Who I am & What I Go Through

Follow my life as I tell you my day to day problems that i go through with me anxiety and depression

[snarky-sims-witch]

TOS

I am the original writer of The Sims 4 version of the 100 Baby Challenge; however, the first version of the challenge was created for The Sims 2 by Amiisays. (Thank you to @blindingechoes for this info!)

If you repost this version of the challenge anywhere or write another version based on my version, you must credit me and link back to this post. I hate to be bitchy about this but writing and updating these challenges is laborious and time consuming and I’m fed up with people copy-pasting my hard work and slapping their own name on it.

Objective

Your objective for this challenge is to give birth to 100 children in as few generations as possible. The challenge ends as soon as the 100th child is born or if you fail the challenge for breaking rules.

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[fearsofme]

Hey, I saw what you wrote on the Spirited Away picture... You okay?? Idk how old that was, but I just wanted to extend a hand. 😥💕

I’m okay at the moment I’m dealing with my own mental health issues and a death in the family

[fearsofme]

Hey everyone I’ve decided that I’m going to fight for what I deserve in life and let my Uncles words ring true “you are beautiful smart and most of all my little monster.” This hit home right away as he understood exactly what I have been going through and not just trying to brush it off like I should just get over it when I have nightmares of everything and wishing that I got hurt so that there was a physical wound to heal not just the mental scars that torment my everyday. Most days people assume I’m fine because I’m usually quiet and I’ll laugh at a joke but they don’t see the real pain underneath the mask that I have perfected on wearing until it cracks and I have to close myself off to compose myself. Because on day these fears will swallow me whole and I’m scared for when that happens

[tofuvi]

[noonymoon]

[fearsofme]

I over think every day and it breaks me and I start to worry about if I am truly worth being here

[fearsofme]

today I felt like I was alone when I woke up and I barely talk to anyone these days and no one has noticed. I feel like I am drowning these days and that there is no way out of the hole of despair that I feel every day. I don't know what to do anymore and my life seems to be at an absolute low.

[fearsofme]

I've looked at the moon many times hoping for a better life with less struggle. I loved to walk in the woods but I have no motivation to do it. when I watch the waves of the water I hope that one day it will wash away my insecurities and clean the slate

[fearsofme]

The Real Me

My life as it is is very dull but there is one this that plages my mind and makes it very hard for me to live my day to day life. My work life has not been good and caused a severe relapse of my anxiety driving me into a depression that makes it hard for me even to think about going back thereafter is was bullied for an anxiety disorder that I have no control over and then I was demeaned for it. I was made to feel like I did not belong there or even at my home. I cry myself to sleep and then I barely sleep but when I do, I wake up even more tired than when I laid down to sleep. my doctor took me off work because I was not doing well and I was becoming suicidal and I could not tell my mom or dad what was going on because I felt like I was letting them down. These thoughts are hard to listen to because they are not nice and they make me wonder if I am even worth the breath I breathe.

[fearsofme]

I’m sorry

I’ve been living my life half way and I’ve tried to talk to my friends about it and they brush it off ignoring my crys for help instead. I’ve mentioned that I don’t want relationships phlonted in front of me as it hurts because it plays on my anxiety and depression and a few listen and the rest don’t and it gets rubbed in my face. I’ve noticed that the only person looking out for me is me and I myself am not trustworthy at this time and I always feel that I waste there time

[fearsofme]

I’m sorry

I’ve been living my life half way and I’ve tried to talk to my friends about it and they brush it off ignoring my crys for help instead. I’ve mentioned that I don’t want relationships phlonted in front of me as it hurts because it plays on my anxiety and depression and a few listen and the rest don’t and it gets rubbed in my face. I’ve noticed that the only person looking out for me is me and I myself am not trustworthy at this time and I always feel that I waste there time

[xslytherin]

Robert Pattinson's commentary in Twilight is hilarious

[corsolanite]

[fearsofme]

Am I worth this world

I sometimes I wonder if I should stay in this world. My body hates it here and I’m starting to wonder if I should stay. I know my family loves me and wants me to be here but my body is starting to hurt more and more and there isn’t even enough left for me here

[ruinedchildhood]

[fearsofme]

Am I to far gone?

Days that I feel good turn horrible in a hurry and I just curle up and cry as I try so hard not to think about and push it deep down to avoid it because my family always forget that I can hurt as well

[reinerist]