#neurospicy

[entitale]

People be like: “hello”

And i be like: “heyyy” actually

[neurospicediaries]

You sit down intending to do one thing.

Five minutes later, you’re doing something completely different.

We usually blame distraction, discipline, motivation, or willpower.

But there’s a much stranger question hiding underneath all of them:

Why didn’t your conscious decision win?

The Motivation Market

Why Your Brain Is Constantly Competing for Your Attention

[youngrevolution]

✨🌶️💥neurospicy poll💥🌶️✨

It just occurred to me that my obsessions for fictional characters or stars might be... autistic?

For the neurospicy ones:

is one of your obsessions characters/people?

yes

no

Remaining time: 4 days 20 hours

[unmedicatedlovesick]

Sometimes I think that I don't know how to enjoy my own life. Like good things can happen and I just don't feel good about them or I self sabotage. Thank the gods no one from my IRL circle knows about this blog cause here we go.

I was at a party a couple of friends were hosting, and I had stupidly offered some of my Sunday (today as of posting) which I originally had off to help one of my coworkers. Work also ran so late I was guaranteed to be late cause I drive 20 minutes home, and then it was 35 minutes to my friend's place. I was in such a rush to start having a good time that I was immediately offered a drink and then was offered to go upstairs for a bong rip. I got crazy crossed and did have some fun joking around and just enjoying the atmosphere, but like I also got crazy groggy and napped through part of the party.

Then I had to leave and it was like 1:30am, but people were still there and I was just too out of it to stay-plus I still had work in the morning. I should be happy cause I had fun, but like I feel like I fucked things up and I could have enjoyed it more. And I got messages thanking me for coming and complimenting my outfit and shit so like obviously I wasn't a problem.

I just kinda ruined the rest of my day obsessing over how I missed out on the last hour or two of the party and didn't enjoy it as much as I should have.

I just want to be able to enjoy life and not feel like I'm doing things wrong.

[friendly-bamboo]

Depiction of what I feel like when two people are talking at the same time. Just- A TSUNAMI OF RAGE. Drew it in a loud environment (that SHOULD BE QUIET) instead of murdering anyone. Please praise me

[ub-sessed]

I grew up with two brothers who were both: a) eight years older than me, and b) geniuses, so by the time I reached adolescence I had completely internalized that it was normal for me to have to work four times as hard to achieve results that were a quarter as good as other people's.

[moo-llenium]

Being Autistic is fun because the second anything changes from the Predetermined Schedule your brain shuts down and you get to experience a whole new range of emotions like Severe Understimulation, which turns you into that one GIF of Sherlock, or Rage, which has you listening to MCR at the volume of an atomic explosion.