✨StarBoy✨

♐ Sun ♒ Moon ♍ Rising

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Normalize letting people go when it's no longer healthy; not everything is worth fighting for.

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🎶“I've got no place

Buildin' you a rocket up to outer space

I watch you fade

Keepin' the lights on in this forsaken place

Little star

Feels like you fell right on my head

Gave you away to the wind

I hope it was worth it in the end

Us against the world

Just a couple sinners makin' fun of hell, mm

If I keep you here

I'll only be doin' it for myself

Little star

Feels like you fell right on my head

Gave you away to the wind

I hope it was worth it in the end

I know this thing is broken

So I leave my door wide open

Been some time since we've spoken

One day, we'll meet again

Little star

Feels like you fell right on my head

Gave you away to the wind

I hope it was worth it in the end

You and my guitar

I think you may be my only friend

I gave it all to see you shine again

I hope it was worth it in the end

I hope it was worth it in the end”🎵

But seriously. After rewatching the entire series of Euphoria again from 1-3. Really hit spots again. Because I used to have a connection like Rue and Elliot had. And gosh would I do anything to have that moment of my life back again with that person.

The feeling of knowing what we bond on isn’t the most healthy habit. But knowing I had someone who held me and I held them. And we both felt safe with eachother. When it felt like everything else in our world could be burning down. There was solace in a friendship like that…sadly, time goes on, and we must continue to grow and change. Wether you want to or not. Life moves you.

Ill always miss that connection. Ill miss the songs we shared, the silence we held, the laughter we roared. Most of all the Love we created simply existing in eachothers presence that we couldn’t find anywhere else…

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I Wish I had the Strength to Repair what we had…But I know deep down they’re better off without me around. So Ill continue to love from a distance where we are both safe from hurting the other in any way..

Im stronger in my dark corner of the world, Isolated from those I felt those 3 words for.

🖤💔

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I guess I Still Miss you…

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They can say that im nothing and they can say im a failure but they can never say my heart is made of fucking dirt

~Phora

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I dont always want to be sad.

But im pretty sure im the only one around me who understands that my sad moments are the only moments i feel like im actually listening to myself

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Im tired 😪

Feel unheard 👂

Maybe because i dont know how to express my true feelings to others. I feel guilt for doing so. Because what i want is not what others want to hear. It upsets people. I want those around me happy… in the process im constantly destroying my own sense of self.

I wish i had a therapist. Or someone i could go back and forth with about the hurrican that goes through my brain. Dissociation has became my new comfort zone. And i know thats not healthy. But disconnecting from the world around me is how ive always coped with the reality of my own life. I wont end it. Even if it seems like a deep exhale to do so.

Its all my fault either way. I always put the blame on myself. No one else. Because i know its my problems to fix. Even if i dont have it in me to fix them yet. Somehow. Someway. Maybe ill find a way to fix them. Or ill die. Whichever comes first.

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“I’m so unwhole. I don’t know where all the pieces of me are, how to fit them together, how to make them stick. Or if I even can.”

— Kathleen Glasgow, Girl in Pieces

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9/9/21 Class Entry by, L.H.V

My biggest fear is burning out before I even turn the key. All that being said, I think it is a common misconception that fear has to have a negative connotation. Theatre releases a sense of adrenaline for me. Adrenaline is in direct connection to the same part of the brain that controls when you are afraid. The adrenaline we as artists feel before performing lead to great triumphs in expanding our craft. Performing should always scare you a little bit, for me this is a huge motivator to “do it afraid”. In performance the stakes of your character should feel as real as your own. Life is not complete without doing things through fear. Some of the best moments of my life have terrified me. There is a fine line however between beneficial fears and the fears that control you. If the fear is causing you to be stagnant in daily decision making and or having an effect on your pychy in a negative connotation, it has then gone from beneficial to detrimental. The job not just as an actor, but as a human is to find a healthy balance to create real, authentic performances. One of the reasons I am so driven by theatre is because theatre impacts our lives unlike any other art form. It takes concepts, ideals, situations, and issues and presents them in a way that enables people to connect in an honest, in-the-moment kind of way. This is a scary concept for so many because it is different from what is considered the ‘social norm’. I think one of the biggest jobs this new generation of performers is to challenge the conventional way of theatre, knowing it will be scary, and doing it anyway.

-L.H.V

Thank you..

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The person who has a "why" to live for can bear with almost any "how."

-Costar

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The Quest for Consciousness | School of Human Potential

From mud flats to self-awareness - Evolution and the Creation of Consciousness

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Behind your thoughts and feelings, there is a mighty lord, an unknown sage — his name is Self. He dwells in your body, he is your body. There is more reason in your body than in your best wisdom. The Self laughs at the ego, and its proud prancing. “What is this prancing and flights of thought unto me?” it asks itself. “A by-way to my purpose. I am the leading-string of the ego, and the prompter of its notions.” The Self says to the ego: “Feel pain!” And thereupon it suffers and thinks how it may put an end to the suffering — and for that very purpose it is made to think. The Self says to the ego: “Feel pleasure!” Thereupon it rejoices and thinks how it may often rejoice — and for that very purpose it is made to think. - Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spake Zarathustra

https://www.humanpotential.school/article/creation-of-consciousness

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