FigHeavy

Autistic tinkering madman, serial repair enthusiast, unloved and entertaining my edgy teen phase in my early 20s

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I’m glad I’m a kind person. I’m conflicted about being a good person but I’m glad I’m just.. mostly calm and like helping others.

I may only mask empathy and stand for nothing when no one’s looking but at least I’m mostly cool.

I may only like helping people for reasons of ego but the joy is real and but acting from ego doesn’t even have to bad. That shit can also be called taking pride.

But I’m glad the brain I was given feels about other people when they are I’m front of me.

I think the religious shame might have been a self fulfilling prophecy at some point. Did I already think I was a bad person or did I care… I don’t know. What was I thinking.

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Guys lizards can grow back with two tails! look at this.

I heard a description and was deeply fascinated. Then I saw the thin, almost alien angled thing and found it just as interesting and bizarre as I thought it would be.

Look Dragons Could Be Real

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I love seeing people be good at games and learn speed run strats at a game you have spent your life on. I mean, I am good enough at some games to speed, but my sensory feeling rarely pick the games I’m good at.

My friends are in the corner learning speed run tricks while I’m doing so much dicking around that I’m on the pride month leader boards.

Currently 600 hours into a 20 hour game and losing to everyone in the group who has less than 40 collectively. I’m sorry all I do is start a new save to re enjoy the sound track. I still haven’t beaten the dlc because it’s too hard. All I want to do is beat the base game and collect all the strawberries around 6 times a year. Still remember getting mocked for being 70 hours in and not done with the game.

[demilypyro]

Digital circus' biggest problem is that it was written to be a niche show aimed at weird analytical queers with actual media literacy and it accidentally blew tf up and hit the mainstream and a bunch of people who have never had a second thought about anything got into it

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Peak. Cinema. I’m not gay but if glitch had a glizzy I’d be slobberdonk’n on it.

I stand on autism business for this ts. I was giggling, gasping, stimming, yelping in the theater.

As usual, my predictions were pretty spot on. Just look at movie poster or trailer, they WANT you to know the final act is about “exploring jax’s mind” and I swear to god I used that exact wording before hand. And Jax’s masks and how he operates. Seeing the poster of exploring multiple of him in his architecture. Head on the coffin

had a pretty good idea what the episode would look like, and I was right. But I was still pleasantly surprised parts I didn’t see coming. For example, seeing Jax’s masks. And how they operate 🙂.

He ended up being the most relatable character… for me at least. He shot past ragatha with this last ep. I have a feeling most people won’t understand the ending of his arc… but I can see the vision.

[doodlepom]

cycles

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The use of the dinner scene is warm and cozy and I wanna eat it but… I think we’ll see this in ep 9 but there a a few things to extrapolate as *different*.

Ribbit has a speaking credit in episode 7, but no audible lines. I say that because Jax stares at an adventure ball in Caine’s office and hears muttering in different voices. This is likely where *it* happened.

The specific thing that happened is Jax’s same behavior from episode 6. That is way too harsh for an early on Jax. We know he was nicer to, even friends with Gangle at some point. So it’s likely he was much nicer overall.

I think that interaction will be where Jax is trying to help or be funny and instead hurts Ribbit so bad she abstracts. After that, Jax becomes callus and forms an avoidant attachment style. It is overall much more likely we see an inciting incident to be resolved in a story vs… no charter development.

It is was my read from the beginning that Jax isn’t afraid of getting close to other people because he’ll ~get hurt~ he is afraid because he believes HE is the cause (I had that shit on lock since like episode two). Therefore him looking at his hand is not abstraction. It's the weight of something.

And of you think this is unrealistic for episode nine. They would not have given Ribbit a speaking credit for his hand being in episode 7 - they would not have seeked out a voice actor for ribbit if it was not used.

Predictions:

✅ winter world

✅ nice Jax

✅ hand is a simple of the weight of his actions, barely hanging on, wanting to let go.

✅ Jax is avoidant because he feels responsible

[owenhcrper]

i just love all the stories about production on project hail mary. they didn't use a single green/blue screen in the whole film. they built the whole interior of the hail mary. the petrova line scene was done practically by putting infrared lights on a chicken wire cage. rocky's voice was one of the puppeteers because he did such a good job during filming that they couldn't imagine anyone else voicing him. and rocky was a practical puppet/animatronic! sandra huller picked sign of the times as her karaoke song and she asked her daughter if it was still a cool song. i just feel like there was so much love making this film and im obsessed

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The bottom line of a film feels the warmth of the film making. So does the audience. They can feel it even before they hear such wonderful stories around production. And they spread it like wild fire through word of mouth. That’s how I heard about it, sheltered little person I am who does not partake in popular culture or have many friends heard it from every direction.

I hope holly wood stops having 75% of the top 20 films be remakes and sequels for the past 5+ years. I hope that the dieing film and theater industry doesn’t go under.

Or I hope that indie scene saves it. That written is faint on the wall.

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I heard an ADHD tip for stopping the doomscroll that kinda works.

While watching whatever just puff out one cheek at a time. Alternate for a bit and you’ll be brought back to reality a little bit more. Low effort, all it requires to do is a little bit of want. My read is that it functions similar to a meditative practice. Brings you back a little. It refocuses your attention internal and on your body through a weird stimulation.

It’s kind of advice to hear from someone who actually has ADHD. Not a posh researcher who tells you to journal and get better sleep.

The danger I discovered is that it actually helps doomscrolling. It makes you feel more alive, returns you from the numb of constant stimulation. The videos start making you laugh again and feel more and react.

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Oh nor.

I hope this doggie doesn’t connect me to all my other online identities >.<