gabe

twenty-four; he, him, his: pa

[nemfrog]

A cat stalks a robin. Studies in reading. 1922.

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[bonivers]

beautiful day to think about what you had and can no longer have

[findaneye]

[fairycosmos]

pleaseeee will it ever be ok will it ever be ok .

[findaneye]

growing pains

[achillesinhighheels]

[ryebreadgf]

here are the top 10 tips for getting out of your tragic time loop TODAY. this video is supported by squarespace

[strangledplanet]

[thequietedge]

Latrigg overlooking Derwentwater, Keswick, Lake District, September 2024

📷 Fujifilm X-T2

[junglejim4322]

Why did 4 months of this year go by in like a week

[junglejim4322]

Where am I

[raindrop4444444444]

[openingadoor]

[metamorphesque]

don't look at me with those brown eyes or I might just spend the rest of my life keeping your hands warm

[findaneye]

Living in my head, somehow in both the past and the future

[findaneye]

[charl0ttan]

getting to that time of the year where the sun will straight up project childhood memories onto your bedroom wall at about 3 or 4 pm

[findaneye]

If There's Ever a Day

Thousands of words written, songs that I cried to, envelopes addressed and sealed; All the reminders of months ongoing Times I can’t get back Times I wish I could go back to Small hands a couch in a basement lights in my room We lean against the window One day I’ll fall out of it

I’ve not been to the movie theater since then Walk through the shopping center, stand in the same place, imagine meeting you on the walkway You used to lend me books I imagined you had a library You’ve haunted me since New Years’ Puddles splash as I ride my bike A montage of moments, but not a word remembered. A hug mid-sentence, wide-eyed when I’m dancing, hesitance at the dinner table

You creep up when I’m not looking I finally don’t want you here Think of sharing your bed wonder how you’d react Feel incompatible and ignore that Not a word I’ve ever said has been close to what I’d want to tell you Hours of monologues run in my head I think in the shower, lay under clean sheets Tell myself not to rehearse what to say Tell me you love me Please, tell me you love me I miss Tuesday nights and those Sunday afternoons Wait on Saturday morning, relieved when you came in It all felt pointless if you weren’t there and now you’re not. I’m not.

I’m not there Oh, what a turn of events Do you wish things were different? I messed it all up and now I’m not there I hear how you’re doing I wish I was there I’m sorry to love you It’s been so long I forget how not to.

If there’s ever a day I can explain things