@fetaljuice - Tumblr Blog

im gonna stay on here for another 20-30mns then I'm gonna log out probably for good so if u want to contact me do it now LOL

Both, why u don't remember anything ??? Where did u go

where I've went: I've remade several times i never really left the web just certain circles i guess... or followers/mutuals.. however u describe it

why i don't remember: i went through verbal and mental abuse from an artist i apprenticed with. shortly after i was hit by a car, i was isolated for a year on bedrest with limited to no mobility+ some more tumultuous homelife nonsense. add going in and out of periods of drug abuse to cope + my pre-existing mental illness = mushy donkey brains :-)

What happened to u

what do you mean?

why i abandoned this blog, or why i don't remember anything?

i dont remmener any of my life and i logged unto this account to try to reconcile that i existed

i don't know what constitutes traumatic memory loss versus amnesia

but i am a completely different person in the same body, any glimpse of a memory i might have of any day I've lived up to the past year or so feels like i borrowed it from someone else than compressed it as a jpeg 80 times

so far I'm still not convinced that i exist

this post is to no one i guess I'm sorry if ur still following this account and u have to read this bullshhit.

I'm scared of waking up with no context. I'm scared of having to start over every day.

hey if u wanted to know where i was for the past three years well the answer is not here

if u care or remember message me for my new blog