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[rumbleonthemill]

I won’t stop drawing my favorite things, just because Jimmy (13) in the official discord throws a tantrum, or Lena (15) writes angry posts on tumblr about things they could easily block. Hope this helps🙂

[fear-mayak]

what I’ve learnt about humans: they drive eachother into suicide, over different opinions

and others cheer for it

[fear-mayak]

I'm in complete isolation for years, because people are dumb and fall for everything, and I'm allergic to that.

I'm being mentally abused because of fiction, for years.

I'm the last of my kind in the ship group I was once the part of, which once sparked joy and fun.

I don't give a flying fuck about, who thinks what, who thinks I'm angry, or "aggressive" or complaining a lot, I have all the right to do so, after how I've been treated for NOTHING, for years.

[fear-mayak]

watch those kids’ shippers throw a tantrum because i asked them to tag their fucking ship art so i can mute them

Many of these keep sending threats because I exist and draw my ship to my own page, which i properly tag too, they’re just too dumb to mute it

[fear-mayak]

I’m so tired of evil people who get away with everything

[fear-mayak]

the biggest curse of the internet is that some of you blindly believe lies, told by complete strangers, about complete strangers.

you can be dumb, but don’t push it on people who just want to live in peace.

[fear-mayak]

rant/

I’m so tired of this community. I’m so tired of fandoms altogether. I’m just so so tired.

I have one billion problems outside of bored chronically online idiots’ bullshit. I’m tired of explaining myself and defending myself. I’ll stop talking in dm’s altogether. I’ve left their fucking discord, I just want to document shit on this fucking game and they still cannot shut the fuck up. And it’s never “I got blocked” it’s always some teenager-made false ass accusation that people get manipulated into, so they’d end up claiming my name as voldemort’s. NONE of them know me. At all.

They won’t stop falsely accusing people until someone doesn’t jump off a bridge and dies. That’s their goal, all because of different opinions on things that don’t even matter. I’m just tired of this ideology bullshit that fandoms which slowly have become literal dictatures, are doing. People accusing me with shit I was the victim of, thus triggering me? Oh who cares brother. Yeah right? She’s an adult, she has no rights, she shouldn’t even be treated like a human, because that’s what they’ve been doing. They’re manipulating people left and right, shaming people if they like my art, forcing people to talk against me, forcing people to dislike things I like. but it’s not a dictature. Oh yeah sure sure. Aaabsolutely not signs of yet another fucking dictature, where you’re executed in ways, if you’re not doing things the way you’re told.

God I’m so tired. Like altogether, this fucking decade, I’m just tired. Get real fucking problems and leave people alone, I’m already rotting from the inside, I’m already dying mentally, I do NOT need this fucking bullshit.

[fear-mayak]

if you fail to treat people like humans (ESPECIALLY if those people are supportive towards you) then you deserve to get the very same treatment, if not worse.

[fear-mayak]

harassers and wannabe dictators don't belong in fandom spaces. period.

[shelldanda]

I’m so so sick of this. I’m tired of being terrified to touch the internet. I’m sick of everything being drama. I feel so bad for Gooseworx who wishes she hadn’t made the show at all. I miss the days when we all unanimously waited for the next episode, not knowing what was going to happen next and sharing our thoughts and opinions and ships and art. Just like Gooseworx, my passion for this show has been slowly drained because of this fandom and this endless controversy. I just want to love my favorite show again…

[fear-mayak]

the example of gooseworx shows, how communities treat artists nowadays.

all communities

all artists

official, fanartist, everyone

when will this evil treatment have consequences finally?

[fear-mayak]

seeing robot bear fans suffer with some buggy port they got, while previously they were shitting on the neighbor game

it's called karma

[fear-mayak]

Dan Povenmire laughing at a video like this just gave me hope. there ARE legendary, easy going creators still

[fear-mayak]

every now and then, i must remind myself, that the bad examples in this video are the ones spreading shit about me, and wanting me dead, because I draw men in love, and write about forgiveness, redemption and acceptance.

[fear-mayak]

if you don't know what the word "abuse" means by dictionary, THEN SHUT UP

[fear-mayak]

pardon??????

[fear-mayak]

Totally spies 2x09