Sweet like bear meat

My name is Megan. I'm an adult human woman that likes funny things, cute things, and delicious things. I have a degree in television, but I make computers do stuff for a living. Twitter / Instagram / Last.fm / Ask

[kaylahadlington]

i often wonder how many ppl from 2012 tumblr are still active on here

are u also still here, lurking in the shadows????

[finalinfinity]

y’all, today I got MEDS. anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds and I am SO HAPPY to get real mental health treatment for the first time in my life!!!!!

I haven’t posted much here in years, but I still lurk on the daily, and I just wanted to say something SOMEWHERE cuz omg, I’m so hopeful.

[bob-belcher]

[finalinfinity]

Michael Blie.den just followed me on Twitter? I've been crushing on him since I was 16? What is happening?

[adulthoodisokay]

Guy dresses up as his dog’s favorite toy (via Jeff Spiegel/Twitter)

[finalinfinity]

Oh my god, I just realized that I handle many of my relationships the way I do because I learned about being an adult from Lorelai Gilmore.

[the-bluespirit]

[finalinfinity]

Got a job offer today that means I'll be making 122% more 💰 in August than I was as recently as April. What the hell is going on in my life I also came out to my former boss today. So there's that. She's kinda the best Shit's crazy lately.

[oddly-romantic]

mood

[unicornery]

Donald Trump is a garbage monster obviously, BUT this sketch has some wonderful chicken-in-egg dancing by Amy and Maya.

Donald Trump’s House of Wings (2004)

Also one time “Jump” came on in a bar, and I called my only other (at the time) SNL-loving friend and sang this song to her. 

[finalinfinity]

ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS OF ALL TIME.

[finalinfinity]

This is topical again!!!

[retrogaydad-deactivated20190324]

am i bi w a strong preference for women or am i just feeling compulsory heterosexuality: a memoir

[thecutestofthecute]

[outtie5000-deactivated20181218]

English Bulldog puppy at the sea

[bitchfromtheseventhhell]

Who taught you to fight? My father. Mine never wanted to.  Said fighting was for boys. Mine was the same.  But I kept fighting the boys anyway.

[emolumentsclause-deactivated201]

“so what’s your type –”

[finalinfinity]

Everything has been amazing since July. My depression and anxiety seemed to completely disappear: I started a new career. I joined a startup, where I truly feel part of a family. I started a group for women learning to code. I went drinking with friends and acquaintances. I took on a mentee. I had the adult life television told me I should have while I was growing up.

But I suppose that all became the status quo and two weeks ago, a shitty situation at work sent my spiraling and I’m back in the same emotional place I’ve been for the past few years. The past two weeks have had the same layer of oppressive fog I’ve lived under since I was 14. My bad habits are all coming back, like canceling plans at the last minute, needing to spend every moment in bed, feeling complete and utter loneliness, and putting myself in a never-ending cycle of isolation.

I’ve got lots of people in my life now to answer development questions, career questions, dealing-with-new-professional-situations questions. But I don’t have anyone to talk to about my depression. I just don’t know how to balance one with the other. I don’t know how to keep my good reputation, how not to take advantage of the ease of working from home, how to maintain my relationships if I can’t get out of bed. How can I lift others up when I can’t even lift my head?

[finalinfinity]

So apparently my boss grew up with and personally knows Lin Manuel-Miranda. Enjoy that tidbit, Hamilton-loving friends.

[birdschoolforbirds]

I really hope ben wyatt enjoyed the new star wars movie