so many wonderful things to see.

[fcrthestars]

⋆˙⟡.⋆˙˖✧ - fcrthestars: a study in grief, hope, and carrying on. current highest muses: robby (esp w/rebecca), samira, adri, bob and nat

[aedearly]

✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑵 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of character analysis/headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.

[ 🖐️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? [ ☂️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they crave touch or fear it ? [ 🎐 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a sound, like a song or voice, that they associate with peace ? [ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ? [ 💤 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ? [ 🦇 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a fear they never talk about ? [ 🔒 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a secret they’ve sworn never to tell ? [ 🪢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they broke a promise ? [ 🫳 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ? [ 💼 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do they always carry with them ? [ 🧨 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the quickest way to set them off, even if they hide it well ? [ ⛓️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does guilt feel like to them ? [ 💢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho have they never forgiven and never will ? [ 🩸 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ? [ 🌧️ ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a pain they refuse to heal from ? [ 🪞 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen have they looked at their reflection and hated what they saw ? [ 📿 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat superstition or ritual do they cling to ? [ 🌊 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they cried ? [ 🐾 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo animals like them instinctively ? [ 🪶 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they laugh ? [ 🫀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho taught them what love is ? did it hurt ? [ 💭 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they believe they’re worthy of being loved ? [ 🎀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is their main love language ? [ 🔦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they search for ? [ 📜 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a story they love sharing with others ? [ 🌒 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a dream or goal they have given up on ? [ 🕯️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat memory do they replay when they’re alone ? [ 🌪️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the one choice they regret (not) making ? [ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ? [ 🍻 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of drunk are they ? [ ✉️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of letter would they write but never send ? [ 🗡️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a scar that they have but never talk about ? [ 🕸️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ? [ 🪦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ? [ 🎱 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of future do they crave, and who’s in it ? [ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ? [ 🍃 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they feel like they belong ? [ ⚓ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does “home” mean to them ? [ 🧭 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?

[wizzos]

" i'm sorry i'm just -- " debbie looks towards the room where mark is recovering, barely coming out of the coma that the latest attack has put him in. she might be in the hallway, but her mind hasn't left his room, " i'm sorry. what did you need? "

@fcrthestars , JEMMA addendum starter call

[fcrthestars]

Instinctually, Jemma follows Debbie's gaze back to Mark's room. Guilt pools low in her stomach; for all Jemma's confident managing complex care, it's conversations like these that still make her nervous.

She manages a brief smile, trying to reassure them both. "I wanted to check in on you, actually. I know it can't be easy here."

[nursc]

❛ i sincerely doubt that. ❜ there was nothing negative in her words; in fact, there was something positive running through it: the sun will rise again tomorrow, this isn't the last of their trouble, and there was more to know about jo.

it was exactly as she liked it.

❛ oh yeah, loads and loads of things, ❜ she lies, cheerfully, shifting her gaze back towards the locking mechanism. ❛ you can't even imagine. ❜

[fcrthestars]

There's an easy confidence to Christine's words that Jo finds comforting, enough so that they settle against the wall with a quiet sigh.

"We should wait," Jo whispers, watching Christine examine the door. "Even if I'm to be the distraction," something they still think should be Christine's role, "They'll likely expect us to try to escape now. Let's give it a few hours, see if their guards change or if they grow bored with us."

[fcrthestars]

da p.itt noms go hardddd

[fcrthestars]

if yall don’t here from me it’s bc it’s already 100 degrees and my house doesnt cool down well :// i hope yall are enjoying cooler temps

[fcrthestars]

i love how different weather apps cannot agree on the feels like temp. one says 95, another 106, and then 110.

[fcrthestars]

if yall don’t here from me it’s bc it’s already 100 degrees and my house doesnt cool down well :// i hope yall are enjoying cooler temps

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑾𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i won't apologize for the way i chose to survive.  ❜ ❛  i won't ask you to love me.  ❜ ❛  i won't be another thing you ruin and walk away from.  ❜ ❛  i won't be here when you finally decide you need me.  ❜ ❛  i won't be the reason for you to stay.  ❜ ❛  i won't be your second choice anymore.  ❜ ❛  i won't forgive you just because you finally feel guilty.  ❜ ❛  i won't hold you back anymore.  ❜ ❛  i won't keep setting myself on fire just to keep you warm.  ❜ ❛  i won't let myself hope for you again.  ❜ ❛  i won't let you do this alone.  ❜ ❛  i won't let you turn this around on me.  ❜ ❛  i won't make it so easy for you this time.  ❜ ❛  i won't tell you when i miss you.  ❜ ❛  i won't wait forever just because you're scared.  ❜ ❛  won't you at least say goodbye this time?  ❜ ❛  won't you be lonely without me?  ❜ ❛  won't you be sorry for once?  ❜ ❛  won't you look for me when i'm gone?  ❜ ❛  won't you miss being loved like that?  ❜ ❛  won't you miss me?  ❜ ❛  won't you regret this when it's too late?  ❜ ❛  won't you remember that i tried?  ❜ ❛  won't you tell me what i did wrong?  ❜ ❛  won't you wish you had said something kinder?  ❜ ❛  won't you wish you had stayed?  ❜ ❛  won't you wonder what could have been?  ❜ ❛  you won't admit that you hurt me because then you'd have to care.  ❜ ❛  you won't be able to fix this so easily.  ❜ ❛  you won't be the reason for me to stay.  ❜ ❛  you won't even look at me anymore.  ❜ ❛  you won't find me waiting for you ever again.  ❜ ❛  you won't get another chance.  ❜ ❛  you won't get to break me twice.  ❜ ❛  you won't have to worry about losing me anymore. you already did.  ❜ ❛  you won't keep using my love against me.  ❜ ❛  you won't know what to do with yourself when i stop needing you.  ❜ ❛  you won't remember this the way i will.  ❜ ❛  you won't say it, but i know you blame me.  ❜ ❛  you won't understand what you lost until i'm gone.  ❜

[fcrthestars]

Okay. Someone doesn’t like the classics. // @pittprodigy

"That's not true," Mel is quick to defend, chin pushing back in surprise. "I like plenty of movies that could be considered classics. There's It Happened on Fifth Avenue, which we watch every year around Christmas time." Although, unlike Elf, it's not a holiday movie that gets year-round playtime. "And there's Singing in the Rain, Jaws, The Princess Bride, Back to the Future, and When Harry Met Sally." She rattles off, picking up speed.

Mel could easily list off a dozen more movies, especially romantic comedies. She loves the tearful, heartfelt 'I love you's, the toe curling sweet first kisses, and waits, no matter how often she's watched a particular movie, with a bated breath as the characters run to each other to reunite at the end of the movie.

"But When You Were Sleeping," Mel shakes her head. "I can never make sense of that one. And I know romantic comedies as genre have some oddities, but isn't it creepy?"

[codeblued]

Coffee and company sounded heavenly against the backdrop of burning exhaustion, Sylvie trying to hide her relief at the prospect of feeling like a person again. Inclining her head towards the direction of the break room, she hoped they wouldn't get into any trouble for disappearing for a few minutes -- It was in their best interest, after all. Doctors on the brink of collapse probably weren't the best people to look after those in need.

"I still haven't learned the tricks of the trade when it comes to the night shift," she confessed, falling into step with Javadi. "Is this your first one?"

[fcrthestars]

Victoria pushes herself up out of the chair, following after Monroe with a little less guilt for needing a break now that she has a coconspirator.

"No," she answers with a tiny shake of her head. "I've gotten a few during rotations." The earliest ones had mostly been uneventful, more of hassle than actual work. "Most have been with the er, actually." Of course, the ones with the department hadn't been as chill.

"It makes me wonder how I'm going to handle all of this once a resident." Victoria shudders. "Feels impossible, honestly."

[fcrthestars]

tis switzerland vs colombia timeeeeee

[w4rfared]

“ well, good on you. mine is a hand-me-down from my eighty-four year old grandmother. ” he snorts. once rebecca is safely returned to her father, he stretches his arms above his head with a series of cracks and unflattering noises. “ took over her lease when i moved to pittsburgh, most of my stuff is hers. ” not that marco particularly minds. he’s an old soul, after all.

“ i wouldn’t say no to dinner, if you’re offering. ” it’s a rare thing, for marco to accept any sort of meal he hasn’t made himself. rarer still for him to accept eating take out that doesn’t come from concetta’s. but he hardly has anything resembling a social life these days - he needs to take opportunities for human interaction where he can. marco makes a quiet note of robby’s blasé attitude about therapy and files it away for later. “ so i should probably admit to you that i’ve given her a glimpse of old school hip hop. ”

[fcrthestars]

Robby settles on the floor with the Rebecca, a small unflattering groan escaping his mouth as he does so. It frightens him how old he already feels.

"She still around," he asks, pulling some of Rebecca's toys over. Despite their relative short time together, an impressive collection has already spread across his house.

"Ah." Robby tilts his head to the bookshelf and the record player next to it. "No complaints here." He pauses to squeak Rebecca's rubber giraffe, distracted for a moment before continuing. "No harm in the classics. Gotta make sure lil Bex knows her stuff."

[sentrysvoid]

10 Things I Hate About You dir. Gil Junger | 1999

[fcrthestars]

a brewery patio strung with cheap lights. // @pittprodigy

The beer by her hand is half drunk and already warm like the summer night around them. Samira's spent the night unhurried, floating from conversations with the other residents crowding the porch and silence whenever left alone. It's a welcome change of pace from the go, go, go the emergency department demands of them.

"You know," she says, glancing over at Victoria. "I keep forgetting you're a med student. Seems like I'm not the only one if you got invited to a resident's only dinner. You've really been holding your own."

[5undry]

˚₊‧꒰ა 💚🫒🟢 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ -> THEY HAD BEEN SEPARATED .. from the others. but the medic was always able to find the fun in moments like these. it was a trait that jack hated. brown eyes moved over to look at the captain. who was trailing just behind her. her lips tugged wide into a massive grin. ❝ of course ! ❞ adjusting the straps of her pack. the youngest o'neill came to a sudden halt then. ❝ i mean - not the being stranded on a planet with no way off part. ❞ she continued quickly with a shake of her head. if sam couldn't find a way to power the gate .. they would be all be stuck here. including captain kirk and his crew. ❝ but - we didn't expect to find other humans here from earth. let alone from our future. ❞

˚₊‧꒰ა 💚🫒🟢 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ -> @fcrthestars 🟩 asked ​ ❝ at least one of us is having a good time. ❞

[fcrthestars]

Jim spends their walk considering if he should start a tally for all the times he's ended up stranded on a strange, desolate planet. After some point, he should be able to cash in. Although, he supposes, he already has - Jim's survived all of these strandings.

He has no reason to think that he and his crew won't survive this. Even with their unexpected company.

"Technically," he says with a smile, unable to resist the allure of O'Neill's excitement and curiosity. "Rules prohibit me from sharing much information. I'm sure there are some who would consider any conversation at all a liability."

[w4rfared]

“ honest answer? we had a nap. your couch is pretty comfortable. ” it’s not that marco is necessarily surprised that robby trusts him with rebecca, more so that he’s surprised he was anywhere near the first choice. he comes to meet robby with rebecca on his hip and a surprising smile on his face. it’s a far cry from the version of him most often seen in the emergency department. “ she’s a happy little thing, isn’t she? ”

marco glances at robby and takes quick stock of his expression, his posture, anything that might indicate that he’s not doing well. his placidity is… well, unexpected. “ how’d you do? ” he asks as unobtrusively as possible as he passes the girl back to her father.

[fcrthestars]

"It was a splurge," he admits. The couch had been the first nice piece of furniture he had bought after securing the house, and the only piece of furniture he'd been the most fussed about upgrading after some years. What he doesn't say is that he tends to sleep out on the couch more often than his own bed.

Robby reaches out for Rebecca, lifting her up high and bringing her back down a few times to get her to giggle. It's still the best sound he's ever heard, rivaled only by Jake's laugh. His younger, care-free, full belly laugh that Robby doesn't hear any more.

"She's the happiest," even when she isn't, even when she's fussy and the hour is late. As for himself, Robby shrugs as he steps into the living room with Rebecca. "It was fine." It sucked, but Robby will ruminate about it when he should be sleeping.

"Did you eat yet? Least I can do is order take out."

[fcrthestars]

going thru p.itt fanart is always such a mixed bag :/