Jun 18
celebrities are always in the most random places on earth like Ok now i have to play only my good music when my window's open because ryan ross is 100% outside and will judge me forever if i play shitty pop. now i can't love my favorite basketball team without expressing that well ok. Maybe the other team that william beckett likes is good too so he knows im tolerable. now i have to delete this post because cedric bixler-zavala is about to make a calloutpost on me for being parasocial and geoff rickly is going to kiss daryl palumbo on the mouth
#among other things#i feel very zoo animal#half the time its really ooc for the people too but i dont KNOW them so they COULD think it which means i have to be on my best behavior#and then some days i do a lot of bad things all in one sitting because its ok they already judged me and have a permanently negative view of#me#everyone has to like me#literally 1984#its ok im parasocial about everyone i know its equality
