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before you hit the ground - kuroo tetsuroÂ
warnings/fic tags: fluff + angst, female ocs (kuroo exes in this case lol). cheating, soft boy kuroo, smut!, unrprotected sex, fingering, mild praise/sir kink, crying after sex, lovey dovey fic tbh.Â
a/n: well uhm. this fic is rlly loosely based on the song cupids chokehold by gym class heroes. would recommend giving it a listen but its about kuroo. not typical kuroo characterization tbh. a lot of emotion. i love this man sm.Â
italics mean flashback!! also this fic vaguely hints at kuroos career in time skip but no serious spoilers.Â
plot summary: kuroo tetsuro has been in two serious relationships in his life. at the end of the day he finds himself in more pieces than whole but you - you help him put it all back together again.Â
Kuroo Tetsuro is a hopeless romantic whose been in love twice in his whole life.Â
People give him the same reaction upon hearing this - surprise. Itâs impossible to miss the little arch of brow and quirk of lips, and on the occasion a gasp. Soft, but genuine. Heâs never understood how heâs supposed to react to a knee-jerk reaction like that, nor does he know what to make of it. He knows what he looks like, wild hair and lazy grins. Heâs flirtatious at worst, and from what heâs heard - good at conversation. And, though heâs not cocky - the vibes he gives off apparently are⊠sexy? Is that the word? It makes him cringe to think about.Â
In essence, people look at Kuroo Tetsuro and assume that heâs been around the block. Itâd been like that since high-school - having taken on the natural mantle of team captain on his highschool volleyball team. He had a dominating aura, he figures. Into his adulthood, this assumption only grew stronger and harder to avoid. He was, perhaps more unaware to his looks, than heâd assumed before. Women and men alike approached him trying to get him in bed. Tried being the key word.Â
Truthfully, Kuroo doesnât like one-night stands. Kuroo doesnât even really like sex without feelings. Nothing gets his dick harder than love, and even if he isnât in a committed relationship his preference is a friends with benefits connection. Someone whose genuinely a friend, who he can have sex with from time to time. Even that was dangerous territory - his heart had a handle on him that heâd never quite understood. Sex is⊠fine. But, having someone play in his hair and complain about their day because they trust him - thatâs unmatched.Â
In reality, it had affected him a lot. Especially in highschool, where any girls he approached rejected his sincere advances out of fear. An odd amount of rumors spread, plenty of girls heâd never talked to telling their friends they hooked up. A double-edged sword - his male classmates had respect for him that made him feel sick - and the girls he really liked, never seemed to see him for who he was.Â
He has a slick-mouth and endless attitude. He could be playfully arrogant, and teasing when he wanted to be but never for more than one girl. He always ever wanted one person to want him just as badly as he wanted them. He thinks he gets it from being a mamaâs boy his whole life, perhaps his parents happy marriage had influenced the type of person he always wanted to be. He just wanted someone to have only eyes for him - nothing more and nothing less.Â
In highschool, there was one girl whoâd ever seen him for who he was. This was one of two of Kuroo Tetsurou adventures in falling in love.Â