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          ❝ i’m gonna fight the fuckin’ moon, darce. ❞ he speaks loudly, grabbing the front of the other’s shirt. ❝ i’m gonna fight the fuckin’ moon. ❞

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          ❝ you’re goin’ to -- oh, alright, ❞ he glances at the other’s hands, raising a brow. ❝ okay, baby doll, fight the moon. i can’t stop ya. just be careful. ❞

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          okay, so. i dunno how much i’ll be on today, because honestly. today is the first day i’ve really gotten to see my dad in like a month so i’m ?? gonna be mostly mobile today. 

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me: googles 'what to do when your mom starts picking fights on facebook'

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hewasgood.

          if it were anyone else, nathan knows he wouldn’t be here. he knows he wouldn’t have stuck around, wouldn’t have gotten attached but with darcy, everything is different – everything is new. he still manages to get nathan to blush like  fourteen year old girl and get him to think things he didn’t know he’d ever think about anyone. without darcy, nathan wouldn’t have this. 

          panic rises in nathan’s chest for a second as he hears the hitch in the other’s breath, but it settles quickly at his words. he’s not even concerned by the reaction, instead an sleepy smile finding its way onto his face. ❝ dunno. ❞ he answers honestly with a shrug. ❝ you’re just… you. and i love you. wanna like – spend the rest of my life with you and shit. ❞ the familiar blush is back on nathan’s cheeks again as he looks up at the ceiling, letting the statement sit comfortably between them. ❝ m’just – so in love with you, darce. ❞

         darcy’s always been too scared to let himself get attached. making connections, entering relationships -- it’s risky. he puts anyone he comes in contact with in danger, and he didn’t want to do that with nathan. he still doesn’t, but now, the idea of being without him is almost terrifying. there’s something about nathan ( something darcy can’t place ) that keeps darcy rooted to the spot.

          he’s watching nathan now, fingers moving carefully through his hair. there’s a brief grin to form on his lips, but he hides it easily by kissing nathan’s forehead. ❝ well, i dunno either, i’m afraid. ❞ his hand moves to the other’s shoulder, fingers tracing lazy shapes against skin. ❝ how romantic. i specifically like the ‘ and shit ’ part. ❞ he’s grinning once more, moving so his lips can press against nathan’s cheek. ❝ i see no reason as to why we can’t do that. spend our lives together, i mean. if you think your brother is goin’ to stop me from -- from being with you, for the rest of my life, then you’re wrong. ❞ darcy’s sitting up now, hands cupping nathan’s face carefully. ❝ i’m so in love with you too, nate. okay ? i dunno when i -- when i realized that, but it doesn’t matter, ‘cause i love you so much. ❞

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          mornings were never nathan’s thing, not until he met darcy. now, he’d happily rise at the first sign of sunlight if it means getting to see the other in a peaceful sleep, one of the few times he actually looks calm. this morning is different though, both of them awake and having lost track of time hours ago, the sun rising slowly through the curtains as nathan reaches over to darcy and, with a soft touch to the cheek, makes the other look at him.

          ❝ i’m in love with you. ❞ the words have no urgency behind them, no ulterior motive. nathan says it as if he’s just stating a fact, something everyone knows. ❝ i’m in love with you and that – scares the shit out of me. ❞ he doesn’t break eye contact as he speaks, his voice quiet as if not to disturb the silence around them. ❝ but it’s true. ❞

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          truth be told, darcy has always been something of an EARLY RISER -- there was always something to do, some place to be. however, he hasn’t slept yet, too distracted by the other beside him. not in any way in particular, his presence that night was more prominent than usual. darcy shifts, frowning a bit as he turns his head. like usual, his initial thought is that something is WRONG.

          but it seems that’s quite the opposite. the breath hitches in his throat at nathan’s words, fingers curling so nails dig into his palm. ❝ oh, ❞ it leaves his lips in a sigh, and he finds himself closing his eyes. ❝ oh, god, um. ❞ now, he KNOWS this isn’t the proper reaction. the words haven’t quite.. settled yet. ❝ nate, i -- oh, my god. ❞ darcy takes the other’s hand, pressing a kiss to his palm. ❝ i’m in love with you, too. and -- and yeah, it’s so fuckin’ scary. i’m just tryin’ to figure out what i did to make you love me, honestly. ❞

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          hello, my dudes. i’m here and i have a. giant tub of rock candy. so either i’m gonna eat it all and crash, or eat it all and stay up for three days. guess we’ll find out.

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          hello, my dudes. i’m sorry for not being on all that much. things.. are a Lot lately and i’ve been a ball of stress. if you wanna plot or something, hmu in the im’s or on sk/ype. i’ll try to be on more.

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my niece..................laid in the middle of the floor and made really weird sounds until my brother came and covered her up and she started.........laughing at him....when he did.......

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I’m always so flattered when bees buzz by me. Sorry miss, I’m not a flower, but it’s very sweet that you thought I was

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nothing like discussing really wild teen novels u read in middle school with ur significant other

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hewasgood.

          ❝ you’re better than all of this though – you’re better than me. ❞

          ❝ nate, don’t --- i’m not better than you, ‘m not. i don’t.. look, i don’t wanna be with anyone else, or deal with anything else, i just.. everything is BETTER with you. ❞

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                                     PRETTY BOY WITH AN UGLY HEART.

      ( crime / horror oc. trigger heavy. )