Queen of Apathy

Indie OC RP, fandomless, multi-ship, multi-verse. 18+ Mun. NSFW. Random stuff will appear.

[scorpiofactsdaily]

october scorpios commit the murder. november scorpios hide the body

[sphinxmemesmusings]

Send me a ♥ and I’ll fill out

If we kissed?

[] Quickie. [] Tongue. [] Softly bite your lip. [] We wouldn’t. [] Long and meaningful. [] Let’s hit up the bedroom. [] You remember last time? [] Awkward… [] Lol no. Would I go out with you? [] Yes, definitely. [] No. [] I want to, but it wouldn’t work. [] Maybe. [] Nope, you’re like family. [] You’re cute, but probably not. [] Just simply not my type. [] If I knew you better. [] Already did. [] I don’t know. If we took a picture together, we’d be… [] Hugging each other. [] Just chilling. [] Holding hands. [] Kissing. [] Acting dumb. [] Normal picture. [] You holding me from behind. You are… [] Cute/Pretty. [] Good looking. [] Sexy. [] All of the above You + me + room = … [] Movies. [] Cuddling. [] Hanging out. [] Kissing. [] Playing games. [] Everything. [] Wouldn’t let you in. You should… [] Hit me up. [] Be mine. [] Marry me. [] Reblog this so I can send you a heart. [] be studying If we got married, I’d… [] Divorce you. [] Make kids. [] Take your money and bounce. [] Smash every day. [] I would cheat on you. [] Be faithful. [] Kill you in your sleep [] We wouldn’t

[happyheidi]

Now this is something I’d watch on tv!

(via)

[rpmemes-galore]

angsty injury things … sentence starters

“Can you walk?”

“That looks broken.“

“That’s a lot of blood.”

“Tell me where it hurts.”

“Why are you bleeding?“

“That’s not just a scratch.”

“I thought you were dead!”

“Don’t you pass out on me!”

“Hey, hey, stay with me, ok?“

“You got hurt, again? Again?”

“Just sit up and breathe, ok?“

“Holy crap, you look like hell.”

“What happened to your leg?“

“Thank god you’re breathing…”

“You should get that looked at.”

“You can barely walk. Sit down.”

“I’m going to carry you, now, ok?”

“Is it bleeding? It’s still bleeding?”

“Where’d you get those bruises?”

“Don’t move, you’ll make it worse!“

“We need to get you to a hospital.“

“You were really hurt. Really hurt…”

“Oh, that’s going to leave a bruise.”

“How many fingers am I holding up?“

“Here, press this against the wound.”

“Here, lean on me. I’ll help you walk.”

“Hold still, I have to bandage this up.”

“Don’t move, I’m getting a first-aid kit.”

“Why didn’t you tell me it was this bad?”

“How the hell did you do this to yourself?“

“Shush, just concentrate on staying awake.”

“This is going to hurt, but I need to clean that.”

“Oh, god. Please be alive. Please still be alive!”

“On a scale of 1 to 10, how much does it hurt?“

“That looks pretty bad. I think you need stitches.”

“What do you mean you’re fine? You are not fine!”

“You should lay down, you hit your head pretty hard.”

“Well… I hope you at least gave as good as you got.”

“That’s a really nasty looking bruise. Need some ice?”

“I got you. It’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“I don’t know how you’re even conscious at this point.”

“Stop being so stubborn and just let me patch you up!”

“You’re going to stay in bed and heal. I’ll handle things.”

“I’m going to find you did this to you, and I’m going to kill them.”

“’Don’t do that’, I said. ‘You’ll get hurt’, I said. And what did you do?”

“So, you tried bandaging this up, and you… well, you did your best.”

“Oh, thank god, you’re finally awake. Thought I lost you for a minute there.”

“I found you laying out there in the cold. Had to fight to keep you breathing.”

“Okay, no, I’m not laughing. Not laughing. Are you okay? That must’ve hurt.”

“Who did this to you? And, no, I’m not going to believe this was an accident.”

“Of course I’m worried about you. You keep getting hurt, and keep not letting people look after you.”

“I bandaged you up while you were out and… this isn’t the first time you’ve been hurt this bad, is it? I saw the scars.”

[brittsmemes]

NSFW  PINTEREST  SENTENCE  STARTERS. 

“your  gentle  side  makes  me  weak.” 

“your  dominant  side  makes  me  wet/hard.” 

“i  love  your  name,  want  to  hear  me  moan  it?” 

“i  can  make  you  shut  up,  but  you  might  moan  a  little.” 

“you’re  on  my  to-do  list.” 

“good  sense  of  humor,  dirty  mind  and  a  beautiful  heart.  deadly  combination.” 

“my  bed’s  fine.  i’d  much  rather  be  in  yours.” 

“two  words:  i’m  horny.” 

“sorry,  sorry.  i’m  just  a  little …   fuckstrated.” 

“you  have  my  permission  to  wake  me  up  if  you  get  horny.” 

“get  in  bed  and  play  with  me.”  

“sex  is  not  all  i  think  about.”  

“sometimes  i  think  about  food  and  blowjobs.” 

“bite  my  lips.” 

“kiss  my  neck.”  

“i  promise  i  will  rip  your  fucking  clothes  off.” 

“tits  are  meant  to  be  played  with.” 

“tits  are  meant  to  be  sucked  on.” 

“i’ve  had  sex  with  you  a  lot  in  my  head.” 

“neck  kissing  is  such  a  turn  on.” 

“tonight,  you’re  mine.” 

“just  grab  my  ass  and  kiss  my  neck!” 

“i’ll  get  on  my  knees  for  you.  not  to  pray,  but  you  will  be  worshipped.” 

“harder!” 

“faster” 

“oh  god  yes,  right  there.  please,  keep  going.” 

“i  want  to  pin  you  to  my  wall  because  you’re  a  fucking  masterpiece.” 

“don’t  make  me  ask  you  twice.” 

“beg.” 

“oh  darling,  you’re  quivering.” 

“you  taste  incredible.” 

“shhh,  my  dear.”  

“you’re  coming  undone  and  i’ve  barely  touched  you.” 

“that  little  smirk  you  do  before  you  go  down  on  me?  mm.”  

“cockwarming  is  such  a  pretty  concept.” 

“desperate  sex  is  so  hot.” 

“hey,  wanna  fuck?” 

“i  just  want  to  feel  you.”  

“your  weight.  that’s  the  ideal  i  weight  i  want  over  me.”  

“suck  my  cock  and  call  me  daddy.”  

“i’m  going  to  take  real  good  care  of  you.  i  promise.”  

“let  me  hear  you.”  

“that’s  it,  good  girl/boy.”  

[fenixve]

I'm sorry to hear that. I hope things will get well for you soon. - waay back anon

Thank you, we are still waiting for the current government to hand over the power and to receive humanitarian assistance. We hope that we don't have to wait for too long and that it can be done without violence.

[fenixve]

On another note not sure if you're still active here. Dont know how else to contact you haha. - waay back anon

I'm not exactly active. I do want to come back, but my life sucks right now and I'm unsure to be able to keep up. Maybe if things improve in my country or I manage to go live somewhere else.

[fenixve]

I don't know if you remember me but I used to be one of your rp partners waaay back. I left tumblr for personal reasons. I hope you're doing okay. I'm sorry I didn't make a proper good bye. I was thinking about our unfinished thread all this time haha. Wish I made closure. You nicknamed an OC of mine "Fer" if that reminds you of anything. - waay back anon

Hi, I'm not sure, it was such a long time ago. The name seems familiar though. I haven't been online in ages and I also left my threads unfinished, so don't worry about it, I can't complain about it.

[awwdorables]

French Bulldog argues bedtime

[cherryclit]

I AM TOO FILTHY TO WATCH SOMETHING AS PURE AS THIS

[iujoy-deactivated20210730]

@ghostsgf

[c00tiebreath]

HE WENT RIGHT TO SLEEP IM UGLY CRYING

[saveliythepianist-blog]

//starter for Fenixve

[fenixve]

A tingle ran down her spine at the tone of his voice, but she masked her reaction by adopting an amused and completely dismissive expression, just like how she would look at a puppy barking and trying to look fierce.

Removing her hand from the back of his neck, she traced his collarbone with her fingertips and then let it rest on the couch near his thigh. She opened her mouth to receive the fruit and let him place it on her tongue, holding his hand before he could take it away. After consuming the slice of kiwi, she copied his earlier actions and licked his fingers one by one, without breaking their eye contact, “You were right, it was delicious…”

She moved away from him, sipping on her wine and gazing at him placidly, “As for trying you… well… I can tell you are good at teasing, but can you deliver? So far all you have shown me are clever wordplay and light touches, very nice but fairly easy to ignore or escape…” she smiled as innocently as she could and leaned against the cushions until she was almost laying down. Elena decided to keep her distance from now on, she had already expressed her willingness and if he didn’t come and take her, she won’t get closer or touch him again. Their banter was really fun and it was entertainment enough for her, no need to keep torturing herself with unfulfilling physical interaction.

Her mind drifted towards the idea of inviting him to soak in the hot tub; the massage of the hot water jets would do wonders to dispel the tension he created on her, and maybe she could place herself in just the right position to appease her needs with him none the wiser. She bit her lip as she imagined the setting, absentmindedly swirling her wine; a light flush suffused her cheeks, neck and chest, easily visible through the gap at the unbuttoned top of her shirt, with her thoughts and momentarily ignoring her male companion.

[saveliythepianist-blog]

In spite of his composed appearance, his imagination was running high, fertile as it was, as she licked his fingers, looking him in the eye. He swallowed, the only sign he let escape that made his inner commotion briefly visible. That kind of thing never failed to arouse him. “Mmm…” his voice was deepened with desire, a low moan left his throat purposely inflicted with reassurance, leaving her to choose the one that would suit her best. “Told you so.”

His eyes never left her as she pulled away. “So far I’ve shown you what I chose to. I hate rushing.” he shrugged. He knew that he put her through a lot of teasing, perhaps she was putting distance between them as a protest for her endurance with no prize. He was delighted with her unsatisfied tone, not taking it as an actual dare but as the reflex of her bother caused by the waiting game he was playing. “Patience is a virtue.” he smiled. At that moment, he wanted to devour her, exctitement building up as he felt her mind slipping away, his attention was fully placed on her. She bit her lip and colour raised up on her cheeks and body, which made him question what wonders were elapsing behind the distant look she held.

He leaned towards her, gently grabbing her shirt by the collar, his nose touching hers.”Wherever your mind is, it looks incredible.” his eyes dropped down to her lips, once he got her attention back. “Penny for your thoughts?” His lips brushed hers as he spoke, not bothering to wait for an answer first, he kissed her, savouring the taste of her smooth rosy lips he’d been so avidly longing for. 

[fenixve]

His proximity brought her attention away from her thoughts to focus on him once again, just in time to catch his gaze fixing on her lips. Her eyes subtly widened at the closeness and she could feel her pulse getting faster along with her breath as he spoke and brushed his lips against hers. She parted her lips to answer his question, but she was prevented to do so by his kiss. A hum of pleasure escaped her before she could suppress it, her eyes closing involuntarily. It was very tempting to just give in to the sensations, then again, she was stubborn and she enjoyed being chased; she has no intention of making it easy for him to control her, even if she desired him badly.

With difficulty, she disengaged from his lips and turned her head slightly sideways to keep her mouth away from his, with the collar of her shirt in his grip, she just managed to expose more of her skin to his gaze. “I told you that waiting too long might cause you to lose your chance…” her voice was rough as she spoke, looking at him with narrowed eyes, “I’m more interested now in getting a really nice hot massage, courtesy of my never-disappointing hot tub. So why don’t you be a gentleman and let me up? I’m sure you will enjoy soaking in the hot water yourself…” she stated while she tried to put some distance between them by placing her hands on his bare chest and pushing him with gentle but firm pressure.

[death-the-grim]

"I never knew daylight could be so violent." She grumbled, shielding her eyes.

“It never is pleasant…” the doctor grumbled, “But the sunlight’s exposure is good for one’s health…”

@fenixve

[fenixve]

"Judging by this splitting headache, I'm either alive or I'm dead and I was wrong about the nonexistence of hell..." she groaned, her voice rough and covering her eyes with her forearm.

[angstmemes]

Noncon/Dubcon starter sentences

“I don’t care whether you like it or not. Just take it.” “If you struggle, I will tie up your hands, if you scream, I will gag you. You have nowhere to go.” “You will like it when I’m finished with you.” “We both know that you want it, so stop complaining.” “I’m not going to stop until I’m satisfied.” “Open your mouth.” “You can do whatever you want to my body, but don’t you dare think you own me.” “Just sit still so I can come in your face.” “Look at me when you come, slut.” “I will fuck you again and again and again until I’m done with you, you understand?” “Turn around and push your pants down, or suffer the consequences of disobeying me.” ”The more you scream, the more in control I feel.” “I love seeing you like this.” “Get on your knees, open your mouth and don’t even dare use your teeth.” “Don’t look at me like that. You’re the one who fell for the trap. It’s your own fault.” “Please just stop! I’ll do whatever you want me to. Anything but this.” “Don’t stop crying. You’re beautiful like that.” “I’ll fuck you over and over until you spread your legs when you see me.” “I know you don’t want it. That’s what makes me want it.” “I’m not using you. I’m making you useful.” “At least I’m not going to murder you afterwards… I think.” “This will go on as long as I want it to and there’s nothing you can do about it.” “If you know what’s good for you, you should stop trying to tell people about this.” “This will be our little secret, or do you want me to ensure that you keep quiet?” “You will learn to love me.” “I know you don’t want this, but I’m going to continue until you need me.” “Get on your hands and knees.” “Do as I say or I’ll make you hurt.” “Smile for the camera.” “Don’t worry, I’m only recording this for my private collection.” “I will make you come.” “You have five minutes to make me cum, or you know what will follow.” “You can do better than this.” “Ride me like the little slut you are.” “Touch yourself until you come, or I will fucking cut you.” “Disobey me again and I will get the cane out.” “Oh, does that hurt? Well, then you will know not to speak up again.” “I’m not doing this because I hate you, I do it because I love you.” “Deep down you want this and you know it.” “I’m sorry for last night. I was really drunk. You won’t tell anyone, will you?”

[zain-the-high-steward]

Zain had been making his rounds through the castle when he happened to catch sight of Elena being pressed against the wall by Claude. He thought his heart would stop and his breath caught in his throat.

“What is the meaning of this?!” He demanded as he pulled Claude away from his lady quite roughly. He feared that Elena was being forced and was on the verge of killing the other man for forcing himself upon her. He tried to ignore how hard the vision of Claude fondling his lover was. It was not the sort of thing he could admit to liking, especially when the thought of something bad happening to his lover made him sick to his stomach.

[fenixve]

She hurriedly removed Claude’s glove from her mouth to speak, Zain looked positively murderous. Covering her chest to the best of her ability with her shirt missing buttons, she pressed herself against Zain’s side, circling his waist with her arms so he couldn’t get into a fight with the other butler. “I think Claude got the wrong idea when I came into the room, and he doesn’t know we are together. He wouldn’t have made a move on me if he knew, right Claude?” her voice was husky with arousal but she glared angrily at the other butler.

“Perhaps… but I believe you were enjoying it just before we were so rudely interrupted,” he replied smirking, making her blush in shame and press herself even closer to Zain. He wasn’t exactly wrong and she cursed herself for liking it.

[zain-the-high-steward]

13?

13: Sharing a bath/shower

“Elena,” Zain grinned as he began to unbutton his shirt, “I believe that since your last rather unfortunate incident in the bath, it would be best if I were to join you from now on.”

Zain slowly unbuttoned his shirt and then his cuffs. He neatly put them away before opening his belt and pulling away his pants and underwear. He folded everything and put it neatly away before stepping into the bath and inviting Elena to join him between his legs.

“If you would please sit here,” Zain smiled as he indicated the spot directly in front of him, “I would be able to wash you more easily… I am still a butler after all and I would consider myself a failure as such if I could not at least do this much for you.”

Although he spoke formally and tried to make his request sound legitimate, Zain’s heart raced and his member began to harden as the thought about running his hands all over Elena’s body.

[zain-the-high-steward]

Zain’s breath hitched when she talked about how aroused he was for him. He could not imagine that he was really that attractive to her but the thought was enough to drive him wild. He closed his eyes and allowed himself to relax into her touch. Even when she moved away, her words were still seductive to him.

“I do not think you are odd,” he answered honestly as he opened his eyes and looked at her again. He reached out to touch her face, so that he could meet her gaze. “Many people take pleasure in such things, myself included and I am happy to be rough and predatorily if you wish as long as we have a safeword in place. But I need for you to know that no matter what we do that I do not wish to do things you do not like.”

After speaking seriously to her a wicked grin appeared on his face and he pulled her closer to him, allowing his eyes to darken so that his expression looked almost dangerous.

“But tell me now how far to do wish your fantasies to go? Do you wish to be dominated sexually outside of the bedroom as well? Would you like me to create rules about what you can and cannot wear in my presence? Or perhaps put a toy inside of you so that you needn’t find release with your own hand while at work?” Zain really did not care about her answers to these questions so much as he hope to work her up by talking about them.

[fenixve]

Elena turned her face to nuzzle his hand and let out a sigh of relief after listening to his reassurance. A yelp left her lips as he pulled her closer, her eyes wide and startled at his sudden change and her body reacting immediately to his closeness and wicked expression. She took a bit of time to answer his questions; her mind had gone somewhat into overdrive imagining those situations, “I don’t know, Zain… I can’t imagine doing such lewd things…” she spoke with the most innocent expression she could muster, belied by the dark rose color painting her skin from her cheeks down to the hardened peaks of her breasts.

“However, I can’t control what you do… if you were to make me do those things, who knows how I would react?” she pressed her wet heat against him and shuddered, “…and should you be asking me that? The prey isn’t supposed to know when the hunter is on the prowl…”

[zain-the-high-steward]

Immortal

[zain-the-high-steward]

In spite of Anna’s kind words, Zain still could not help but feel as though this were his fault. He had been given a task and in less than an hour he had managed to run Ms. Anna away from the castle.

“Of course,” Zain agreed still rather taken aback by her words. “Though I am certain he will be very sad to see you go… As will I. I thank you for your kind words and consideration. It hurts me to see you so resolute however the choice is yours and I will no prevail upon you to stay when it is clearly your wish to leave.”

He gave her a bit of a sad smile. “I cannot explain why it is that I am so sad to see you go when you have been with us such a short time, however it hurts my heart to know that I will not see you again. However you may feel about the matter, I know that Lord Michael was quite happy to see you again. You have made him feel young once more and I thank you for at least considering our offer and for taking the time to say, “goodbye” to him.”

Zain could not hide the sadness in his eyes, as much as he tried to as he lead Anna to Lord Michael’s office where she could say good bye to the old man.

[fenixve]

His words made her slowly stop walking and looked at him with a stricken expression before they arrived at the office, her eyes filled with guilt and remorse. She didn’t want to cause pain to anyone, even less to a seemingly caring man like Zain. Anna dropped her gaze to the ground and shook her head, “No, Zain… it is not like that, I do not wish to part ways at all… I just feel it would be for the best. I was very happy to see Mike again as well, I thought he was already lost to me. I am also happy that I got to meet you and spend some time with you, however brief it has been.”

She met his saddened eyes and it wrenched her heart to know that she was responsible for that. As if he was a hurting child, her arms embraced him tightly in an effort to comfort him, “Please, do not be sad. This is what I am afraid of; I will say or do the wrong things, hurting or making people uncomfortable. Your lives are so short… that I do not wish to be an agent for even one brief negative moment in them,” she said mournfully.

However, as she breathed in his scent and felt his firm body against her, she felt a foreign sensation in her body -a flutter in her stomach, a tingle on her skin- and she released him confused but still fairly close. Her lashes swept up and her violet eyes fixed on his jade ones, inquisitiveness and confusion mixed in them. A dark red color suffused her cheeks and she parted her lips to speak, but nothing came out at first, “Zain… embracing you felt… strange” a mystified frown marred her smooth face, trying to identify what she felt but coming up blank.

[zodiacsociety]

Scorpio Traits: You are constantly on guard when you are in public and people you need to keep up a persona in, but in your home or safe place that is where you let your guard down and reveal just how emotionally vulnerable you can really be. Only those you trust with not even an inch of doubt will be able to see how deep and how wounded you really are. Everyone else can and should mind their own business.

[saveliythepianist-blog]

//starter for Fenixve

[saveliythepianist-blog]

“You are.” He said, almost whispering, feeling the friction of her leg against his as she moved closer. “I’m glad to know, because that makes two of us.” her fingers runned up his leg, her touch electrifying as she issued another  provocation, coming both physically and verbally. Instead of giving into her taunt by talking back, he decided to keep quiet and let his actions speak for themselves. “Try me and you’ll see.” he teased, his daring tone backed up with confidence and a hint of danger. Perhaps he would only bend her that night, and that would suffice; but he was a patient and a resolved man. If she gave him an opening, he would not let it slide.

His reaction to her touching him there now was completely different, devoid of the abruptness caused by the element of surprise . However, her lips against him in that particular place bothered him in a delicious way, his skin tingling with her warmth breath.  He wore a pleased smirk, and without saying anything, he brought the half eaten kiwi to her mouth as she looked up, letting her have it as he looked back into her eyes.  

[fenixve]

A tingle ran down her spine at the tone of his voice, but she masked her reaction by adopting an amused and completely dismissive expression, just like how she would look at a puppy barking and trying to look fierce.

Removing her hand from the back of his neck, she traced his collarbone with her fingertips and then let it rest on the couch near his thigh. She opened her mouth to receive the fruit and let him place it on her tongue, holding his hand before he could take it away. After consuming the slice of kiwi, she copied his earlier actions and licked his fingers one by one, without breaking their eye contact, “You were right, it was delicious…”

She moved away from him, sipping on her wine and gazing at him placidly, “As for trying you… well… I can tell you are good at teasing, but can you deliver? So far all you have shown me are clever wordplay and light touches, very nice but fairly easy to ignore or escape…” she smiled as innocently as she could and leaned against the cushions until she was almost laying down. Elena decided to keep her distance from now on, she had already expressed her willingness and if he didn’t come and take her, she won’t get closer or touch him again. Their banter was really fun and it was entertainment enough for her, no need to keep torturing herself with unfulfilling physical interaction.

Her mind drifted towards the idea of inviting him to soak in the hot tub; the massage of the hot water jets would do wonders to dispel the tension he created on her, and maybe she could place herself in just the right position to appease her needs with him none the wiser. She bit her lip as she imagined the setting, absentmindedly swirling her wine; a light flush suffused her cheeks, neck and chest, easily visible through the gap at the unbuttoned top of her shirt, with her thoughts and momentarily ignoring her male companion.