to the front. And realized a message had been left for her.
                    Dirty-blood.
Drag marks in the blood, and bloody footprints, leading out the door.
Lucindaâs heart felt like it was beating in her throat. She tried to swallow and couldnât, tried to breathe and couldnât.
Not wanting to believe that it was true, she ran up the stairs, searching through the rooms there. Knowing sheâd find nothing except for more destruction.
As she ran towards her own room, she caught sight of herself in the hall mirror. She had blood all along one side of her body, dried now. Â Palms stained red. Splatter on her cheek. Hair sticky with it. Eyes wide in a pale face.
Lucinda stared at her reflection and forced herself to breathe. Breathe. Â
She walked into her room and was caught off guard. Everything in here was pristine, perfect. Except for her broomstick lying broken in two on the floor.
At the sight, Lucinda choked back a sob, dropping to her knees. Â This, this was what undid her. Made her realize this was targeted. She had known it was before, but this just drove it home. And suddenly Lucinda couldnât bear to be in this house for one second longer.
Jumping to her feet, Lucinda clattered down the stairs. Â
âTetu!â she called, relieved when the cat came unhurriedly to her side. Using her wand, Lucinda cast a sleeping spell on the cat to make her easier to transport. Where she was going she had no idea. ExceptâŚ.
Tetu clasped to her chest, Lucinda ran out the door. She was in no state of mind to Apparate but she did it anyway. What was getting Splinched after all? After all this?
Lucindaâs feet slapped pavement, almost slipping on the wet cobblestones as she ran towards Emmaâs. Â Numb hands banged on the other girlâs door. âEmma!â she cried. Â âEmma, itâs me, let me in!â Â
She didnât know why she was at the door of her friend, hadnât seen her in weeks. Not sinceâwell since the last time she saw her. Emma hadnât been home in weeks, and Lucinda ought to know. She had practically haunted the place.
         Yesterday, all Lucinda had to worry about was where her best friend       had gone. Why she wasnât speaking to her. What the fuck she was doing.
Today, there was so much more.
Lucinda pounded on the door, knowing it was no use. Â Crying, screaming her friendâs name until she realized that she was drawing attention to herself, that if people were looking for her, she was making it pretty obvious where she was.
Her mouth snapped shut and, still holding her catâs sleeping body, she turned away from the door as quickly as if she had been slapped.
She hurried back into the street, and just started running, running. Because she didnât know where to go or what to do. She was lost and alone.