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things we deserve on chicago pd but will never get:
(warning for very long post and slight rant on why jay halstead deserves more than the shitty writing he gets)
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I want to know why jay and his dad didnāt speak for two whole years? Like I know they had a testy relationship but that canāt have been the only reason they didnāt speak for two years something must have gone down. They mentioned it once in willās first episode and then suddenly a couple years later him and his dad are magically talking again after zero mention of him for so long after that comment
ugh same. i think part of the issue is that this is info from a mix of med and pd and idk how often the writers correspond about this type of thing.
thereās the part in willās first episode on pd where we have the whole ātwo yearsā āprobably moreā interaction. then a few seasons later, on med, will tells connor that his dad wasnāt supportive of him going to school after graduating instead of just going straight into the workforce, and tells connor that jay and his dad have their own problems (and jay did go straight into the military and then became a cop, which seems like a career path his dad approved of)
i headcanon it to have something to do with his mom, her cancer, her death, and how jay was there alone with her. as well, i suspect that his dad might have been sort of unsupportive when jay was dealing with whatever he was going through when he left the military.
anyway, all speculation. answers are coming, i hope, but probably not tbh
jayās partner and potential love interest being offered a job on a task force at the fbi...idk this feels a bit familiar
So...while I'm excited about Upstead, I am wondering what will happen with Jay coming to terms with his feelings for Hailey.
Clearly Hailey joining the FBI (even though we know she wont) is giving him anxiety because of what happened in the past with Erin.
Is he gonna share those fears and concerns?
Is he gonna try and get closure with Erin before he makes a go with Hailey?
I wanna see how this will fully develop!
I really can't wait!! This is gonna be the perfect birthday month for me!!
i would love them to address the parallels because thatās what jesse/jay seserves..but tbh these writers have such a long history of writing things that should link up to current plot lines and instead just completely ignoring them and writing something else random. wouldnāt be surprised if they completely forgot erin lindsay exists and joined an fbi task force dkdkd
who knows, maybe theyāll surprise me but tbh i really donāt trust these writers to follow through on storylines that it seems like theyāre starting and they should really just hire me so that they donāt keep filling jayās arc with plot holes
things we deserve on chicago pd but will never get:
(warning for very long post and slight rant on why jay halstead deserves more than the shitty writing he gets)
āDo you like that show?ā
āI certainly enjoy the self indulgent version of it I wrote in my head after it began to disappoint me.ā
Will: Why are you sad?
Jay: I don't know.
Will: No reason?
Jay: Oh, no, there are plenty of reasons. I'm just not sure which one it is this time.
i want to write jay halstead fanfic again but i donāt have any ideas help
āI have my convictions. And I donāt give a damn what anyone thinks of me. You have yours as well, Jay. I know that. And I respect that.ā
this is at the end of 1x14, after jay had been challenging voightās methods throughout the episode.
i think he meant that while voightās beliefs are that he can do whatever it takes to get the bad guy to confess and solve the crime, he respects that jay prefers to do things the ārightā way. jay generally has consistently stuck to this belief throughout the seasons, while we see other characters like antonio, erin, hailey, and adam fall into similar patterns as voight. i think itās telling that despite everything, jay knows that voight respects his values and sticks to them. and i think it might have been super early forshadowing that jay is going to be the one to take over for voight one day. because there have been multiple instances of us seeing how much voight consistently respects jay, which we donāt see for the other characters. i think voight likes that jay has this inherent goodness in him, and that he sees it as an asset. anyway this got a bit rambley and iām supposed to be doing a lab report right now, so iām gonna end it there.
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some rambled thoughts about jay this season
i feel like chicago pd doesnāt really know what to do with jay. i suspect that this season is going to be similar to his plotline from seasons 3/4, in that him and haileyās relationship is finally going to start, and thatāll be his main storyline.
but iām worried that they feel as if heās run his course, and that they donāt feel the need to continue with episodes that help explain his past. if that is the case, theyāre very very wrong because they seem to be unaware that theyāve given us literal crumbs and have answered almost none of the questions iāve had for 7 years.
this season is 100% going to have a focus on atwater which i support fully, as long as they do it in a way that is an accurate portrayal of what a black cop is going through in this time.
however, i think it would be interesting if the writers explored a little bit of jayās bias stemming from his time in the military. we saw it in the scene where he told hailey āi got six friends who died for that flag. i got no respect for these guys.ā in regards to the people protesting america/the flag. jay is a good person who i fully believe supports blm, and from what we saw in 8x01 he seems to understand what role police should be taking up in these times. but a big discussion that has arisen in lieu of the movement to defund the police has also been a similar look at the military, and there have been a lot more people becoming open of the way they dislike its high budget and morals.
iād like to see maybe a few moments where jay, who had been through so much in afghanistan in his aim to help his country, has to realize that itās not only his current job that people are angry with but his previous one. iād like to see him struggle between defending what he did because he dealt with so many bad people and lost so many friends, while also acknowledging the issues people have with it. i think there could be a nice upstead moment where, over drinks, he says something like:
āall i wanted was to do good for my country. i didnāt want to kill people. i didnāt want to help drop bombs or destroy villages. but over there.. sometimes there isnāt another good option. and i have to live with that blood, both enemy, ally, and friend, on my hands for the rest of my life. i didnāt realize half of my country would end up hating me for it and reminding me about the lives i took, though.ā
(mayhaps iāll write a fic)
idk. with 5x07 and 6x07, it does sort of feel like theyāre trying to wrap up jayās military backstory and related plot lines. i still have so many questions (if nothing else, wtf happened on āthat dayā), but i donāt know if they care to give us answers.
i love to talk about this stuff though so please please send theories or questions or wishes you have for jay this season because iād be more than happy to continue this discussion :)
Jay Halstead is one of the least favorite characters on Chicago P.D. for some viewers, and they have little good to say about him.
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me: i really want to write this idea
me: i really should do it
also me: *hoping this story to write itself magically*
rewatched/closely analyzed every scene with jay from 1x01 and learned that he drinks black coffee. thatās all.