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[dasloddl]

just did my first center pull and like... why did it feel like my yarn was on her period and had blood clots

[fibermancer92]

Can't believe I saw this post while on my period

[fibermancer92]

I'm so broke right now

I'm so broke and I'm on my period

I'm on my period and all I want is chocolate cake but I'm so broke

And I just looked at my calendar

And I'm probably gonna be on my period on my birthday too

Omg I want chocolate cake so bad fuuuuuccccccckkkkk

[ravioliet]

god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies

[fibermancer92]

Holy fucking shit I'm so tired of it

[fibermancer92]

I had a dream about you last night, Stupid Boy.

And I'm so tired of it, truly. It's always the same dream. The same theme. I wake up wanting you and hating you. And every time I have to make this stupid Tumblr post about it because that's just who I am.

But you're never the first to text. To reach out. I stopped doing it and we stopped talking. I got tired. I'm so tired.

But I think of the things you used to say to me and the way you made me feel. The way you looked at me, said my name. How you pissed me off. How you would call me by my old name just to remind me how long we'd known each other.

It's been nearly 20 years and despite the way you'd tell it, I was always the one chasing you. We were never right for each other

But oh my gods. It races through my thoughts. The time you told me that you would go to church again if that's what it took to be inside me again.

Good thing you don't read this shit

[nonlynear]

boobs and such

[fibermancer92]

I FINALLY FINISHED THIS SPIN 😭😭🎉🎊🥳🎉🎊🎉🥳🥳🎉🎉

This yarn is like 3 years in the making. I spun the beautiful pinkish purple strand first, and that went fairly quickly because it was so pretty and fun and satisfying. Then it took me basically forever to spin the black because it was harder to see, and a slightly shorter staple. Plying took like 3 days and it would have been less if I hadn't had things to do!

And now I've finally assembled my niddy noddy! And used it for the first time! Yay!

[fibermancer92]

I fucking hate being traumatized why am I shaking because I met a man named jake

[fibermancer92]

I can never run properly in my dreams

I don't know if anyone can

But last night I dreamed I had twins. Two perfect little boys. We were running errands- me, the babies, my mom, and my love. We parked the cat and then realized that the store we needed was at the other end of the plaza.

No problem. We'll just walk down.

We walked through stores "oh I love Home Goods Halloween. It looks like they're setting up." "Hmm this place is closed too. I don't think anything is open yet"

Wait.

Where are the babies? I thought you grabbed them! GIVE ME THE KEYS

I ran

I ran

I ran

Lifting my skirt to free my bare feet

Jumping over curbs to float back down

I saw the truck and began pressing the unlock button on the keys. I pulled the door open and

They were both there in their seats, eyes open OH GODS NO

I yelled and they blinked and cried

And I cried and laughed and pulled them both to me to feed them

The dream went on the way that dreams do and I awoke but

I can still see their faces

[fibermancer92]

SPACE IS SO FUCKING COOL

SCIENCE IS FUCKING AWESOME

HUMANS ARE AMAZING

[fibermancer92]

People talk about recession indicators such as certain fashion trends or food trends but

My friend who was trying to pull back from sex work is actively promoting their OF again and if that's not a recession indicator idk what is

[fibermancer92]

Due to mine and my spouse's schedules, I have literally zero Alone in the House time. Because of this, my need for Alone, and my natural night owl tendencies, I've started doing what I call Midnight Goblin Time.

Once a week or so, I stay up Far Too Late by myself. I listen to music, I do crafts, sometimes (not every week!) I have a whole bottle of wine.

[fibermancer92]

There's this band that I love

(Well, one specific album by them)

And I'd have never known about them

If it wasn't for you.

That trip we took

And that second hand shop you loved

I bought a dress

(It's my favorite thing now)

And you picked up that random CD

We listened to it the whole drive home

One line seemed burned into my memory

"Turn this weekend into a dream"

It felt so perfect

That weekend was a dream.

[fibermancer92]

Learned that you can put Aida cloth on top of other fabric, cross stitch, then tediously pull out the threads of the Aida until you just have embroidery on your fabric. This is a test run before I attempt to do it on my clothes and it WENT SO WELL 🥰🥰

Also featuring a practice bit of sashiko style mending that I did badly and wrong! 🥰🥰

[fibermancer92]

I have my next chart ready to goooooo!! I think I want it on the back pocket of a denim skirt but idk if I want to stitch in a pocket like that. I've done it before with patches and it's annoying as hellllllll. So maybe I'll do it on my battle vest?? Idk idk but I'm exciteddd

[fibermancer92]

The snake chart is too big to fit on that denim skirt but YOU KNOW WHAT ISNT??

A cute lil moon and stars

[fibermancer92]

Learned that you can put Aida cloth on top of other fabric, cross stitch, then tediously pull out the threads of the Aida until you just have embroidery on your fabric. This is a test run before I attempt to do it on my clothes and it WENT SO WELL 🥰🥰

Also featuring a practice bit of sashiko style mending that I did badly and wrong! 🥰🥰

[fibermancer92]

I have my next chart ready to goooooo!! I think I want it on the back pocket of a denim skirt but idk if I want to stitch in a pocket like that. I've done it before with patches and it's annoying as hellllllll. So maybe I'll do it on my battle vest?? Idk idk but I'm exciteddd

[fibermancer92]

I saw a post that was like "even though the Irish were very oppressed and assimilation into whiteness was done out of survival, we can still acknowledge the very real harm that they have done as white people" and I was like yeah, absolutely. Then it was like "what are you doing today to decolonize your Irish ancestry" and I was like

Today?

Not a damn thing.

Every other day of my life, hell yeah. But TODAY?? I am mourning what my people could have been.

[fibermancer92]

I dreamed I was at a weird thrift store and I found thigh high ✨️ buckled ✨️ platform ✨️ boots ✨️ in my size for $10 and I bought them and wore them the rest of the dream!! Then I woke up and was sad about the boots

BUT

I REMEMBERED

I actually own those boots already!