Willkommen im Chaos...

A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies. The man who never reads lives only one - George R. R. Martin

[fehlproduktion]

Es ist mein 11. Jahrestag auf Tumblr 🥳

[fehlproduktion]

Hey buddy how u doing man.?

I’m still alive 🤔

[thepersonalquotes]

[katastropvxe]

Das schlimmste an einer Panikattacke oder eines Zusammenbruchs, ist gar nicht das hyperventilieren, die Angst, die Flashbacks, die Atemnot und das Krampfen.

Sondern dass du realisierst wie alleine du bist, dass dir klar wird das du keine Kontrolle hast und nie jemand da sein wird der dich rettet, nicht einmal du selbst.

- @katastropvxe

[a-3asfoor]

[uglytexan]

...something no one will ever feel for me....

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[kosmogrl]

[dr3amoon]

sleeping is hard when your heart is sad

[humayrah]

I am the way I am because, as a kid, I wanted to get super sick, get into an accident, or break a bone just so people would care about me. I even wished to die in a way where my face wouldn't look like me anymore-just so people would care. And yet, here l am now, still begging for things, still begging for somebody to actually fucking care.

[bpdeeperdaddy]

I feel like an outsider in every room I enter

[fehlproduktion]

I am an outsider in every room I enter

[a-3asfoor]

[uglytexan]

...something no one will ever feel for me....

[traeumendestille]

Manchmal denkst du, du willst verschwinden. Dabei willst du eigentlich nur, dass dich endlich jemand wirklich sieht.

[quotefeeling]

“We often want it so badly that we ruin it before it begins. Overthinking. Fantasizing. Imagining. Expecting. Worrying. Doubting. Just let it naturally evolve”

— Unknown

[becherdireinen]

imagine dating someone and it works out and you two are together for the rest of your lives.

[catlovinglou]

I'm fucking sad

[eauudenil]

Be direct and tell me what you want.

[ist-mee]

Ich fühle mich gelähmt, ich fühle mich soo fuking müde von allem und jedem, ich kann nicht mehr...