the feels basically

this is just for me to post all the crap and happiness of my life all photo creds to yours truly

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I LOVE IT

the fact that I can go from being sooooooooooooo horny, just because of who he is, to full on laughing out loud in seconds. he is the best one. ever. forever.

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well...

i lost my virginity!! with mr. marine! and he lost his!! with me! and while it wasn't super amazing, it wasn't too terrible and the only way from here is up. (june 14, 2018)

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lots of firsts??

so on the LDN/Paris trip so far, I've masturbated every night with the shower head and had some NICE clit orgasms... and... also got a little tipsy tonight and learned that rosé is the only way and champagne is amazing, and... might have figured out that I'm bi?? Like the show tonight (Paradis Latin or whatevs) was awesome and the female nudity was actually enjoyable. yet whenever I got turned on, I didn't want them. I only wanted him. e. mr. marine. the one. and the love of my life. yep. i love you.

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oh yeah so a cop showed up on our first date.. oh well

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I Can't Even Get A Text Back!?!

I Can't Even Get A Text Back!?! It happens to girls too, but lets be real I probably deserve it. You know with karma and all that......

ME RN

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HOPE

I think this is honestly what I've been needing. Hope and something to get excited about. Somewhere where I'll fit in. Somewhere where I can grow, thrive, and learn. georgia tech 💛

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IM OFFICIALLY A CHARLOTTE

I have the same bathing suit wrap as her lololol

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UMM WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FOO FIGHTERS SHIRT??

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Whatttt

how could i know so little about my friends. am i that cold and closed off that people don't want to tell me things? i need to be better. i need to be loving and caring with open arms for others

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Welp

Well I guess I should admit that E is actually a really cool human being (maybe even the coolest) and I'm going to miss him a hecka lot and also I confessed all my sexual history to two guys and managed to avoid studying physics and that's basically my life at the moment. I have a large feeling that I'm going to write to E a lot.. hopefully he'll write back

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im not crying youre crying

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Wow

I definitely do not want a bf except he seems really perfect. Biggest crush I've had in a while. Like i daydream about him so much and he's so hot and I feel like a boy-crazy girl but only about this one boy lol

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this is the definition of my life

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i am not the same person and this freaks me out. i don't know when i changed or how it happened, but i am not the same. i have lost all of my good qualities, i do not connect with individuals anymore and i feel alone. i do not want to be with anyone, and i dread events that everyone else loves. WHEN WILL I GET OUT OF THIS DARK TUNNEL? WHERE IS THE LIGHT GUIDING MY PATH? DO I EVEN HAVE A PATH?

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"you have an adorable smile tbh" ahhhhhhhhhh my heart I like himmmm

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Matthew,

thank you so much for the best 6 months of my life. I am so happy that we broke up and March 1st is the best day of my life :) Thank you again for allowing the best thing ever to happen to me!!! I am so glad we are no longer dating! 

Always, 

GA

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prepare for a paragraph but...

IT FREAKS ME OUT THAT I AM A SENIOR IN HIGHSCHOOL AND ABOUT TO BE AN ADULT AND THAT MY CHILDHOOD WILL OFFICIALLY BE OVER SOON and i know that stresses out about the inevitable does nothing but mannnnn I am so worried about everything. I don’t even feel close to being responsible or old enough to do stuff like be away from my parents....

and it’s just like hitting me hard and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about this and even if I do, they won’t understand or help me any. 

oh well.