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my inner thoughts shared on the internet

[hatetolovelovetohate]

“Desire for reckless sex” should be recognized as an emotion. I feel that shit intensely.

[ass-pd-deactivated20240317]

aspd blog is my place to be edgy (bc i cant tell my therapist shit, i have a rep to keep)

[twerkingyaowang]

relateable 

[niceoutsidenothinginside]

“Being selfish and superficial, not feeling love will leave you deeply unhappy and depressed in the long run, you have to embrace the good and try to open your heart to people, because this is the only way you can have a fulfilling life”. This is one of the examples of obnoxious bullshit I had to listen to on multiple occasions. How can ANYONE believe this idiocy?

[necrohooligan]

ASPD and the TCC

Reblog if you’re a genuine Psychopath/Sociopath/ASPD case. No wannabes/edgelords. I’m actually curious as to how many there are of us in the TCC have antisocial/dark triad traits.

[psychopathicneighbor-deactivate]

Do you like being vanilla or do you like a bit of kink in a relationship with a significant other?

I prefer strawberry ice cream, but I can deal with vanilla.

[feelingsarentavailable]

My only problem with this answer is that you like strawberry ice cream. That’s all.

[feelingsarentavailable]

Mexican Dinner

I went to a family dinner with the dance group, and I was faded. Weed? Yes. It’s so nice... It makes me feel so much better. I need this forever

I’m crashing right now. My eyes are a wee bit sensitive now, but I love 💕💕

[feelingsarentavailable]

Birthday Bash

I am having a birthday bash. I was against the idea because it would take time to plan, but everyone around me did it so I didn’t have to move a finger. My best friend got grounded for weed, and it pisses me off. The people that I actually wanted to go, aren’t there and it was a waste of paper on em. Like wtf.

My mom is very sick, her period makes her feel super weak. It annoys me when people around me are sick. I know I should hug and comfort her because she is really sensitive, but it’s disgusting to hear her cry.

I wish I felt more genuine when I did things to comfort her.Especially when I find out people don’t do that... They feel sorry for them and want to do their best to help them

[lauterdrehen]

Therapist: you come to therapy because you want to heal your relationships with people; you want to feel these emotions

Me: *scoffs* why would I want to do that?

[aspdsuggestion]

On one hand, I literally can’t give a single shit about you or your petty problems. On the other hand, you infuriate me to the point where I want to spend all of my time devoted to making you feel like hell. I’m bored so… why not?

Though at this rate, I think the only thing currently saving you is the fact that I’m above you and I’d rather not delve into your life THAT much. You’re not THAT important to me.

[thatantisocialbitch]

Psychopathy in Females

“Research suggests that young women who later become psychopaths may look different than young men who later present the same disorder. Specifically, Verona (2006) found that young women who later develop the disorder show a more relational form of aggression characterized by jealousy, self-harm, manipulation, and verbal aggression.

Other research has examined the importance of relational aggression among females, suggesting that women may display aggression differently than their male counterparts. Crick and Grotpeter (1996) studied relational aggression, also known as covert aggression, which is a type of aggression in which harm is caused by damaging someone’s relationships or social status—and it’s different from the type of aggression (typically, physical) that males show each other. Relational aggression tends to be more subtle and manipulative.

It may be that while many male psychopaths act in traditionally aggressive, socially -constructed ways which can eventually lead them to be incarcerated (and evaluated for psychopathy), female psychopaths operate in more nuanced, less overtly physically aggressive ways, though they can ultimately lead to equally destructive outcomes. Think of a seemingly kind older female nurse who cares for a sick man. This woman could well be a psychopath but her presentation as an older woman in a helping profession causes others to see her in a benevolent light.

Does size and strength factor into the development or practice of psychopathy in men and women? On a common sense level, size and strength do matter. Perhaps a female psychopath must rely more heavily on manipulation than physical intimidation, or on teaming up with a male psychopath to achieve her goals.”

-Seth Meyers Psy.D. Insight Is 20/20

[npddictated]

it’s so weird to see people talk to their parents/family and care about them

is that how it’s supposed to be? i feel nothing for my family. i don’t know anything about them and i don’t want too

[feelingsarentavailable]

I describe my mom as adorable or frustrating. And people get confused, because they go into detail why, but for me it’s just one word description. My dad is a gypsy. As in , he can never be in one place. He has to move around for selfish reasons.

Aspd is by genetics on dad side & how I grew up.

[uuuuuummmmmmmmm]

everytime i see someone followed this blog i think

oh hello :)

fucked up person :)

you must be real lost to follow my crazy ass :)

u my friend now :)

hi :)

[areyoumitten]

[feelingsarentavailable]

COMPETITION

I get really stressed in competition, because people get really stressed around me. I get mad and frustrated with people easier than usual. Someone can make a snarky comment & I will snap. I’m sharing a room with a mom & a daughter, so whenever one of them rushes me & I am ready, I get M A D

Competitions are fun until people want to be dumb. Wish me luck

[slutdge]

Yall really gotta stop calling people with schizophrenia or low empathy “edgy” because it’s not a fucking choice to be like this and you’re such a neurotypical cunt if you think we’re doing this on purpose for attention, we’re not teenagers in Hot Topic, some of us really do think about murder, some of us really do think about violence, some of us really are emotionally detached so shut the fuck up

[myreticentvale-deactivated20231]

Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide. 

[maddisonkennedy-deactivated2017]

Couldn’t scroll

[thy-devil-princess-deactivated2]

I don’t give a fuck if this doesn’t suit your ‘theme’ have a heart and reblog.

[cyndaquil17-deactivated20180822]

Keep the flame spread the tag.

[manie-sans-delire]