I tried shifting while on acid here’s what happened
So let me just start this by saying this was my first ever trip — I’m also kinda still just coming down fr
I decided like a dumbass to take acid to shift at like 4 in the morning. Listen I know it was stupid idk what the hell I was doing but I’m thankful my friend was there on the phone with me to help me through this.
For the first few minutes I didn’t even feel anything, the most was really just things being blurry bc my pupils were dilated (I’m guessing) I even messaged my plug and was like yo man i deadass don’t feel anything 😭 — safe to say I was wrong as SHIT
When that shit kicked in fully I was seeing colors and my ceiling looked like it was moving. I was staring at my LED lights. I had them set to blue thinking it was a safe color, soon the room started looking like shades of blue and pink and purple and green. It was cool. I felt euphoric. There was even a point in time where I wished it was darker because my phone was “making the room glow” all different colors.
I’ll be honest with yall I’m a DOWN BAD girly and I wanted to shift real bad, I kept coming back to the thought bc it was why I took the trip in the first place. But when I tell you I don’t see how anyone could actually shift like that. Especially if it’s their first time tripping I DONT see it. It felt like everything was coming and going in waves. Everything being “too much” doesn’t even describe it. It genuinely was all too much too fast. I was laughing, crying, angry, euphoric, scared, all of the above. And when I say if you think you’re gonna do this shit and poof into your s/o’s arms like I did you might sadly be mistaken.
If you’re someone like me that feels like they need to control everything, even if you don’t think you are, this might be you. I don’t recommend trying this. A lot of what I “learned” was that I’m not ready. And trust me as someone that’s been “trying to shift for years” I thought I was ready and thought this would be easy and it wasn’t.
If you want imagery that I personally think was symbolic I’d say that I saw a golden book in my hands and my ceiling reminded me of water. And I felt that that in itself was me telling myself that the answer is within myself I just need to trust it and ACTUALLY LET GO.
I think a lot of you may be having this issue and not even realizing it till maybe ur like me tripping balls on acid and realizing you had it within you to do it all along. a lot of you need to let go. That doesn’t mean say you’re letting go, or close your eyes and listen to a subliminal but still do your own breathing and peak and hope for shit to magically start morphing around you. No. LET GO. that doesn’t mean say a bunch of affirmations every day or manifest it and then pray about it or beg the universe for a sign. No dude. LET GO. You have to realize that shifting is inevitable. It WILL happen but not if you’re forcing it or pushing when you aren’t ready. It’s like trying to paint a wall with dry paint. You still have paint, you still have a brush and you’ve still got the wall. And yeah you could wait till summer, maybe it’ll make the paint hot, or you could just use wet paint. Which basically just means use what you’re given without all the struggling.
I saw what to me looked like a clear veil on this reality. It looked as though someone had just took clear tape and stretched it across the open air in front of me. But even that probably wouldn’t do it justice. And I saw what looked like tiny little threads stretching everywhere. Idk if it makes sense but it felt like myself or the universe telling me that everything was somehow connected but also closer than I think, that what I want is really just within reach.
I think I was so hyper aware of everything that I couldn’t mellow out and that was the issue. I was my own issue. I even remember saying out loud “I’m not ready” subconsciously I knew I wasn’t. But I’ve been trying to push anyway. And it’s not bc I can’t do it. It’s because I can’t let go and have faith that it’ll happen on its own. I kept seeing shifting as this big thing. Like maybe my room itself needed to change before my eyes and morph into Hogwarts or something for me to believe it. When that’s not the case. I also was putting too much into things like subliminals and trips to help me shift when I didn’t need to.
I tried listening to subliminals. I put on one from shades shifting brew because I saw comments say it helped them shift. I’ll be deadass I turned that shit off quick bc it felt “demonic” so idk take that as you will. I’m very in-tuned with myself and my gut so yall be safe.
A lot of the time I just wanted stuff that felt mellowed out and soft. I started listening to the weekend till I didn’t want to anymore and then i put on a guided meditation by alunir. I will say this one felt calmer than the other but I still saw myself having issues because I wouldn’t just breathe like she told me I was too worried about my breathing and not being able to breathe so it was tripping me out. Ultimately I couldn’t even focus on imagining the dr I actually wanted to go to I just kept trying to picture stuff that was mellow and would calm me down and for some reason ended up picturing avatar way of water and kept saying avatar over and over again till my friend helped ground me.
Pretty sure those were like the only times I tried. I felt pulled in a trance and kind of close till I heard my friend say something and it pulled me back and snapped me out of the meditation.
Real shit tho? I wrote half of this while still kind of tripping and basically fighting for my life to shit bc that damn thing made me dehydrated and constipated 😭 — I don’t even rlly remember where I was going with most of this but if I do I’ll add to it or make a part 2.
Few highlights from when I was high , these are some things I said that I wrote down or my friend did bc I told her to make sure to take notes for some reason bc “I’d want to remember this” (even tripping balls she’s a smart baddie queen 🙂↕️🤏)
Be present in the moment
Focusing too hard on it let go
Expecting too much
Everything's a reflection of you
Be okay with the now
✨Time✨ (bc for some reason this was special ?? — it likely was and my friend is just an ass note taker 🙄)
Maybe you haven't shifted because you haven't found the answers in yourself
“a lot happening in a small amount of nothing” is shifting
Your problem with shifting is you don't know how to be present
There was more but like I said she’s ass at taking notes and didn’t rlly take many / write them word for word.
Moral of the story though I learned a lot — like the fact that the only thing “getting in my way” was myself. My own expectations, my own need to see and feel and control everything. I know you’ve heard the whole “you don’t need anything but you to shift” speech. But seriously take it from someone that tripped on acid just to do it (and deadass still can’t sleep 15 hrs later bc it’s still in my system) you really only need yourself.
I was the same way, hearing that and still thinking no I’ll do it my way bc just saying that felt like it didn’t provide any actual clarity. But what it likely means is you just need to mellow out. (No im not saying green out or take acid) I’m saying be present in the meditation if that’s what you’re using. Stop focusing on when you’ll feel symptoms or when you’ll see results. Just listen. Just breathe. Just be there. Accept that it will happen because it will. Know that you don’t have to know how, you don’t even have to control the method. It’ll all just work itself out.
A lot of what I learned about my own “blockages” was really just that I need to sit back and learn to let things roll how they roll, but also I need to stop having these weird massive expectations surrounding shifting and what could happen. It throws off simple victories that do happen because they “aren’t as big” or “what I wanted.” But I also learned that it’s ok to let things happen when they happen. Because 9 times out of 10 you likely just aren’t ready and that’s ok, that could be as simple as you not knowing how to take the backseat, to you not actually knowing what dr you really feel most at home in.
Don’t be like me and push when you don’t need to. Sometimes things happen the way they do for a reason and that’s ok. — earlier in the week before trying this I kept seeing the wheel of fortune card and angel numbers everywhere. I even saw it at the back of my tarot deck before I lost the deck and i think it sums up the situation perfectly and is fitting since it’s about learning to take the backseat. Even when I would pull tarot asking if I should shift and if I was ready, months and weeks prior it said no and still I pushed and saw no progress. It wasn’t the pushing that was the issue. It was not knowing the root of the issue that was the issue and now I do and can fix it.
Idk man this is getting long but if I feel like adding stuff I’ll make another post or just answer questions. — as always be safe. Do as I say not as I do. Don’t be a fucking dumbass and take LSD or fucking try drugs just to shift bc you’ve seen me post it. That’s not what I’m saying and I highly advise against it. What I do think you should do is either shadow work or very detailed tarot, otherwise if you’re like me and think you’ve gotta figure shit out the hard way on your own then take a breath and a step back and remember that this will happen. It doesn’t need to happen instantly to happen.
౨ৎ I hope that at least something in here helped. Idk man I need sleep real bad. So bye and happy shifting
DO NOT FUCKING TRY THIS SHIT AND YOUR ASS BETTER BE 21+ EVEN THINKING ABOUT TOUCHING DRUGS OK? Mk.















