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Cosmic Funnies
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let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
Keni
noise dept.
JBB: An Artblog!
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trying on a metaphor
Kaledo Art
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One Nice Bug Per Day
YOU ARE THE REASON
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
we're not kids anymore.
Three Goblin Art
occasionally subtle
Sade Olutola
Monterey Bay Aquarium
Andulka
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@feski
I’ve been away from my account for so long. I wanted to be healthy and not rant to the internet void, but I miss it. Mostly because it’s a nice reminder of how I’ve felt in the past. I’m too inconsistent and too much of a misplacer for journal, so this is the most effective way to keep a connection with my worst self.
My news years resolution is to learn how to swallow pills. I can’t fight every sickness with Pepto Bismol anymore.
I forgot to reblog, but this ended the minute I put the pill in my mouth. I would rather cut off each of my fingers before I swallow a pill.
I’ve been able to for like a year now, but I’ve finally figured it out guys
More people learn to sit with their negative emotions. You don’t need to go to mommy and daddy about me being 5% less nice to you
It’s great how you are a little blunt with someone and they act like you told them to kill themself.
I’ve been convincing myself for the past week that I have ocd. It isn’t bad at this very moment, and it is slowing down, but I can’t say I like it very much. It used to be with bipolar, but I guess my interests shifted…
Bipolares back now
If I had to put my happiness on a scale of 1-10 it would be much higher than normal, but the foreboding darkness still hasn’t left me.
It’s here now guys…
I know that I’m probably AuDHD, but I hop between also thinking I have bipolar/ocd. Usually it’s normally bipolar, anytime I feel particularly off I always tell myself this is a hypomanic episode, but who really knows. I never feel particularly euphoric. I’ve looked stuff up, maybe it’s just a mixed episode, maybe my hypomanic episodes lean towards irritability over euphoria, or maybe I just don’t have it and am making stuff up.
OCD is newer. I used to think there’s no way, but sadly I’ve been warming up to the idea. I have “anxiety” and sometimes it gets really bad I feel borderline delusional. Like it’s going to swallow me up, but probably not. I feel like I’m a particularly obsessive person. The internal compulsions kind of feel relatable to me, but I imagine I am just an obsessive kind of person with anxiety.
Wishing I was 21 for the first time in a while
I wonder how I’ll feel about life after I graduate
All my coworkers suck
What is the point of being alive with no one onto love and no one to love you
I like how in my mind every choice I make is the wrong one.
Following the lesbian tag is like hell. So much smut. So depressing. Like I don’t want to hear about how happy and honey you are anymore.
If I had to put my happiness on a scale of 1-10 it would be much higher than normal, but the foreboding darkness still hasn’t left me.
I’ve been convincing myself for the past week that I have ocd. It isn’t bad at this very moment, and it is slowing down, but I can’t say I like it very much. It used to be with bipolar, but I guess my interests shifted…
I miss when I had coworkers that enjoyed my presence, cared about my well being, and understood my eccentricities
My coworkers like to talk about me being odd my meds…