confused girl

29 | she/her | US | 18+ only | FtMtF girl into forced feminization and breeding | degrading asks and messages always welcome 💕

[femftmtf]

just a confused girl

i've never made a blog introduction before, so i figured i'd give it a shot!

my name is amanda or mandy, and i'm 29 living in the US.

i made this blog because i've been under the delusion of being a transgender man since i was 17, and i'm trying to break free from those thought patterns. i'm just a confused female.

im ashamed to admit ive been on testosterone since i was 20, but ive been off and of it the last 5 years. i did have top surgery.

things you'll see here: detransition/"mis"gendering, forced impregnation/breeding

this blog is strictly 18+!

i love anons, pictures, messages, questions, anything!

motherless profile: femmeftm

forcedfemftmtf >>> femftmtf

[femftmtf]

welcome back to me. i am owned and am currently being totally exposed online. let me know if you want a link.

[femftmtf]

im genuinely so serious about this. i have been forced back into being a girl. for one, he made me shave my beard.

[femftmtf]

welcome back to me. i am owned and am currently being totally exposed online. let me know if you want a link.

[femftmtf]

recently a guy has been exposing me online everywhere... today a man at the pool smiled, pointed, and waved at me. i can only wonder if it was just a misunderstanding or if he actually knows me from my online photos.

[filthydarkersecrets]

Fuck me raw but promise to pull out.

Suck on my tits while you fuck me.

Put my legs over your shoulders so you can fuck me deeper and deeper. Promise you’ll pull out, but make me beg you to breed me, over and over again.

Play with my tits, squeeze my nipples, feel my pussy pulse on your dick each time you pinch and squeeze and hurt my tits.

Just as you’re about to cum, shove your dick deep inside me and give me short, deep thrusts. Lay on top of me and tell me you’re going to cum, tell me you’re going to fill me, tell me you’re going to breed me.

Watch me panic when I realize you’re going to breed me raw and that I’m not on birth control.

Keep laying on top of me after you’ve cum so I can’t move and all I can do is let your cum fill my pussy.

And when you start to get hard again, breed me over and over again.

[bound-by-the-devil]

If you're a silly little thing who gets off on the idea of big, mean perverts forcing you to be their property, then you're legally obligated to reblog this.

[porndogwater]

I want my pregnancy to make me unrecognizable. 8 months of eating for 2 has left me with a round face and thicker thighs. As the baby settles deeper in my pelvis, my hips painfully creak and stretch out. My big tits aren't even tits anymore; udders is the only word that comes to mind. Fat, finger-like nipples poke out from thick, dark areolas. They dribble milk on either side of my triplet belly. It's so big I often cry at how fat I am now. My hands can barely reach my belly button and I still have at least another month to go.

When I run into people I know they often don't realize its me. If i don't say anything, they just see a fat, pregnant cow. It's not until I say hello and they hear my voice that they recognize me.

[comesinspurts]

How do I tell her that I hope I got her pregnant? How do I tell her that I want to be the one to put her fertile body to work? How do I tell her that I can't wait to see her stomach swell so I can kiss it and rub it every day and hold onto it while we fuck? How do I tell her that she made me feel as good as anyone possibly could and I want to spend every day for the rest of my life repaying her for that? How do I tell her how she has never looked so beautiful as she did with my seed leaking out of her? How do I tell her how right it felt to leave part of myself with her in the most intimate and irrevocable way imaginable?

[ickyhabits]

its awful but something i find soo hot about patriarchy kink / dumbification is the fear i feel deep inside that its going to turn into not being just a kink anymore 🫣 it won't happen and i don't really want it to but the idea of being corrupted that bad makes me all leaky 😖

[wickedwordsandwhims]

Of course it will never happen, that's why you don't have to worry about it! Just keep indulging in it, there's no way you'll get so broken and convince yourself that you really do just belong on your knees, rubbing your cunt and serving a cock!

[wandering-darkly-deactivated202]

If this is a fear you have: know that it’s valid. Almost every girl I’ve talked to with a patriarchy blog has admitted, eventually, deep down that it’s so much more than fantasy. Every one of them has the same line. “Oh I think women should choose but I know if I could, I’d choose abject slavery to Men.”

You stupid little delusional sweet cunts. How many of you will have to choose that reality before you realize that you aren’t the exception? You’re just the ones brave enough to admit it.

[idliketobebrokenplease]

🙊🙈

[letxmexbreakxyou]

No more pretending. Deep down you know what you are. Stop thinking. Accept it.

[weak4master]

wow

[femftmtf]

i love thinking about sending nudes and then having them used as blackmail. seeing them posted online 🥵

[redacted62548592162515-deactiva]

is it fucked up that I cum to the fact that so many fakeboys deactivate out of shame but their tits are on tumblr forever??? like fuckkkk you became internet porn with your female body 🥴

[letxmexbreakxyou]

You're body will always be on show to serve it's purpose regardless of whatever delusions you convince yourself of in the future

[femftmtf]

anyone want to chat? x

[femftmtf]

Oh shit. Imagine daddy with an intact german shepard. Just one after another. Whenever they want.

you shouldddd come off anon 🙈

[reluctantsmut]

Is it okay if MAGA guys jerk off to your blog, as long as they promise to only think of it as dirty fun and respect your boundaries, and that we're not really really enjoying mindwiping a lib to be a whore in love with dick but it's a lot of fun to pretend, and we totally don't imagine doing it to women on the street and maybe even you and we'd never know it and neither would you but you would feel our eyes on you and maybe get a little wet wondering if that stranger knows you from somewhere, unaware the whole time that we're both thinking about the things you post, and we definitely don't wonder if women want to be groped in public because we'd never do that, not unless she was totes into it and *checks notes* gave us content, pinky swear, we promise? SORRY, I meant consent, my big sweaty hands smeared the ink a little. My big hands are very strong and like to smear ink around. Do you have any tattoos? Or just lipstick? (I'm really sorry if this crosses a line right now, I get it but I really couldn't resist, I promise that I will enjoy your answer anyway.)

i raly have no say in who can jerk off to myblog though. what i postis there for anyone who sees it and thinks of me as the fuckmeat in teh pictures adn stories i post. and i gues this is me being content and if some stangr got the wrong idea about things bassed on what i posted then theres not much i could do about it anyway. men an imagnine whatever scenariios they can thik of. i just respond adn share my repsonse.

[teethqueen-deactivated20151102]

tell me on anon what you'd never tell me off anon

[deadmoon94-deactivated20191123]

No one is actually gonna do it but fuck it.

[reluctantsmut]

"i jus ddi this an dit was so hot and im going to do i taain later!"

That exercise? That routine is your exercise. Those are the exercises you are to do if you get a message that says "Do your exercises tonight before bed." After doing them, post that you have done your exercises.

For now, you are always to picture Cory doing it. Find a picture of him or a guy that reminds you of him, and look at it the whole time you are gagging and thanking him. No exceptions.

If you wish to, you may post that you "did my exercises" and "May I please switch to another guy next time? His name is <whatever> and I know him from <vague place, work, a store, back home, whatever>" and include just a short reason as to why you want to swap the guy that you are doing your exercises for. But it must always be a guy you can get a picture of. No exceptions.

I may change your phrases or routine as I decide later.

ill have to maek sure to save that post so that i can comebakc to it and do my exercizes! thank you!