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“Obstacles make you stronger”

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I was a girl who laughed,

that was cheerful,

that continued to fight despite everything.

Until people used the uncertainty that was hidden in me.

So I gave up the fight and gave those people the power to change me into someone who no longer laughed, in a person who no longer fought.

In someone who was no longer happy.

“Why are old lovers able to become friends? Two reasons. They never truly loved each other, or they love each other still.”

— Whitney Otto, How to Make an American Quilt

That is true!!

I say a lot that i don’t care what you say or think about me but actually I do care what you say and think about me.

Thank you

I miss laughing, being cheerful.

I miss the happy girl that I once was. When I look in the mirror I see a girl who is broken, that tries to laugh but does not know how.

This is not me anymore.

The person I once was is gone.

Fieke