HOLES IN THE SKY

if they ask i will decline the ghost from my past that i've left behind i've misplaced and erased everything from my mind and if i return i pray i won't find all that i've left by the riverside

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she’s sitting cross legged in the middle of the park, with all of her work spread out on front of her. it’s a mess, to put it lightly, and areum’s barely gotten through half of it. the sun being out is the only highlight of the day, really. it isn’t until she sees the other that she’s calling out for them       any distraction is welcomed, at this point.

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“it’s a flyer for my game of assassin. turned out nice, huh? i know some people don’t think it’s a good idea considering… you know. personally, i think a little fun will do everyone good. you should come. my lino art class will be there. do you like impressions? there’s this one guy who does the best gizmo impression. you’ve seen gremlins, right? gosh, gremlins never gets old… what was i saying? nope, nevermind. assassin. how long has it been since you’ve been chased through these woods? you have to swing by.”

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“       pretty sure no one is gonna like that.” it’s said joking, but she’s still serious about it. just the slight implication has the ugly feeling she ignores curling in her chest. “why not something non-violent like       hide and seek ??” because areum thinks they’re still seven, for some fucking reason. “i haven’t seen it in like, forever, but i bet his impression is so spot on everyone thinks he’s actually gizmo. getting chased doesn’t sound like a fun night, personally. i’d probably die from a heart attack because of it, and that’s probably gonna put a damper on things.”

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“Watch where you’re going. This shirt costs more than most people make in the run of a week. I have two finals this week before I’m FINALLY finished with the year… I don’t have time to get this dry-cleaned.”

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“it’s a shirt, i’m pretty sure you’ll survive if you get germs on them. this may sound totally ridiculous but you could like, wear another shirt until you do have time. i know, i know. crazy concept, but it’s something that seems to be a common thing these days.”

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    Ramona was sat on a bench in a park around the town when she decided to lit up a cigarette. Her professors had been a little too hard on her this semester and in a way, she needed a cigarette to release her tension. As the flame of her lighter touched the tip of the stick, Ramona subsequently looked up to see the person before her staring at her. Taking a drag on her cigarette, the female then blew out the smoke before deciding to speak. “You haven’t seen a girl smoke before?”

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she wasn’t staring. areum doesn’t even care whether someone smokes or not; never has. “not my first, most likely won’t be my last.” the female sits next to the other, pulling a leg under her as she does so. “do they even taste good, though ??” she may or may not be looking for a better stress reliever       god knows she needs it. “because they look nasty as hell, yet people tend to love ‘em.”

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it’s a rare thing to get someone as quiet and withdrawn as tristan started on a rant, but he couldn’t stop himself this time. “how have you not seen a single episode of dragon ball z? do you have any idea what you’re missing? do you know how many childhoods that show has defined? if you’re ever going to watch any anime, that has to be at the top of the list.” he shook his head in disbelief, something bordering on hurt flashing across his expression. “––unbelievable.”

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her eyes had widened at the small rant the other had taken, and it’s so rare that they even speak to each other, yet alone do what tristan just did. “if it was on the top of your list       and stop looking at me like i just took your favorite toy, jesus       then how come when we were dating, we never watched it ??” that was probably a lie; areum just most likely fell asleep      she does that a lot. “if i said sorry, will that stop you from looking so sad ??”

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I MISSED OPENING NIGHT BC IM FUCKIN LAME also i died but ill make a starter rn and reply to all the ones in the tag n*ce!!!

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i’m probably late to the party Yikes , but hello !!! i’m sam, this is my baby areum!! anything u wanna know abt her ( so far ) can b found here !! if u wanna plot pls hmu !! or we can talk on aim my lame ass name is spidermxnrox !!! lemme just do a quick recap whats on her stats page if ur lazy like me !!

she was adopted when she was three n everyone knows it !! hence why she has a white/welsh-orientated last name !!

she’s twenty three, an aquarius and is pansexual !!

she’s had a super hard time dealing w the prank/that night and hates 2 talk about it

she’s an interior designer !! or like, an up and coming one at least. it’s smth she feels like she can control which is why she loves it sm

a is a v v v v big people person she loves everyone mostly tbh ?? she always seems happy n stuff bc thats her Mask, but she also is that way if that makes sense???

she’s the popular label !! which u know means shes , popular. so she’s probably p much on good terms w a lot of ppl but y’all should hmu for connections bc i am Trash at them n yeaH come love me thank u

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* ( STATS + HEADCANONS !!

found here !!

* ( RELATIONSHIPS !!

MUSE E     USED TO BE FRIENDS: they were torn apart because of how interested muse e was about the about the prank/deaths. it felt like to areum, who was still recovering ( and still is today ), that muse e was constantly asking them about it, which made the guilt and anxiety of it all multiple by ten every time. in the end, areum cut off all contact, just to stop the questions from happening.

MUSE F     EXES: with areum’s guilt and muse f’s grief, it was a disaster to go off at any second. the mix of the two negative emotions ended with them breaking up, but even though she’ll never admit it ( some words may have slipped that she now regrets ), she does want them back in any way that she can. they were a solid presence that was always in her life since they first met, and having them not be there anymore is basically like a gaping hole in her chest.

MUSE M     BEST FRIENDS: while they were friends before the whole night happens, areum grew closed to muse m immediately after. when they were with muse m, it felt like they were sharing the guilt, at least to her, and it’s always made her felt better being around them. since they were both there, nothing seems to be off-limits to talk about, which is what areum needs, even if she refuses to admit it.

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ARDEN CHO WEEK ✖︎ April 18th  ↳ photoshoots

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arden_cho: I’m in Chicago babies 💋 See y'all tomorrow at UIC 3-5pm!

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[wordsnquotes]

Sometimes I find myself sitting in one spot for hours, staring at nothing, thinking of nothing, feeling nothing, and most disturbingly, caring about nothing.

Mahbod Seraji, Rooftops of Tehran  (via wordsnquotes)

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Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe

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“Traumatized people chronically feel unsafe inside their bodies: The past is alive in the form of gnawing interior discomfort. Their bodies are constantly bombarded by visceral warning signs, and, in an attempt to control these processes, they often become expert at ignoring their gut feelings and in numbing awareness of what is played out inside. They learn to hide from their selves.

“The Body Keeps The Score” by Bessel Van Der Kolk (via mischabarton2004)

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