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the line between awe and fear.

feykijung

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“i don’t know if i can regret something that wasn’t my choice,” he mused aloud, thoughtful. “but if i could’ve chosen to stay human, i would have.” in the end, it was an easy answer– or he thought it was. all of the experiences flashed into his mind: the travel, the learning, the information, mei’s love and care. if he stayed a human he would’ve died without meeting her. he wouldn’t have lived to meet kyu, or to see seoul rebuilt from the ruins he preserved it as in his memory before. he wouldn’t have been able to look out over the canal in venice, or have his heart so moved by humanity even among all of its stupidity and war. there was some good.

he just couldn’t forget all of the death– all of the loss and all of the grief, all of the trauma. it still outweighed the good every time. he looked down, finally diverting his gaze away from the girl’s.

of all the ways he could answer she wouldn’t have expected this one. she had heard so little of the vampire council, it was almost a myth to her, but she knew of their rules and one that was especially important: do not turn someone without their consent. the thought had never occurred to her that some people were just ruthless like that, to strip someone of their mortality for whatever reason without considering how the other would feel. although this thought is childish of her. seoyeon always assumed people never did things without ulterior motives, why wouldn’t that apply to any other species?

she wonders how bad the boy’s experiences had been and his face was definitely not an indicator that could help, a vampire’s looks are always so deceiving and she would never be able to pinpoint his true age without asking so she guesses a couple hundred. seoyeon can’t fathom what it must’ve been like to live through so many periods in time and what that could do to a person, she was only nineteen and she had only witnessed so many things. with life comes love and death, seoyeon had only seen few people die and she had never been in love, who knows how many times this boy has had his heart broken or seen others live out their days as he keeps his young face.

the idea of regret permeates her thinking, would she truly regret the life of a vampire? so much so that she’d want her own shitty life back? seoyeon would regret leaving behind her heritage and her powers, seoyeon would regret having to watch everyone else she knew move on with their lives. but what would she not regret? she would not regret escaping the pressures and expectations the witches held above her head, she would not regret finally gaining the freedom she wanted and she would not regret eventually forgetting the memories of her childhood and replacing them with new ones, better ones. as horrible as it sounded she had to admit the truth to herself, that she would rather erase the hurt that her family had put on her rather than face it.

“ i want to know how bad it is to be a vampire, the worst parts. ” seoyeon to not sound demanding. the question however was personal, if this was an overstep then this encounter could quickly go awry, but against all her better judgement she trusts the vampire not to hurt her.

all she wanted were answers that could help figure out whether or not she was going to change the rest of her life and she deserved to know them.

#thread.#the line between awe and fear.#ft kijung.

feyevents

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SEND ME A FLOWER AND MY MUSE WILL…

ALSTROEMERIA …pay your muse for something.

ASTER …ask your muse for advice.

ANEMONE …abandon your muse.

ANTHURIUM …offer your muse a place to stay.

BASIL …insult your muse.

CARNATION …reject your muse.

CHRYSANTHEMUM …confess to your muse.

DAFFODIL …forgive your muse.

DAHLIA …congratulate your muse.

DAISY …tell your muse a secret.

DELPHINIUM …tell your muse a joke.

FREESIA …smell your muse.

GARDENIA …smile at your muse.

GERBERA …ask for your muse’s trust.

GLADIOLUS …make your muse a promise.

GOLDENROD …give your muse encouragement.

HEATHER …protect your muse.

HYACINTH …steal from your muse.

HYDRANGEA …thank your muse.

HYSSOP …sacrifice something for your muse.

IRIS …give your muse a compliment.

LARKSPUR …put your muse in their place.

LAVENDER …help your muse relax.

LILAC …give your muse a gift.

LILY …hurt your muse.

MORNING GLORY …give your muse a hug.

NASTURTIUM …compete with your muse.:

ORCHID …trap or capture your muse.

PEONY …accuse your muse.

PROTEA …dare your muse to do something.

RANUNCULUS …flirt with your muse.

ROSE …give your muse a kiss.

SNAPDRAGON …lie to your muse.

STATICE …console your muse.

STOCK …hold your muse’s hand.

SUNFLOWER …help your muse.

TANSY …start a fight with your muse.

TULIP …recognize your muse.

ZINNIA …pay your muse a surprise visit.

#meme.#( ill be getting to my threads soon ive just been a bit busy ;; )

honeyvocal

love shot (yeonjung)

#visuals.#( i’ll be getting to my ims soon! )#( also i’m thinking of making an open starter but i can’t think of anything to base it on )

all night.

starter for @feysooyeon

maybe it’s not her healthiest habit but seoyeon does enjoy her nights out. she makes sure to enjoy them as much as she can, so it’s not a surprise to see her step into the bar on a saturday night with her head held high and a drink on her mind.

seoyeon makes sure she doesn’t fall prey to indulgence and excess every week, only most weeks, and this was one of those weeks. she’d had a few particularly taxing days at university and her parents had decided to nag at her at every little thing so she just needed to get out of the house.

as she settles down at the bar with a cocktail of choice handed to her ( of course the bartender knew her ) she spots a girl sitting alone in a booth, she looked just about the same age as her and it piques her interest. it’s not everyday a young woman shows up at a bar alone, well she was that exact picture but seoyeon’s friends usually showed up at some point. perhaps a blind date? or maybe she too is waiting for friends? either way seoyeon sees an opportunity.

“ hey, i’m seoyeon. ” she carries her drink with her as she approaches her, a wide smile on her face as so not to look more friendly and less creepy, “ not to offend you but you look a little lonely and i thought maybe i could liven up your night? ”

#thread.#all night.#ft sooyeon.

feyseoyeon

the unconventional approach.

feyseoyeon

feyharin

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“Two years ago, if someone had told me they were from a family of witches, I would have given them contact information for a psychiatrist,” Harin admits. In retrospect, he can see how blind he’d been, how stupidly naïve, but the thing is … “If I’m being honest, I still don’t really understand … a lot of things. I’m trying to learn. Uh, just let me ask a lot of questions, if that’s alright.”

It’s just that as he understands it, that ignorance would be all the more painful to Seoyeon’s family if they’re witnesses to it, so she gets to benefit too. Harin cocks his head to the side, and watches to see if she can make the connection.

she can’t lie, the atmosphere of the little cafe calms her, it’s not her regular scene but the overwhelming scent of coffee provides some kind of comfort for her in a strange way. if she were to put a finger on it, it would probably be the fact that the smell is incredibly familiar and brings her a sense of warmth that she wasn’t used to.

“ no no, i’m fine with my caffeine, sometimes it’s more effective! ” she jokes.

his words leave her with a unusual feeling. i guess you’re not going to believe that some people are just really selfless sometimes? it plays around in her head like some kind of stupid jingle and for some reason she can’t shake it. seoyeon tries to think of times where people have been selfless to her, or her them, and she can’t recall any big acts of “selflessness” that extended past a simple favour. perhaps she’s thinking to big and that those things should be enough, but it’s not. not for her. even with that seoyeon’s not entirely sure she could extend herself that much for someone else, so maybe it’s best she keep the idea that no ones’ ever truly selfless in her head.

her train of thought keeps her so occupied, she doesn’t even notice when harin starts talking again and quickly organises herself to tune into her companion, not wanting her blank eyes to be thought of as bored.

“ i couldn’t imagine what it must be like to have your life thrust into all this, to have to suddenly accept that all the fairy tales are true. ” she starts to chuckle but it dies down quickly, “ ask as many questions as you like and i’ll answer them, i don’t really have anything to lose by exposing myself here. ”

#thread.#the unconventional approach.#ft harin.

feyseoyeon

something new.

feyseoyeon

feyminki

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and he’s not going to address the fact that he nearly jumps out of his skin when she does speak to him. minki tries not to groan. instead, he forces on his polite little customer service smile and turns to her. “yes? did you need help finding a particular book? we only cater to used books so if it’s something more recent, i’m afraid we may not be able to help you.”

she tried not to chuckle upon seeing minki’s reaction to her intrusion. he didn’t really look like the type of person who could communicate with spirits, although really what was she expecting? it’s like any other witch she knew, none of them looked as though they could do things beyond the what a human could possibly be capable of. the word she was looking for: extraordinary.

seoyeon works in customer service too, albeit her’s was a little bit less formal and more putting up with drunks, so she recognised the almost too good to be true smile and peachy tone of voice he puts on for her. she reckons she’s disturbed his peace and quiet just from the aura surrounding him but technically it’s his job to serve her and she needed help so she can’t feel sorry about it.

“ no i’m in need of some... ” seoyeon keeps her voice low, almost down to a whisper, “ witch help. ” she eyes the store yet again, just to ensure that no one could encroach on their conversation.

she couldn’t lie, she felt a little childish whispering to him for help. she should be able to do this on her own, she shouldn’t have to be crawling to another witch to help her. what would her family think of her if they saw her unable to perform this magic without the slightest bit of help? although, they probably wouldn’t have batted an eye to it seeing as the man she was seeking was a wongyeong witch.

“ i heard you can help me learn your area of expertise. ” she’s really hoping he’s down to help her, otherwise what would she do, in her head she was all out of options.

#thread.#something new.#ft minki.

allure.

starter for @feyhana / 2019

seoyeon loves the bar. the way it was mostly empty during the day but crowded and rowdy by the time the sun had set, the way her regulars were always excited to see her, and sure being hit on by the heavily drunk customers was quite annoying but the bar had been home to many of her exciting nights out and had always helped her financially through the years.

on a particularly quiet evening she eyed a young woman walking into the bar, she had a certain aura surrounding her that made seoyeon interested. she had an air of confidence that seemed to also draw the attention of a few of the men sitting in front of her. seoyeon could guess the type of person this girl was, she looked fun which definitely fit the profile of the friends seoyeon liked to keep around.

she poured a shot and slid it over to the far end of the bar where the girl sat, a knowing smile on seoyeon’s face. perhaps she would be making a new friend by the end of her shift.

only half an hour had passed when handed the girl her next drink. she had seen her fair share of supernatural patrons at the bar so it was never a surprise to find a specific person ordering another shot of soju after their tenth and this girl seemingly fit this description. her demeanour hadn’t changed one bit, unlike the normal human, and her cheeks hadn’t rosied on bit.

“ vampire or werewolf? ” she carried a smirk as she walked over to the girl. seoyeon knew it would be risky to ask such a question, the bar may be home to such people but humans were the main clientele. however, she figures she can pass it off as a joke should she be wrong.

#thread.#allure.#ft hana.

feyseoyeon

the line between awe and fear.

feyseoyeon

feykijung

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he hopes he doesn’t regret answering that question, and that it won’t relate to some strange, harmful experiment on vampires the witch plans on conducting. his gut tells him otherwise though, and it rarely steers him wrong. he doesn’t know if she’s worthy of trust– he doesn’t know nearly enough about her to judge her character –but she’s worthy of humoring, at least. “i hope that answered your question well enough. is there anything else?”

she can’t keep her eyes off of him as he talks, in complete awe of the vampire in front of her. his face was so youthful, reminding her of the many boys she would meet in her high school days, yet his eyes looked like they carried so many stories. there were few eyes she had seen that had lived though decades ( centuries most likely for him ) she felt as though she could learn so much from them, yet there seemed to be something else hidden behind them.

seoyeon’s wide eyes must’ve been scaring him, well not “scaring” seeing as he could probably kill her in one fell swoop but weirding him out at best. it’s not everyday you get someone interrupting you in a highly questionable situation and then interviewing you for reasons unexplained, but as she listens to him speak her wonder continues to grow.

she liked the words he was saying “different”, “sweet” but the one she liked the most was relief. relief, the word resonated with her in some way. she’d never really known relief, sure the parties she would escape to would help her forget the truth, feel as though she was free but she had never experienced true relief from such things. it was all she wanted ever since she was little, relief from the stress put on her as a witch, as a member of the hanu house, to be something greater than the ones before her. her mind began to search for all of the things weighing her down, her sister’s “eternal” power over her, her parents’ thoughts — or lack thereof — about her, even the need to marry an equally strong witch to carry on the legacy of the fae. she knew she needed to feel relief, and if she was honest she would do anything to feel it, to be free from all the expectations and disappointments.

that’s when she forms her next question. seoyeon’s not entirely sure what it truly means to her but the idea that popped into her head was one that was so serious, she wasn’t sure if she was thinking straight but the idealised life of a vampire she had created just seemed so much easier and perhaps she could stave off thinking about the consequences.

“ do you... ” she paused for a minute, unsure if asking such a question would be too invasive but she had to know, “ do you regret becoming a vampire? ”

#thread.#the line between awe and fear.#ft kijung.

feyseoyeon

the unconventional approach.

feyseoyeon

feyharin

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After a few minutes, he’s returning with two drinks in his hands. One, the aforementioned latte; the other, a second iced coffee, which he sets in front of Seoyeon next to the one she already has. “You don’t have to finish this,” he says as he takes a seat across from her. “Figured you might need it, though.” From the messages they’ve shared, he understands the basic situation, but he expects more details will have to be forthcoming. Maybe less pleasant ones? Depends on how deep the problem is, he supposes.

seoyeon has no idea what she’s supposed to start with. the extended story as to how she got here? that would be far too long, especially with her tendency to heatedly rant and harin didn’t deserve to hear that just yet. perhaps she should mention what she expects of him? that would make her sound demanding, this wasn’t a job interview. harin returns quickly, interrupting her train of thought with a second iced coffee placed before her. she smiles at him as a thank you.

“ its okay, if i had my way i’d slip a bit of vodka in it with the week i’ve been having but that would be day drinking. ” she chuckles.

from any other person’s perspective their meeting would be considered ridiculous, fake dating as if she was in high school again, but to her it was simply an important step in her mission of giving her parents the biggest “fuck you” she could. on first glance harin looks perfect for this, he was older than her, his stature provided him with an intimidating aura, and the cherry on top, he was a werewolf. just imagining the look on her parents’ faces as she brings home a man who was very obviously not another witch made her giddy.

“ as you know i want to spite my parents, ” the two had conversed briefly but seoyeon hadn’t told him the history behind the circumstances, “ they’ve basically never really cared about me yet still want to marry me off to uphold their traditions, in a way i’m also spiting the way of the witches so it’s a win-win! ”

she wonders what he thinks of he, he surely wouldn’t be here if he thought she was simply overreacting but he must’ve had a few thoughts about her being so dead set on angering her family.

“ tell me, why do you want to help me? ” seoyeon could never imagine someone doing something like this out of the kindness of their heart, they didn’t know each other that well so he had to have had something he wanted from her.

#thread.#the unconventional approach.#ft harin.

feyseoyeon

the line between awe and fear.

feyseoyeon

feykijung

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he listens, and soon, it’s just kijung and the witch girl alone in the alley. “yes,” kijung replies just as bluntly. “that’s pretty obvious.” he wonders if she’s ever seen one before. she looks young still– if he has a right to say such –so maybe not. he sighs lightly, because of course she has a question. sure, why not. he’s willing to make himself a zoo animal for the sake of enlightenment. “what is it?”

any normal person would have been running by now, for the fear of pissing off a vampire of was certainly a valid one if the childhood tales her grandmother used to read to her had any truth to them. however, seoyeon carried no fear, perhaps backed by the fact that this particular vampire looked about sixteen but it would’ve been silly for her to judge him based on his appearance.

she probably shouldn’t keep him waiting but she can’t help but take in his features. he looked just like any other boy – any other human – she could’ve seen on the street, save for the fangs she had been exposed to earlier. it did have her wondering just how many people she had passed in her lifetime had actually been vampires?

“ what does that feel like? ” her voice softens considerably, “ feeding, drinking blood. ”

seoyeon doesn’t know why that’s the first question of the millions she had that had come out of her mouth. as a witch she feels she should use this experience to learn more about vampires, she once heard whispers of a vampire’s blood being important to certain spells but in this moment she could care less about spells or being a witch at all. the curiosity stemmed from somewhere different, somewhere deep in her conscious that she was rather wary of. the idea of the other species the fae’s magic had touched all those years ago had always intrigued her, particularly on her darker nights where she would dream of how they lived their lives as an escape from her less-than-satisfactory own. she couldn’t doubt the attraction she had felt to the vampiric way of life and how easy it seemed to just slip away into it.

no she knows why she asked that question, she wants to know how it feels to drink blood. was it as euphoric as fiction would typically depict or just like any meal? whatever his answer was she was sure it would help her understand her sudden fascination with his kind and what the nature of it was.

#thread.#the line between awe and fear.#ft kijung.#( praying this doesn't look like shit bc tumblr removed my way of cutting posts )

something new.

starter for @feyminki

as much as seoyeon hated to admit it she was not the witch she made herself out to be, and it was painfully obvious to her. ever since she was a little girl her abilities have always been subpar to her almost prodigy of her sister and for years she had attempted to be just as good as her, except for she always failed. she lacked the strength for the combat magic her sister was quite advanced in, could never seem to nail the conjuration spells her parents specialised in and whatever she was good at was only performed mediocre at best. the truth was she never had anything special about her.

seoyeon would often take days to try out a different practice and if she couldn’t figure it out by the end of the week then she’d give up. sure it wasn’t the best way to go about it but with every failed practice she grew more and more impatient to find something she could excel in to prove to her and her family that she deserved her title as a witch. this week’s attempt was necromancy, very far out of her comfort zone but would impress everyone she knew, all she needed was one spirit to talk to her. through the gossip she heard at the bar she had found of a witch who could guide her through it, a wongyeong witch at that, the perfect mentor.

the bookstore she stepped in was rather empty which meant she could go about her affairs without having to hide from the prying eyes and ears of the humans. through the grapevine she heard that she could find minki here and she was right after she spotted the male in one of the corners of the shop. perhaps seoyeon should’ve been more subtle with her approach but that had never got her anywhere before and she had no qualms with inserting herself into his life unprovoked.

“ hello, i need your help. ” she was quick to get to her point it almost made her sound a little desperate but at this point she had to acknowledge that she was.

#thread.#something new.#ft minki.#( the title is literal trash but we move )

the unconventional approach.

starter for @feyharin

seoyeon finds herself sat in a coffee shop waiting almost eagerly for her date to arrive. it wasn’t her typical location of choice but her friend had encouraged her to choose it when she set her up with a werewolf who she claimed would be “perfect for her”, not solely for the pursuit of romance but for something a little more frivolous.

that week the ahn family had been visited by another witch family. while they tried their best to mask their true intentions their cover was quickly blown when they introduced their son, whom looked just as reluctant as herself, in a manner so overly intimate that it was clear they were trying to set him up with either her or her sister. that was when the usual embarrassment of such a predicament was hidden behind the increasing layers of low self-esteem and annoyance at her parents as they started describing seokyung in such detail that it was obvious which daughter they wished to betroth. seoyeon never really agreed with the tradition but it still stung to not even be considered for it despite her parents’ less than enthusiastic comments that she was, and it was definitely no help that her sister was more than happy to comply with being married off to someone she barely knew.

the event had her thinking, she wanted to find ways to spite her parents and what better way than to give them the complete opposite of what any witch parents would wish for their daughter, and that’s how she ended up in the little cafe sipping on an iced coffee that was just a little bit too sweet for her liking. this wasn’t necessarily a date for her to get to know the werewolf, more to see if he was the perfect candidate for her plans.

she soon spots the male walking into the shop, standing up immediately to catch his attention, “ you must be harin, i’m seoyeon! ”

#thread.#the unconventional approach.#ft harin.

the line between awe and fear.

starter for @feykijung / 2019

it was thursday again, the day seoyeon dreaded the most. the one where she’d have to make up some random excuse as to why she had to leave the house, an excuse that only helped those who had something to hide from her. sometimes she wonders why she even lets the people she calls her "parents” get away with their blatant favouritism as if seoyeon would never figure it out herself, but she doesn’t worry about that right now as the cold cuts straight through the coat she had thrown on not only two minutes earlier.

her exasperated sigh exposes the temperature as she quickly remembers she has no where to go, too tired to party and no friends available. she shivers as she starts to walk aimlessly, simply letting her body take her where it pleases ( or what she romanticises to be the fae leading her to where ever she should be ) and an idea popped into her head. these days seoyeon had often made it her mission to be able to translocate as far as possible, something born from her goal to escape her family home whenever she felt unwelcome.

she brings herself into dark corner and closes her eyes to focus on her breathing, she hadn’t a place in mind only the thought of someplace new. she usually trusted her senses to bring her to somewhere that wouldn’t expose herself or her kind but she never truly knew the extent of this power. she opened up her eyes to an alley unrecognisable to her, dark and dingy, very clearly not the place seoyeon was expecting. she catches something under the moonlight and suddenly panic set in as she realised what she had just walked into.

there was a vampire feeding right in front of her eyes. she had never truly come into direct contact with one until now and the sight of his fangs embedded in the human’s neck was surely one that would haunt her and yet she couldn’t look away. her curiosity overcomes her survival instincts as she washes her fear down her throat and waits until the vampire was done. the scene fascinated her so much, she wonders what exactly draws her to the young boy in front of her but she walks up to him with confidence in her step.

“ you’re a vampire. ” she states bluntly, taking in his appearance with wonder, “ can i ask you something? ”

#thread.#the line between awe and fear.#ft kijung.

hello i’m leah and this is my baby seoyeon! i’ve been itching to rejoin the krp world for a while now and found fey lines to be the place for me. i’ll link her bio, stats and plot page and hopefully we’ll be plotting soon :)

without further ado i present to you ahn seoyeon, 20 year old witch from the house hanu!