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Loved by Jess Crossover friendly Featuring muses from many fandoms including 911, 911 lonestar, grey's anatomy, station 19, private practice,  &   one chicago

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#fervidus. An independent multimuse rp blog featuring muses from 911, 911 lonestar, grey’s anatomy, station 19, private practice, one chicago, and fire country. Crossovers are encouraged, but this blog is mutuals only. Loved by Jess (29, she/her pronouns, est time zone).

Carrd here with rules & muses and mobile navigation here.

Previously empathichearts & firstrespcnse

Credits: @niixzee (for pinned post and ask template), @stephysource (for many promo templates, always linked on post), & @venuscommissions (for all of my wonderful coloring psds, largely 394)

My Other Blogs:  @crispyblonde (jessica lee moore) @sherunsfaster (leah clearwater), & @bleakfated (supernatural/fantasy multimuse)

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finally got caught up on one of the chicago shows and of course it's fire with that cliffhanger

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BLOG UPDATE

hiii i'm alive!! hoping to get back here soon! i just updated my carrd for who i hope to add with three more fandoms. i have cut back in a few fandoms as well and added muses for sheriff country and a few more in the chicago universe. my hopes is to start prepping to move to a new blog as i've been doing slowly with all of my indie blogs to simplify tags and have everything organized. a fresh start from my long hiatus here will help me focus on world building going forward.

stay tuned for the move and in the meantime i would love to get back into plotting !!

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still heartbroken that we are losing samira mohan

[bleakfated]

the art of life is to know how to enjoy a little and endure very much.

#bleakfated. independent multimuse featuring characters largely from eric kripke's supernatural, as well as select muses from eric kripke's the boys and stephanie meyer's twilight. loved by jess, 30+, she/her, est time zone. template credit. gif credit.

[fervidus]

still mourning how much i used to love 911

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chicago playing with me ending every show on a cliff hanger

[blankpaged]

the best part about your story is that the next page is blank and you are the one that gets to write it.

#blankpaged. independent multimuse of original characters written in a variety of life circumstances. prioritizing in world building and connections with other writers to continue to shape their stories. loved by jess, 30+, she/her, est time zone. template credit. gif credit.

[lexa-griffins]

The prettiest flower 🩷

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"I   dare   you   to   try."

"Do   you   always   get   close?"

"You’re   pushing   my   limits."

"Stop   looking   at   me   like   that."

"I’m   losing   control   here."

"You   have   no   idea,   do   you?"

"I   can’t   resist   you   anymore."

"Stay   back,   or   don’t."

"I   know   what   you   want."

"This   is   getting   dangerous   now."

"You’re   too   tempting   for   me."

"I   shouldn’t   want   this,   but…"

"I   don’t   play   fair,   remember?"

"Careful,   you’re   testing   me."

"You’re   just   making   it   worse."

"You’re   too   close   for   comfort."

"Do   you   always   push   buttons?"

"Stop   before   I   kiss   you."

"You’re   making   it   too   hard."

"I   can’t   stop   thinking   about   you."

"I   want   you   too   much."

"You   know   exactly   what   you’re   doing."

"I’m   not   playing   games   here."

"You’ve   crossed   the   line   now."

"Keep   pushing,   and   you’ll   regret   it."

"This   is   dangerous,   isn’t   it?"

"I’m   trying   not   to   care."

"Don’t   make   me   regret   this."

"You’re   playing   with   fire."

"You   don’t   know   what’s   coming."

"I   shouldn’t   be   this   close."

"We’re   getting   dangerously   close   now."

"I   can   feel   the   heat."

"Don’t   test   me   right   now."

"I   want   you   too   badly."

"Don’t   make   me   chase   you."

"You’re   distracting   me,   you   know."

"I   won’t   fall   for   this."

"I   want   you,   but…"

"What   do   you   want   from   me?"

"I’ll   never   give   in."

"I’m   trying   not   to   care."

"You’re   playing   with   my   patience."

"Don’t   make   this   harder,   please."

"I   can’t   stop   this   feeling."

"I’m   already   in   too   deep."

"You   won’t   walk   away   unscathed."

"You’re   walking   a   fine   line."

"I’m   trying   to   stay   calm."

"What   are   you   doing   to   me?"

[thememestho]

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ 911 fox sentence meme

enjoy this overly extra sentence meme series. episode 2.17 (part 26 of ?)

Make it a winner this time, _____.

Got a good feeling about this one. 

I think we both gonna be winners today.

Might as well save yourself the trouble.

Please, God, just this one wish. Just this one.

Watch where you’re going.

Wait a minute… Oh, my God, he’s alive! He’s alive!

Seems to have had some kind of existential crisis after lunch.

You keep telling yourself that, _____.

I’m gonna give you something for the pain, okay?

Can’t you just knock me out?

At least I got that going for me.

My wife left me. My kids hate me. My only friend is suing me.

That money ruined my life.

A year ago, I’d have thought it solved all my problems. Just multiplied them.

Careful what you wish for.

Oh, look at him. Feel like I won the lottery.

I swear, that kid was born happy.

I have no idea where he gets it.

Well, hopefully he gets your brains. He can’t get by just on my good looks.

He loves having you around.

I need to know what you want.

Okay. So… is that what I am to you?

Because, hey, if that’s what it is, it’s fine. I just… I need to know.

These last months have been good. Really good. I don’t know. Guess I’m just waiting for a sign. Something… to know which way to step.

I think I might be pregnant.

Good morning, ________.

Checking up on me?

I’m just jealous of your life of leisure.

Make the occasion worthy of the bride.

Be safe out there, _____. I love you.

Hey. Am I bothering you? Y-You would tell me if I’m bothering you, right?

No, you’re not bothering me.

We need you back, _____. The place doesn’t work without you.

Okay, I’m out.

Conscientious? Or mad with power? 

That’s not the most efficient way to do it.

It’s an adjustment for everybody. 

Well, exactly how long will we be adjusting, _____?

You shouldn’t expect him to be. 

You should tell him that.

______, back up.

_____ eats dinner as a family, even if it is crappy pizza.

Sit down, ______.

I just sat there. I didn’t know what to say.

You sure I’m not in your hair?

Another baby? I mean, are we ready for that?

We already know you’re a great dad. 

I guess the question is, can I be a good husband?

I don’t know. It’s just a stupid dance. Probably shouldn’t even go.

You like this girl. So ask her out. See what happens.

What if she laughs at me?

You don’t think I was nervous when I asked your mother out?

They all hate me. 

They don’t hate you, _____.

I thought it would be fun, you know? A couple of weeks of bossing everyone around. Making _____ wash my car. What’s not to love?

Sometimes it’s not easy being the boss.

A good captain finds a way to do both.

You can do this, ____.

Now you just have to trust them and yourself. Don’t push them. Lead them.

We get lots of tours in here.

Who knows the difference between cocoa and cacao?

Are you sure you’re okay being here? Isn’t it like an alcoholic touring a distillery?

I didn’t lose 195 pounds by being some fragile flower. It was sheer willpower.

Oh. I greatly admire that.

Children can be so cruel.

First-time tasters say this is like nothing they’ve ever experienced before.

Yummy, right?

What’s happening here? 

Physics. Physics is happening here.

I lied. I have no willpower.

You weren’t so sure that I could do it, were you? 

You called ______, didn’t you?

It’s not cheating.

Let’s focus on getting you home safe.

Take a deep breath. Calm down.

He was so tired.

Oh, God. I shouldn’t have left him.

_____… this is not your fault. Don’t even think about that right now.

Right. I’m sorry. 

No, it’s okay. I know it’s scary.

I’m pulling up. I see police cars. Why are there so many?

Are you saying that ‘cause you’re only halfway through a shift, or is something else going on?

If you don’t know how the story ends, then how do you know if you’re doing it right? 

How do you know if you’ve made a difference?

That’s why not everyone can do this. Though I was pretty sure you could.

And this was a fallback plan, you know? It was a safe place where I could just be a voice and not be seen.

What do you want to do?

Were you wishing that I’d pick someplace else? 

Wishes are for suckers.

I guess you can still surprise me after all.

She’s not breathing!

Sir, is there anyone else in the house?

Why don’t you come with us?

I had tickets for us to Fiji!

I’m here, sweetheart. I’m right here. I love you.

We just had lunch with your… abuela.

Well, I do not envy you putting him to sleep tonight. 

When I call you later to complain, just don’t say “I told you so”?

Ooh! When’s the wedding? 

We’re already married. – Wait. We don’t have to get married again, do we?

Sorry. I know that you’re on your way out. 

Now matter how many watches I give that man, he’s always late.

I’m not sure if I’m supposed to be telling you that. It just feels weird… hiding it.

So you’ve decided, then? You’re leaving us.

_____ told me about the talk.

I spent… years not having a voice, and now that I do, it just feels like what I’m saying doesn’t matter.

I think you underestimate yourself and your contribution here.

But, honestly, here, I’m just a person who sends help, and I need to get back to being the person who gives it.

Ooh, ____, I love these.

So is this some kind of Forrest Gump reference? “Life is like a box of chocolates”?

Actually, uh, life is like a vat of molten chocolate. Yeah, sometimes you… you fall into it, it drags you down, but it-it’s… it’s warm, you know? It-It’s… and it’s… It’s sweet.

When you came back into our lives, I was so glad. And afraid.

I knew ______ missed you, but I-I… I don’t think I realized just… how much I did, too.

We were so young the first time. You know, young and not ready.

Being his dad has been the single greatest joy of my life.

You’re a good dad. You’re a great dad.

I want us to be a family again.

I wished for a sign. And I got one.

I’m not… pregnant. I… I was just late. I freaked out, and then, I freaked you out, too, and I’m sorry.

That’s got to be a relief, right? 

It… it doesn’t change a thing.

I can’t fail him again, or you, and I won’t.

I’m still learning how to be someone’s mother. And after that, maybe I can learn how to be someone’s wife.

I think we should get a divorce.

Glad you came.

Yeah, I’m always down for coffee, but what’s really going on?

Yes, you taught me to listen.

I never said that ____ and I were talking to each other.

Hearing your voice… it… it kept me focused, gave me hope. 

Your voice saved my life.

Hey, you saved our marriage.

You helped us find our way back to each other.

I probably would have hung up on you. I’m just being honest.

_______ has more patience than I ever did.

I could’ve listened, just been there for them at the end so they didn’t have to be alone.

And then you… you realize that the middle is the scariest part, because you don’t just need help. You need hope.

And that’s what your voice is, _____. It’s hope.

_____, are you here?

This is so embarrassing.

I’m riding with her.

I’d love… a little more time.

I love you so much. _____ loves you so much.

Maybe you’ve already adapted to a world without me.  I hope for that and fear it at the same time.

Please know that I love you and I want all the best things in life for you. But I’m starting to think that I’m not one of those things.

I want your life to be happy and free and full of joy. And I’m not sure that’s possible with me in it.

It’s okay to hate me for leaving. I will understand if you never forgive me.

But always know that I love you, baby. Even if it’s from a distance.

I’m not in the mood for a lecture, _______. So if you’re here to tell me how I screwed up today, gonna have to wait till I finish this six-pack.

I wanted to see if you were okay.

I guess I have my answer.

Oh I’m fine. I’m not the one with the dead wife.

Is that what you think happened?

_____, she was dead when we got there, okay?

What would ____ do?

What would Bobby do?

And you had a tough call. But you made the right one. I’m proud of you.

Well, I have been a little on the insufferable side. 

You’ve been a nightmare.

You didn’t think I could do it. 

Hell no. I knew you could do it.

I miss it, you know.

Kicking ass. Saving lives.

I feel like everything’s changing.

We don’t have to do this today.

I thought it’d be a good distraction, but, um… 

Yeah, it feels wrong.

Seeing him in the hospital, it just took me right back.

Well, we’re probably not a hotel ballroom kind of couple anyway. I mean, it’s just too… traditional. Too formal.

What kind of couple are we? Backyard barbecue or… destination wedding?

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muse list updated on blog and carrd. i still am still planning on adding muses from the rookie, the pitt, and maybe skymed. probably sheriff country when that premieres as well.

shreya kumari and elijah abbott will be moved to my fandomless oc blog whenever i get that set up. i have a url saved!

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looking to come back but i feel like part of my problem is i'm very overwhelmed by my muse list. i feel like i start to write too many people just because i love the characters and then my characterizations will just all run together into a generic blob. there's a few more fandoms i want to expand into as well.

i think i might drop threads to start fresh other than those that people really want to keep. and i'm also having the toxic thought of taking some of my ocs that can be deemed more fandomless to have their own blog.

characters i'm considering getting rid of include: jackson avery, andrew deluca, atticus lincoln, george o'malley, dean miller, sheldon wallace, camden casey (since that spin off is likely dead in the air), jake crawford, and gabriela perez.

[fervidus]

looking to come back but i feel like part of my problem is i'm very overwhelmed by my muse list. i feel like i start to write too many people just because i love the characters and then my characterizations will just all run together into a generic blob. there's a few more fandoms i want to expand into as well.

i think i might drop threads to start fresh other than those that people really want to keep. and i'm also having the toxic thought of taking some of my ocs that can be deemed more fandomless to have their own blog.

characters i'm considering getting rid of include: jackson avery, andrew deluca, atticus lincoln, george o'malley, dean miller, sheldon wallace, camden casey (since that spin off is likely dead in the air), jake crawford, and gabriela perez.